starting with envy?

starting with envy?
am I wrong?


"mas." I said shimmily


"yes" said mas aji stroking me


"we don't need to be in the fairies yes marriage, don't be prewed prewed" said I shrewdly I see mas aji silent without sound


"sleep gih" said mas aji lirih and turned around


tonight there is nothing special there is nothing interesting either because, there is no conversation between me and mas aji. just the sound of the night wind blowing outside


at 3 I woke up to make breakfast,


"loh non adel gk need. " said art mas aji forbid me.


"g papa adel dh is often like this in the morning" I said softly


"emmm" said the art


I was in the kitchen when my house bell rang


" assalamu'alaikum "yap I know that voice very well, it's mother's voice.


"bukk" I said softly as I hugged my mother


"you have no reason to be the same as aji" said ibuk lirih very softly like whispering


"gk buk" I said softly


"kok ibuk mornin mondam gini to the house" I said softly


"the feeling of ibuk gk yummy, so ibuk here" said ibuk lirih more subtle


"have I entered yuk, "my words were soft and I sat down on the sofa


"if there is anything you tell ibuk ya ndok, do not be pendem "yamuk lirih and start sipping tea delivered by art mas aji


not long after I told you about my first night with mas aji,


"bude" said mas aji lirih and approached my mother for salim


"aji, " said ibuk lirih


"how kabare bude" said mas aji softly


"well" said my mother still smiling


"well if it's already dawn, mom comes home yo del, tending to your husband" said mother who I salami


"it will be difficult to play at home" I said softly


"main aj lh, "said ibuk gently


after mom passed away


"adel want to cook his makel wake up early in the morning" said I lirih


"del" said mas aji lirih


"yes" I said softly


without aba aba mas aji hugged me, and a few kisses on my cheeks and neck


"mas.. hurts" I grimaced


"yes I'm sorry" said mas aji lirih and took off his embrace and passed away


.......


after the dawn prayer


I saw mas aji buru go to the cafe


"del put up a tie mas" said mas aji glancing at me


I looked up standing up


"ih mas aji really high" said I manyun


"you're aj's short " said mas aji which I pinched his waist


"awww" said mas aji


"rasain wlek" I said mocking him


"cobak eurin again his tongue " said mas aji yaang directly I show again wlek 👅👅


and my lip cup was attacked by mas aji at the bite


"emmm" said I asked to be released but nil remained touched until


"del mas ask for the right mas ya" said mas aji lirih who I did not dare to stare but just nodded


after I shook mas aji continued his action and it happened already


"why" said mas aji lirih


"sick" I said down


"hm" said mas aji cleared his throat and lifted my body, into the bathroom


"mas" I said


"a clean bath is finished shower later and help you wear thank you clothes" said mas aji who made me very embarrassed