SARANGHAE OPPA
*Mianhae, Jeongmal Mianhae Jinki - ah*

Gyuri’s POV

“Keure.., come with me now. I want to know how you really feel about me, KHAJA Jinki grabbed my right wrist and pulled me very roughly. He forced me to follow in his footsteps, which was full of emotions. Jinki who is currently in front of me like she is not the Jinki I know, she is really angry and treats me like this. makes me very shocked by what she did to me.

“Appo.., release, Jinki-ah, sakiiit, release me.” I tried to get my hand out of its grip. But he still did not flinch, he pulled me until I was almost dragged in his steps. He pulled me into one of the quiet corners of the hotel, next to the building that connects the restaurant and the hotel lobby. Jinki pushed me against the wall, she grabbed my shoulder with her right hand, and her left hand slammed against the wall beside my head, now I am completely locked by her body. I was really scared, not knowing what I should do, looking at her eyes that were staring at me mercilessly sharp, and her breathing roared right in front of my face. His chest up and down held back emotions. Unable to see his attitude like this, I could only duck down and stare at the ground where I was standing, it felt like my entire body was frozen in this place.

“You think I'm your lover, right? Aye right?” he said it right in my face to make me bend my face even more unable to look into his eyes. I didn't know what to say, I was so scared that my tongue couldn't even move to answer the question.

“KIM GYURI, ANSWERED ME..” Jinki shouted with emotion, not felt now tears began to drip. I was really scared, I was scared of what he was going to do to me next, I was afraid he was reckless and ended up hurting me.

“Jinki-ah, don't do this. What's wrong with you? Why are you like this? You're not the Jinki I know, you scared me” I tried to talk with great difficulty. My voice shakes with my cry.

“You know who I'm like this for? You made me like this. You made me like you so much, you made me love you more and more. I can't live if you walk away from my side. I let you marry Hyungnin, and not let you go because I want you to always be attached to me, I want you to stay by my side. I told you, I'll take you from his side and make you mine forever. Making you whole is for me Kim Gyuri. Don't you know, every day that I think about is you, I can carry out my activities if I think about you. I can breathe if you're in my mind, you know, even if you're next to me but I miss you anyway. Seeing you laugh it feels like I've held this world in my hands. Since you are my world Kim Gyuri, a world that can keep me alive until now” Oh my God, I really don't know what to repay. Jinki always stood up for me. Who became my hero and protected me when I really couldn't trust anyone else who approached me. Accompany me at all times, and treat me like a princess, and assume every single thing I do is right. I don't know if his feelings for me are so deep. Jinki is a friend who means a lot to me, the best friend I have ever met in this world.well, hearing his statement, now I am beginning to realize, my feelings for him are only as a friend. But my love for her is sincere. When she told me her love, I thought it was time to thank her, to repay her every favor she did to me. Well by not hurting her heart by rejecting her love. I thought accepting her love was the same as replying to her good deed. As an expression of my gratitude for her for protecting me. But I never thought a decision I made would make me like this, a decision I thought was best to boomerang and plunge me into this kind of situation.

“Mianhae, jongmal mianhae. I never knew how you felt about me so deeply. You're the best person I've ever met, a hero who's always stood up for me and protected me. By accepting your love I thought that I could repay all your kindness to me. Forgive me for not being able to have feelings as deep as you feel for me Jinki-ah” in a stifled voice I tried to reply to her statement, interspersed with sobs that made me a little hard to breathe. I still did not dare to look into his eyes, looking at his face which was right in front of my face.

“Sorry? Why do sorry words come out of your mouth. But you have the same feelings as me, even if only a little. Even though your feelings for me are not as deep as my love, but you still love me, right, Kim Gyuri? Aye right?” his right hand, which was clutching my shoulder, now forced me to look at his face. He grabbed my chin with his index finger, making me look up and look into his red eyes, I could see his tears almost falling, but I kept looking at him deeply, feeling his full of emotions, he said, until finally the clear liquid flowed into his cheeks. I really don't know what to say right now. I love her, do I love her? A question that even I don't know the answer to. Because I consider my feelings for her only affection as a friend.  And my attempts to return my favor, for all its goodness. But why did it become like this?

