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Fear of Falling Heart
Q: Do not love humans excessively because humans can be disappointed . Love the creator then you will get the best god creature for you
*POV. Syafiah Humaira Izzati*
At nightfall I heard a commotion from outside the room. I peeked at the window there was aunty santi. I'm happy because I thought I'd meet Dzaki (my childhood friend) . I rushed to get ready2 to look beautiful . When I want to open the door, I hear umma say "Happy ya dzaki, the son is funny yes "my mind is like 2, with mixed feelings trying to think positive I also approached umma , Abi and klamu aunty santi . There I saw a beautiful woman beside dzaki .tante shanti greeting me "Mashallah Afi is beautiful now . It turns out that no one really knows his soul mate, aunt dlu like you with kiki" I just reply with a smile, and dzaki dismiss the talk "mamah dud already this dong there Aulia" then the aunt switched the conversation "hehe yes. Oh yes fi this is his wife dzaki and his son" I also tried to hold back the crying and immediately said "oh yes tan afi grabin drink ya "by trying to smile I walk into the kitchen . While in the kitchen my mind was so messed up .and couldn't help but cry .
Yes . He was my little friend back when I was Kindergarten and he was in 3rd grade . The meeting started when om niko (papa dzaki) and aunt santi (his mother zaki) moved to my city aunt santi is umma's best friend . That's when I started to get close to dzaki he taught me to memorize alphatiah letters and other surat2 . And when I went to 4th grade and he smp kls 7 then aunty santi said that he would be betrothed to me. He always protected me when I was in 5th grade and he was 8th bc he moved . He tied my shoelaces and said
Dzaki: Afi never lupain dzaki huh?
Syafiah: what do dzaki want kmana ?
Dzaki: papa moved duty fi to bandung, afi do not be sad later klo afi sm dzaki already big dzaki would marry afi huh? Want ga fi?
Syafiah: dzaki mean kyk umma same abi? Want to bangeett but dzaki don't go dong nnti who is taking care of the afi?
Dzaki: patience yes afi . Dzaki nnti will connect afi kok
Umma also came to break my daydream. Umma know that all this time I've been waiting for dzaki .
"Syafiah a pretty umma boy who made his tea long anyway?" Umma called me and said "don't love man too much affection and don't expect to man . Because man can disappoint and God will never disappoint us "I went to the room to vent my tears and never returned to the living room.
*POV Dzaki Pratama*
Arriving at home, my feelings are pounding as if to remind me of the past. I miss that woman so much that I really wanted to hug her but the fact that I had a wife who my father had betrothed 2 years ago must have been very angry that thought always crossed my brain . When the afi came out of her room I saw her face that was asking2 I could only look at her with longing . I saw her teary eyes2 when mom said Aulia was my wife . "I also miss you so much fi" if I could say so. when I go to make tea he does not come back even ummanya who come to bring tea . I know he was very disappointed . He said he wanted to sleep. I feel like I'm really disappointing " oh yeah umma it's late . Let's go back to the inn ? " lontark. Then mom agreed we agreed . On the road I benar2 feel so guilty and miss him so much .
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