Stuck Wedding Trial.
Two intersections

Jonathan entered the practice room of doctor Khans at a rapid pace, a sense of uneasiness emanating from his facial expression. Without saying a word, he came face to face with Khans doctor sitting behind his desk. Doctor Khans raised his eyebrows with a mixed expression of astonishment and hope, as if saying, "Have his eligibility returned again?"

Doctor Khans is a middle-aged man with well-groomed gray hair. The thick black-framed glasses sat on his firm nose. He wore a neat white suit with a dark tie, reflecting an impression of professionalism and authority. His desk is decorated with several medical reference books and some neatly arranged stationery.

"Good afternoon Jonathan" greeted doctor Khans in a soft voice, showing warmth and empathy in his short speech. He continued, "Come in, sit here." Doctor Khans directed Jonathan to a soft-colored upholstered chair located near his desk.

Jonathan nodded and sat down on the chair, the gaze of doctor Khans as if permeating every expression of his face. "How are you doing, Jonathan? What brought your allergy back .which other woman tried to kidnap you now hem?" ask Dr Khans attentively.

Jonathan shook his head, "Allergy, Doc. Relapsed again. And. The medicine that I usually use is also gone." His face looked pale, and his eyes looked tired from his allergic reaction.

Doctor Khans nodded in understanding, "I guess so. Come on, lie down on this bed." He pointed to the examination bed in the corner of the room, which was lined with a clean white sheet. Jonathan followed the instructions and lay down carefully.

Doctor Khans took a stethoscope and began to check Jonathan's heart rate, listening with full concentration. "Allergic reactions are very disturbing, Jonathan. We'll get over this soon, calm down and relax, Okay" Khans said, noting something in his medical records.

"Alright, Jonathan. This time, we will give you a stronger allergy medicine. However, I also want us to talk about the trigger factor. What changes might cause your allergies to come today ?" ask doctor Khans in a mindful voice.

Jonathan shrugged with a doubtful expression, "there was a meeting but they replaced his representatives with women"

Doctor Khans nodded in understanding, "It is important to check for such factors. We will look for the root cause and provide the right solution"

Jonathan hesitates to speak, but he decides to remain honest with Khans. "So, this may sound strange, but a few times my allergic reaction faded, or at least it didn't feel as bad as usual, when I saw Stefani's face in my phone."

Doctor Khans who was initially taking notes on his notes, looked up with a hint of surprise that he was trying to hide behind his professional expression. However, that sense of shock immediately turned into curiosity. "Stefani? Who is he, Jonathan?"

Jonathan stuttered a little, but then he decided to tell a little about Stefani to doctor Khans. "He's... Blah. blah.

Doctor Khans listened attentively, his eyes radiating deep curiosity.

If Jonathan is not a mental patient, perhaps the doctor Khans, will widen his eyes in surprise.

Stephanie is the newly married wife of Jonathan but they only act like Master and Master.

Wow what is this story.

"Ehem ahem, that's an interesting development, Jonathan. Actually our bodies have a way of interpreting fear or rejection from our own thinking. this is what causes you to become allergic to actually not happening such a thing is just a game in your brain" the doctor said he had seriously said this several times to Jonathan but until now Jonathan seemed unable to accept it.

Wrong how the brain can open and close the memory there is also a problem that is still being studied until now

The brain is one of the most extraordinary and complex things that humans have.

"But..why didn't my allergy happen while with Stefani? She's a woman too, isn't she doc?"

"The good question. Remember that your distrust of women, due to past experiences, can trigger an allergic reaction. However, when you're near Stefani, there may be deeper feelings, such as confidence or comfort that come to your subconscious"

Jonathan scrunched his forehead in disbelief."So... Does this mean I'm starting to trust Stefani?

"But.. If this is true, what should I do?"what Jonathan wants to ask is whether this feeling could also be indicated as being in love.

Can't be right.

Doctor Khans had no idea what his patient was thinking. He immediately said the thing he was thinking right now.

" First of all, I want you to remember that this change is a natural process. You don't have to rush or force yourself. Try to open up a little bit at a time. And if necessary, we can undergo further therapy sessions to help overcome your distrust"

"Thank you, Doctor"

" That's good, Jonathan. Remember that I am here to support you in this process. And if you're having trouble or confused, don't hesitate to talk to me"

Khans doctor gave Jonatan an injection so that his allergic reaction subsided quickly .After that he also prescribed additional allergy medications to make Jonathan calmer.

Actually it's just a prescription blood-boosting drug. But since Jonathan already trusted doctor Khans, his subconscious could cure the allergy automatically. That's what doctors call his own mental illness.

What medicine can be given to Jonathan if in fact he is fine. If Jonathan wants to be healthier then he should start entrusting someone.

Subconsciously there was a smile emitted by the old man .He never saw who Stefani was. But he hopes Stefani is the most potent drug for Jonathan this time .And may the old woman at home no longer be toxic in Jonathan's marriage.

Hope so.

Jonathan walks towards his car again, his gaze empty as he is caught in a complicated inner fight.

"Is this what we call falling in love?" his inner.

On the other hand, his reasoned voice appeared. "No way, this is just a feeling of ordinary interest. And that's just because Stefani's name is similar to Yana's son's name"

In his indecision, his critical voice unceasingly gave an argument. "He's very young. It's just a pity because of the involvement in the caregiving of those children. Is it possible that you could love someone as long as Stefani?"

However, as his mind went deeper, another voice appeared. "But they're married. Although it was only pretending for the sake of surgery, but it was still a tie. Is there anything wrong with having it in your heart?"

Jonathan rubbed his temples, his confusion growing stronger. "What's going on with me?" inner frustration.

The voices in his heart continued to clash, creating an unexpected chaos. "But is it possible that love has an age limit, Jhonatan.Cinta never look at the age you know?"mind pondered.

But his critical voice never stopped. "But what do they say if you admit it? you'll be considered a pedophile because he's a child. Even if they're mere assumptions, it can destroy your reputation and aren't you ashamed of your child, Hem?"

Jonathan stalled in place, he felt an inner war draining his energy. He felt like he was at a crossroads, where every direction was filled with doubt and fear. "What am I supposed to do?"his mind is desperate.

He knew that he needed to face this inner battle honestly and courageously. Because, among all the voices in his heart, only "He" could find a truly suitable decision.

Ask and surrender to Allah subhanahuwataala.