“Mianhae jeongmal mianhae” well, my mouth can only get that word out since then, do not know what is wrong with my tongue, Because no other word can come out other than apology.

“You, don't love me, huh? You never had that feeling for me? Never returned my feelings to you, eh?” he looked back into my eyes, I could only be silent with tears flowing down and could not be contained anymore. Why does it have to be like this? why does everything have to happen to me. I really feel so guilty for making her expect me to be like that. But I just want to do my best for her, and not hurt her heart. But I think it's all over now, when I realize that the feeling of love can't be forced. Even though as hard as I tried, and kept it for 2 years to this day.

“You don't love me? uh huh? answer me Kim Gyuri”. What's wrong with my tongue, why can't it move and say something to him. Explain my true feelings, why it all feels so hard. Ahhe…. I took a deep breath, trying to tell her something, explaining all my feelings towards her. But suddenly

DEG….

Jinki grabbed my shoulder with her right hand, and her left hand locked my fingers and pressed them against the wall right beside my head making me unable to move. He brought his face closer to me, while I could only look down at the ground. It felt unable to see his horrible gaze that seemed to want to prey on me alive and expose all his disappointment to me.

“If you love me, don't stop me from doing this..” I can only round my eyes in shock. God, what's going to happen to me now. He brought his face closer to me, slowly getting closer. His two hands clutching me tighter, I could do nothing as he pressed my body against the wall and locked my hand beside my head. I immediately turned my face to the side, avoiding him trying to touch my lips with his. Until he finally stopped and looked at my face with an expression other than before. Emotions that have since peaked can begin to be controlled. But I still couldn't see his face right in front of mine.

Donghae’s POV

Ah, a pretty exhausting day. Yesterday I was still accompanied by Eunhyuk and Haneul, so I was still able to split the work. But now I have to do it alone, well even though accompanied by some Jeju branch staff, but still different. But like this I got closer to the hotel staff and employees. I think it will have a good influence on them. At least they feel that the CEO is not impressed fierce and scary. Hem, try to be more friendly and make them comfortable working here, if they are all friendly, of course their work will also be very good. Ah.., I sighed and sat on my back which felt very stiff. From morning I circled the hotel with some of the staff, and it was finally done as well. I moved my hands to the right and left, stretching the muscles that felt quite tired all day. Hemh, what about Gyuri now, is she having fun?. On going alone, is it okay? This morning I had 2 of my employees accompany him, but they said Gyuri did not want to be accompanied and wanted to go alone. Tumben once the spoiled girl dared to go alone. Well a few hours not seeing his face, it feels like he misses him a lot. My wife, I'll see you right now.

I put on my black suit lying on my desk, buttoned it up, and made sure everything looked perfect. Immediately I took my laptop bag, and moved out of this room.

I took my foot into the elevator, quiet enough, just myself in it. I immediately pressed the number 21 button. The 21st floor where our room is located. After the elevator opened, half-running down the corridor and immediately stopping right in front of room 2118, I immediately entered the card, and opened the door slowly. Is Gyuri inside? Why so lonely. Eh? I circulated my gaze around, well completely deserted. I told you I'd be back by 3. Is he still playing around outside?. Aish, this girl is really troublesome. He said he didn't want to skip college tomorrow, today we have to go back to Seoul by plane at 5pm, and now he hasn't even returned. Where did that spoiled boy go.

I put my laptop bag on the bed, and immediately went out. Trying to figure out Gyuri's whereabouts from the hotel staff, who knows they saw her today, and find out where my wife went. With half a run I went back out, to the elevator and touruk to the lobby. When I got out of the elevator, all the employees immediately bent their bodies, making me uncomfortable, well, I was still wearing a neat suit, and maybe they thought I was still monitoring their work. I put my head out, and they immediately straightened his body again. I stepped towards the reception desk to look for information. And some employees who were sitting there immediately stood up and bowed their bodies when they saw me.

“Chogeo.. eng. have you seen Miss Lee Gyuri. You know, my wife. Did he say anything before going out?” ask me politely. I can't wait to hear their answer.

