Tahajudku found you
Wired
Q: as bad as you are no matter how broken your heart is, no matter what your mind is. You must not despair. You have a God who understands your situation, who dowses a soft voice in your prayers and will always be with you
Povs. Syafiah
Hufft today feels long. Why the hell else2 meet him make emotions!!!
Ting... (notif email in) duh who the heck has long no chat notifications .
"Fi sorry I'm fi? I miss you
My eyes spontaneously glared at the incoming email from Dzaki
Tiba2 I feel tight. My tears want to come out. But this taste is salaah!!
" I'm sorry . You've got your wife feeling wrong ki "
"But fi you should know. I'm not the one who wants to!!"
I am tired of it ! I don't want to be in touch with him anymore. I ignored her message
I took ablution and read the Qur'an . My heart is calm too.
After I calmed down I tried to reflect on what happened today.I tried to write it in the book where I confided other than in prayer. I hope this should not be read by anyone because there are so many secrets but also a lot more than xixi. yes I am a slightly closed type. so I poured out my heart through this prayer and this book.
Oh yea... I remember that guy named Afnan . He wants to know Islam? What do not2 actually he has been guided but he who has not realized . My eyes are drowsy .
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Ting.. (a WA notification sound) half-conscious I opened it turns afnan.. HUH ! Afnan from where he got my number . Hafsaaahh astaghfirullah
"Hi shafiah, I'm afnan"
"Yes..why notchat?"
"Hmm so you can't chat?"
" When nothing matters ! I'm going to sleep"
" Don't be so bad! I want a doang"
"Yes, I want to ask you what" I started to goitre against him
" for today 3 questions dlu
Why are you closing the aurat?
Can I marry you? "
I was wide-eyed to see the question of the 3rd mode of this doang haha
" Okey I'll answer.
Allah forbids *** and liquor because God wants to know who obeys Him to stay away from His prohibition. And it's definitely not healthy .
2 . If you drop 2 candies one is still wrapped and the other one is not which one will you take?
Of course, the wrapped because it looks valuable like that I want to look valuable in the eyes of my husband later
No. If we get married and do things like husband and wife we are still considered adultery"
"Thank you, fi" he replied
My eyes felt no longer sleepy . I continued writing diary
My house phone rang, no one picked it up. I went down to pick up the phone
when I picked up he was dzaki
"Afi ? You don't miss me?"
I also called umma
"Umma there's a phone call from dzaki to say sm umma"
I also left the phone with umma .
Does he not know the more he comes the more I feel sick!!
O Allah, Rabbi, give me strength of heart in the face of wrong feelings. And give me to release it. Reassure me that loving You is more beautiful than loving Your creatures
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