starting with envy?
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surprised it must be how it is possible that the adel that I loved from the past seems to have a relationship with my brother, he said,

ican prov's

when I saw there was mas aji, mamah and papah there I also joined nimbrung

" mah. aji has grown up if not now the wedding ceremony when else" said mas aji who I looked at confused

"but. ji you are serious first, fear her adel does not want to be the same you" heard the word adel directly I was surprised

" adel..?? mas aji wants to marry equally adel" I said in shock

" shoot" said Mamah telling me to be quiet

" i already have the same relationship with pah, mah sukak adel adel also not just me if not in the sack fearing he will be taken deluan" mas aji lirih said I saw clearly in his eyes he loved the woman I also loved

"father knows, but many in the first same adel.."

papah lirih said

"mah. mamah wants grandchildren right, " said mas aji carrying mamah I see mamah nodding while looking down

" papah tau adel is a good woman jii, she is sholeh but is not too fast" said papah lirih to mas aji

" i love her just the same she pah adel first love aji, so until now aji never dating because this pah, because love aji to adel big " mas aji said that I saw from his eyes was already very disappointed

"hm. yaudah nantik we refer together" said papah who immediately get a smile from mas aji..

" you have grown up already when you marry, if adel do not want to force us" said papah that makes me more crowded

" yaudah tell adel to come here" said mamah smile

and immediately I see mas aji chat adel I see the name of his contact there is emot emot love

because I couldn't afford to leave because I saw that Adel had come

pain surely how not the person I loved since childhood from childhood will now marry my sister ha ha ha funny right????

surprised for sure because I think the woman who when the other day was talked to my sister who said she was struggling to get her heart.it was adel she adel my brother loves her.. maybe bigger than his love

I got off soon I told Sandra and Doni to come home 'cause I said I was busy..

I decided to go to the cafe where I used to go with Sandra and I saw the cafe singer was a man and his song fit to represent my feelings very much

##not her but I####

You hurt repeatedly

You betrayed me repeatedly

This pain is trying to understand

I have a heart not to be hurt

I admit it's really heavy

Leaving you what once existed

But I have to do it

Because I know this is the best

Who destroyed me

The pain, the pain, oh the pain

I admit it's really heavy

Leaving you what once existed

But I have to do it

Because I know this is the best

Who destroyed me

The pain, the pain, oh the pain

My love is greater than his love

You should have realized that

Not him, not him, but me

So heavy is this...

Until I have to give up...

Who destroyed me

The pain, the pain, oh the pain

My love is bigger than my hate

Enough of me to feel

Not him, not him, enough me

Not him, not him, enough me

Not him

I did not feel my tears fell.Hearing this song, this male singer also took it with a very touching heart.

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time caseh dah bace ku😊😊 story

#salam_ from batam