“Mistress Lee, this morning I told Sajangnim that Mrs Lee did not want to be accompanied. Well after that he went out alone. I am sorry sajangnim. I don't know where he is now” he replied politely, then bowed briefly again. My God, where exactly are you Lee Gyuri?

“oh.. Ne.., gamsahamnida” replied to me with a friendly smile at the recipe in front of me.

I immediately went out to the restaurant right next to the hotel lobby. Maybe he's starving after wandering around all day, and then eating here. I approached one of the officers standing at the door, as usual. Seeing my arrival all immediately stopped their respective activities and immediately bowed his body as low as possible. If I don't stop him maybe they'll bend over until his head hits the ground. It really makes me uncomfortable.

“Eng, I want to ask you something. You know my wife? The daughter of Kim sajangnim. My wife, Lee Gyuri. Did you guys see him here, for lunch maybe?” ask a man standing in front of me.

“Ne.., I saw Mrs Lee eating here, around 14:30. she ate alone, and then there was her friend coming. They both went straight out” he replied firmly. Gyuri's friend, who? Did he meet his friend here? I never even knew Gyuri had any close friends, other than….. Lee Jinki's?

“Eh? Em... with her friend? Man or woman?” I tilted my head impatiently to hear his answer.

“Ne..., Mrs Lee pulled her friend's hand in a hurry out of the restaurant. Em.. his friend is a man, and I think they're the same age” he replied with confidence. That's right, definitely Lee Jinki. Great as well as the boy, he even chased Gyuri all the way here. Marvellously.

“Oh.., do you know where they went?” I said with a face full of curiosity.

“Aniyeo. Mrs Lee pulled her out. But maybe to the side garden, because he went to the right” well, good, maybe the two unstable boys were dating. Less than that, I work hard. He's even dating here. Aigoo…

“Araso,,. Keure.. jeongmal gamsahamnida” said before stepping my feet to look for Gyuri's whereabouts.

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“In the garden side restorant. To the right of” I kept muttering while searching for his whereabouts. I'm lyric of my watch, at exactly 16:00, and in an hour the plane will leave. I looked at the sky that was getting dark. Well overcast. I think it's gonna rain.

I circled my gaze around, but I did not find the two unstable teenagers either. I stepped my feet towards every corner of the park, in one of the hallways between the restaurant and the hotel building.  until finally a clear sight before my eyes. Gyuri and Jinki. They were there, I could clearly see both of them there, in the corner of the hallway connecting the restoraant and the hotel building. I saw Jinki pressing him against the wall, his right hand gripped Gyuri's shoulder, and his left hand locked Gyuri's fingers and held her against the wall right beside Gyuri's head. What would the boy really do to my wife? In a hurry, I ran up to him.

“HY…. LEE JINKI, LET GO OF MY WIFE” I immediately grabbed her shoulder, pulled her body back away from Gyruri, squeezing her collar with emotion. My right hand was clenched and ready to hit his handsome face. Kulirik Gyuri was already crying loudly and covered her face. I looked at him deeply, what was going on between the two of them. Why did Gyuri cry like that.

“Why stop Hyung? Come hit me, why don't you put that fist in my face. Let's just hit” Jinki took my eyes off Gyuri, she looked up her face to challenge me to immediately land this fist on her face. I glanced back at Gyuri who was still sobbing, making me remove the collar of Jinki's shirt from my grip. Until he stood up straight again. Ahh.., taking a deep breath and trying to control my emotions. Jinki moved her legs back towards Gyuri, touching her shoulders gently. And says ….

“I let you go Kim Gyuri, I let you go now. I'm sorry for forcing my feelings on you so much. Thank you for making my days so pleasant” Jinki looked at Gyuri deeply, I could see Gyuri's tears flowing more and more. I who do not know anything can only be silent petrified to see the scene before me. Is this a drama? Why does it look so real.

