Secret Girl Masked
8. Pretty Painful!

Entering the age of nine months, Elma was referred to a large hospital to wait for her delivery while monitoring her troubled condition.

Only the power of prayer can strengthen the heart of this young mother-to-be. Her tears never drained her grief for being too proud for self-esteem. She had neglected her son's right to life in order to avenge her father.

"Darling! If God sends you to Mother, please heal soon. What should you do for me? Mother is alone in this world.

There is no place you can go except the mosque for your mother to raise your mother's problems with Allah."

Said Elma with her guilt.

Doctor Weni gave great support to Elma who had no one to share with.

"Every exam there must be a big prize that we will get Miss Elma. I don't know what your life process is like.

But from the pain it makes us more resilient to deal with every problem wisely. The test is an experience to mature our minds.

The pain is proof of the love of God who longs for the cry of His servant. If we don't get tested, do we need God?"

"I've never done a great deed in my life, doctor. But why am I the one who is constantly given exams that never end. As if God didn't want to see me happy."

Say Elma with diplomatic words.

"What do you mean Miss Elma ?"

"Why should I give birth to a child from rape?"

Degggggs...

"So you...!"

Doctor Weni lowered her voice because Elma was in the ICU room under her supervision.

"Yes doctor. That's why I don't want to do a check up on my pregnancy to the hospital because I want my fetus to miscarry, so I don't have to bear the disgrace of my entire life.hiks!"

Elma covered her face withstanding the tightness that was so painful in her chest.

Doctor Weni immediately hugged Elma who looked very miserable. She misunderstands this girl because she thinks Elma is doing with her lover on the basis of liking and the lover ultimately does not want to take responsibility for her pregnancy Elma.

"Why did you write the name of his future father is Mr Darren? Is he the culprit?"

"No doctor. He's not the culprit. I was just thinking about the name of someone who just passed by

in my mind."

"Do you recognize the face of the perpetrator who raped you?"

"At that time, my eyes were closed when he raped me. I didn't recognize her face at all until she left me alone and ran away somewhere. It was fortunate that I did not see his face, otherwise I continued to feel my soul being persecuted by his face.

"Why do you now regret what you did and are so afraid of losing your baby? Didn't you not want her to be born into this world?"

"Come doctor. I just felt she meant a lot as she moved around in my womb. I feel like I have a friend and she will accompany me on my lonely days.

I tried to forget my trauma and now my thoughts and time are all devoted to him. I want him to come into this world in good health, doctor.

I just thought God was leaving this baby to comfort my lara" Elma said in the arms of Dr. Weni.

"alright. God is listening to your request. You must be sure that your son will be healed and he will come into this world as you wish.

We are waiting for his presence in a few days. Press the bell if you have a contraction. Ok, ?"

"Ready doctor!"

"Doctor Weni! There's a patient ready to have a normal delivery in the delivery room." Sister Naysilla.

"Thank you sister Naysila."

Doctor Weni said goodbye to Elma straight to the delivery room.

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At one in the morning Elma felt her first contractions. Doctor Weni still asked him to be patient because it was not yet time.

Elma enjoyed a tremendous pain of contraction while still opening three.

"Doctor Weni! I can't take it anymore. It's very painful." lamented Elma.

"in half an hour your baby will be born. Keep taking a deep breath and exhaling slowly while beristighfar."

"But my doctor...! Jeez, what is this doctor..?"

Elma who does not understand the amniotic fluid has a confusion of her own.

Tell doctor Weni who is ready to help the delivery of Elma.

Repeatedly Elma pushed the baby did not come out even though the power was drained.

"Miss Elma ! Do you want a cesarean section?"

"No doctor! I want to be normal."

"Then fight. Don't give up."

Elma reassembled the remaining energy. She pushed hard to get the baby out. In his shadow at a glance he saw the face of the rapist man was Darren.

"Nokkkk! Don'tnnnn! You're not him!"

Shouted Elma while taking out the baby.

Baby Elma's cry echoed in the room until her tears flowed.

Elma's haru feeling when she saw the small body with red gums that greeted her body that was placed by the doctor to her chest.

"Hide him for a while before he's put in Nicu's room!" Pinta doctor Weni.

In an instant the baby Elma was ready to be taken to Nicu's room.

"Have you prepared her name Miss Elma?"

"Mohammad Darren Gibran."

"Thank you Miss Elma! You will be moved to the room. Do you want to be treated in what room?"

"VVIP doctor!"

Elma was still pondering at the glance of the face that flashed in her vision.

"Is this just part of my hallucination? or did Darren rape me?"

"No..!! Darren was very kind to me. He has a lot of respect for me. He wouldn't do that shit to me." Inner Elma.

Doctor Weni went to Elma's room again.

"Miss Elma! Tomorrow you are allowed to go home. But your baby stayed here for a week to confirm his heart condition. You can come with him and bring your Asi for him."

"Thank you Doctor Weni."

"Geek!"

"Yes doctor!"

"Do you live alone in your apartment?"

"Yes the doctor."

"If you don't mind, stay with me because I live alone."

"Where's the doctor's family?"

"I lived single until I was fifty years old. I didn't have time to think about getting married because I was too preoccupied with my career."

"But doctor! I don't want to trouble you."

"I'm so lonely and I think you are too. Although there's baby Darren now, but you need someone to look after you and your son.

Please Elma because the fate of the two of us is not much different. I'm very happy if you're ready.

"All doctor! Thanks for the offer. If I'm wrong to rebuke me like your own daughter." Elma.

"Hm!"

While in Jakarta, Darren looks so restless because Elma's face continues to shadow him.

"KIE! Have you not heard from Elma at all?"

"No, Sir!"

"Have you checked all the hospitals and maternity clinics? who knows Elma has given birth."

"Oh yes, Mr Darren! Why don't I think about getting there. I'm gonna ask our guy to do a search for a list of mothers giving birth in Elma's name." KIA assistant.