“Mianhae jinki-ah, jeongmal mianhae” Finally Gyuri made a sound, even though her voice shook with her cries and stuffing. But he tried to say something. Gyuri looked at me with her eyes carelessly, and immediately ran away leaving me with Jinki here. Well, she left me alone with Jinki in this place.what should I do now. Do I have to interrogate this boy, and ask him what really happened to them?. Jinki leaned her back against the wall, and I vaguely heard her stuffing, well I guess she's crying right now. I put my feet slowly closer to him.

“Uljima. You're a man. A man does not deserve to cry like that” I put my hand on his shoulder and patted him slowly trying to win him who is still sobbing. I think this really took him very hard. For a while I just stood next to her while continuing to rub her shoulders. Well how not, the one in front of me right now is Lee Jinki A 2nd semester student whose age is even far below mine. He was a dongsaeng I already knew, whom I knew very well, although I did not meet often or chat.and now I am at a loss as to what I should do. Finally I just she stood beside him, waiting for him to calm down and control her emotions.

“Gyuri doesn't love me Hyung, She never loved me”

DEG….

Those words seemed to hit my chest tight. Makes me flabbergasted all of a sudden. What just came out of his mouth? what'd he say? Eh? Gyuri didn't love him? Then during these 2 years how their relationship, are they not lovers.

“Em...B..Bwosunmariya?” I asked her a little, trying to ask her what she had just said before me. Until Jinki finally straightened his body, both legs tried to support his body that slightly shook.

“Today Gyuri never loved me. I know he only thinks of me as a friend. She had clearly said to me that she accepted my love for wanting to repay all my kindness to her. And after he married you, I became convinced that he didn't love me. From the way he was jealous of you, from the way he told me every single thing about you, I could see from the light of his eyes, from the way he laughed and his tone of speech. She loves you Hyung, she never loved me”

Hearing her words shocked me, and only rounded my eyes in astonishment. Is it true Gyuri loves me. What's true Jinki told me now. My God, even though I didn't hear it from Gyuri's mouth, but what I'm holding this time makes me breathless.

“I beg you to take good care of him, treat him like I did him. Don't make her cry, don't make her jealous, don't worry. Please take good care of Gyuri. Or I'll take it forcibly from your side. No matter how much he bullies me, if you treat him badly, then I'll grab him, and make him mine” well a statement that makes me very surprised to hear. How can a labile teenager behave this mature.I can't even be able to behave like him, really amazing. Lee Jinki you really are a real man.

“Em.., you know that Gyuri is my wife, I will definitely treat her well. Thank you for always protecting her, when she had no confidence in the friends around her. Gyuri is a difficult girl to get good friends, many of them actually use the money, they are friends with Gyuri just because Gyuri is the only daughter of the owner of LK Corporation. Well you really are a great hero. I acknowledge your greatness. A real tough guy. Good Job Lee Jinki”, I said as I patted his shoulder. Jinki rubbed her face slightly carelessly because of her crying earlier. But then he lifted his body to his feet, and began to move his feet away from me. A moment later he turned around.

“Hyung, please Love Gyuri well. Because he only loves you” is the best sentence I've ever heard. Something I've been quiet about all this time, and I've never revealed. Just by hearing it, I even felt soaring. Now the thing I want most in this world is in front of my eyes. Lee Gyuri, my wife.

“Em, I promise. And you, college girl who can really love you and understand your feelings well” reply me with half yell while looking at her who started to move away, I saw her swinging her right hand at me, I saw her swinging her right hand at me, as a sign that he heard my screams.

Oh my God, what a tiring day. Ah, I need to see Gyuri right away. I think he's back at the hotel. The kulirik my watch.

“MWO? 17.00” HOURS I screamed in shock at the time spinning so fast. We have to return to Seoul by plane yam 5 this afternoon.aish, how now?. And suddenly water started dripping from the sky, dripping right above my head. Well that's great, rain…..

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Gyuri’s POV

With a shunt step, I immediately headed to my room. All the way down only my head, until part of my face was covered by my hair that was broken. I really didn't want the hotel employees and staff to see my mess. I stepped into the elevator and immediately pressed the 21st button. The floor where my room is.

I immediately went inside, laid my body down for a moment on the bed and got back up to step into the bathroom. I filled the bath tub with warm water, I gave the bubble bath with my favorite strobery essence. Take off all my clothes that are not worn and immediately put myself in it. Ah it feels really comfortable. Soaking in warm water after the emotional turmoil I just had. All the shadows of the incident a few minutes ago turned back around in my otaku. Ahhhh. I took a deep breath and took a deep breath. Trying to hold tightness in my chest that makes me even more tormented. This time I was totally conscious. I realized my feelings for Jinki were not love, not love for a yeoja. To celebrate only the feeling of affection as a friend. And when Jinki said the one thing that surprised me so much was when she said that I loved Donghae oppa, was that right? do I love her? since he came to my house 6 years ago. I was already very curious about him, a person who even aged far above me, but sometimes his behavior like my dongsaeng, sucks. But somehow when she wasn't around, I always felt something was different about me. When I saw her with another woman, I even felt very sick, even if it was just a casual conversation. But I really don't like it when he interacts with other women besides me. The feeling that I wanted her to just look at me and not see another woman, just look at me and look at me. Is this how it feels? Is this what love is called? I'm really dizzy thinking about it. Ah stupid, I can't even know and distinguish the feelings of love and affection. ‘Lee Gyuri babo’ muttered to me while hitting my own head, then immersing my entire body into the bath tub. Holding my breath in the water for a few seconds, and re-enforcing it to me. I rubbed my wet face and hair, wiping the water and the foam attached. But suddenly.

Tok…

Someone knocked on the bathroom door, I stared right at the door and furrowed my eyebrows. ‘eh? Donghae oppa’.

“Gyuri-ah, goldfish? You're inside, right? Don't be reckless, quickly open the door” Well right, Donghae oppa. Aish, what he thinks I am, ending my life like this, my otaku is no longer working. Open door? babo, he told me to open the door. I'm taking a shower right now.

“I won't do anything, I'm just taking a shower. Think of it accordingly, you think I am a unstable girl who can't think rationally” replied me with half a shout from inside the bathroom.

“You know what time it is? It's 17:30. We've left the plane” he yelled back at me from outside. A MWO? Aigoo, I even forgot today to go back to seoul immediately.

“Then how now? You can still get on the next plane, right? Quickly find next flight information” reply me.

“You know it's raining outside. I've called my staff, he said tonight there will be no flights due to bad weather. So the flight is tomorrow morning” he replied from behind the door.

“Oh, araso, good, tomorrow I don't have to go to campus then” ah good, I am indeed very lazy to go to college. My mood is not good, how can I learn well.

“Hurry out, I'll take a shower too. Why did you take so long. Long time soaking you can wrinkle” Donghae oppa yelling behind the door. Aish, just interrupt.I immediately ended my activities and got up from the bath tub and then rinsed my entire body under the shower. When I'm done, I want to get my towels and my clothes. But,, omo omo.., I even forgot to bring my towel and my clothes. How'this? I went straight into the bathroom, undressed my clothes and into the bath tub. I spread my gaze around and finally found a white towel hanging in the corner of the bathroom, I immediately picked it up and wrapped it around my body. Aigoo. Why is it so small, I think 30 cents above my knee. How can I get out with this kind of situation.

“Ah.. oetokhe, oetokhe?” I just muttered as I continued to go back and forth in the bathroom.

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“Mrs Lee hurry out, I want to take a shower. Or do you want me to go in there now? huh?”. Lee Donghae, what's on your mind, if you dare to enter, then you'll be dead in a moment.

“Yes, I'm out, but please close your eyes. And get in as soon as I get out. Ara?” I was talking right behind the door. I stick my ear to hear the answer.

“What do you mean? Why should I close my eyes. You want to go out naked? Looks interesting. Quickly come out now also” basic perverted man, I think his brain is contaminated Lee Hyukjae now.

“Lee Donghae, don't think about it. Anyway when I open the door, you have to close your eyes and get inside the bathroom, ara?” I reaffirmed my statement.

“You are bothered once. Yes, araso. Quickly exit” reply. Ahhe…. I took a deep breath gathering all my concentration in order to get out of here. My right hand slowly turned the doorknob and my left hand held the towel that was coiled around my body so as not to fall off.

“Oke, it's ready. Count to 3. Hana... dul. set...” I opened the door and immediately stepped out, but to no avail. I hit his body right in front of me, causing me to lose my balance and almost fall. Fortunately Donghae oppa quickly held my body back from falling. She wrapped her hands around my waist and held my nape with one of her hands. His face was right in front of my face now, aigoo what should I do? Oema, help me!

Donghae’s POV

Half-running I immediately headed to the room. Trying to figure out how he is now. When the last saw her who was crying while running past me was really worrying. Soon I open the door of the room, and look for its blessing. But there's no. Maybe she was taking a shower. I knocked on the door to make sure. Well it's true he's in there, and luckily he's doing fine. Good, right at 17:30. outside is raining heavily, will it still be done flight?, I pressed the button on the phone that is on the small table beside the bed. Ask a staff member to book me a flight to Seoul tonight, but the results are nil. All flights tonight will have to be delayed due to heavy rain and strong winds.  It was a very tiring day, from morning to evening I really did not stop doing something that made me very tired now. I take off my clothes one by one I think soaking in warm water will feel comfortable. Then take the hanging towel shirt and immediately put it on, tying the two ropes.

“Mrs Lee hurry out, I want to take a shower. Or do you want me to go in there now? huh?”. I knocked on the door impatiently as he still did not come out of the bathroom. Tempting it is quite fun, haha.

“Yes, I'm out, but please close your eyes. And get in as soon as I get out. Ara?” I could hear his voice right behind the door.

“What do you mean? Why should I close my eyes. You want to go out naked? Looks interesting. Quickly come out now also” Haha, he must be very upset to hear my statement. But I've always loved that look of regret, it must have looked so adorable.

“Lee Donghae, don't think about it. Pokonya when I open the door, you have to close your eyes and go inside immediately, ara?” he reiterated his statement.

“You are bothered once. Yes, araso. Hurry out” reply me who is very impatient waiting for him out

“Oke, it's ready. Count to 3. Hana... dul. set...” suddenly the door in front of me opened, making me jump in shock. she came out in great hurry and hit my body standing right in front of her. He lost his balance and almost fell, but I immediately restrained his waist and nape, trying to save him for this time, I didn't want him to fall back and get hurt like last night. She wrapped her hands around my neck and rounded her eyes to look at my face right in front of her. A moment later I felt something fall down on my leg, something soft, and a split second later, I realized what fell was the towel she was wearing,

“KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA He shouted very loudly when he realized that the towel wrapped around his body had now fallen to the floor. He immediately got up from his position, pushed my body into the bathroom and closed the door hard.

I'm still in shock about what just happened. Half-consciously I stood behind the closed bathroom door. My God, that sight was so clear before my eyes.  What did I just see? His body, well I saw it all.

Huuuuh...i exhaled my breath trying to clear my mind again who started thinking no-no. I've even seen it all. From head to toe, everything looks very clear, really clear. It was only this first time that I saw it like that, and it all managed to make my chest beat violently and make my blood flow profusely.

“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA………….ANDWE,,, AAAAAAAAAAA OEMA.

I heard Gyuri's scream from the outside, a really funny beanr. Because of the incident, he was screaming himself. Must be very embarrassed because I've seen his whole body without a thread attached. And I admit her body really, hem. I always mocked him by saying that his body was straight. And it turned out to be a big mistake, yaaa... it can be said enough... well... eng.. sexy.., haha I hit my own head to immediately remove those dirty thoughts from otaku ‘Lee Donghae babo, and I, come to your senses, don't think yamg no-no’. Hem…. I took a deep breath, arranging all my chaotic thoughts after the previous moment.

“Gyuri-ah gwencana?” ask me from behind the bathroom door. His feelings are not good right now either.

“OEMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH?? AAAAAAAAH LEE DONG HAE, YOU'RE OUTRAGEOUS” he yelled back very loudly, I think his screams can be heard up to the hotel lobby. I could only chuckle at the sound of her constantly rumbling indistinctly, this girl is truly adorable. Ah Lee Gyuri, you will soon be all mine.

To Be Continue…..