
Time is so fast rolling, however, the day I wait for does not come. Courage to greet Sakinah is like being stuck between my larynx and my dry esophagus.
At the time, even meeting him I was only able to catch my mouth. Once I thought about writing a letter and I put it in Sakinah's desk drawer. Ah. .. It doesn't feel like it's old-fashioned.
My time who knew cell phones at that time, certainly no longer appropriate to send a strand of love words with a piece of letter whose paper is colorful and again write a letter just old-fashioned way used by people before, right? I began to imagine Sakinah reading my writing which of course at that time was like a chicken foot incision. Miris.
I pity this cowardly me, who can't even say anything in front of the girl I like. However, an unexpected incident made me finally able to attract Sakinah's attention. At that time, Sakinah was standing in front of the class facing the whiteboard, she was a picket officer who got a section to remove the writing on the board.
I watched him from a distance. Truly, it was like a ray on his body that made me fixated, until one of the students stood up and blocked my view. Just spontaneously, my mouth screamed,
“Woi, Ugly step aside!. You're blocking my view, you know.” I stood up, then went back to speaking loudly, “Shameless basics.” My eyes glared at him. However, things are not as I thought.
Sakinah who was originally cool with her activities immediately turned to me and bowed there was sadness on the look of her face. He then turned to go to his seat. That made me really awkward. I didn't even mean to say it. That day, I wanted to smash my mouth to the point of bleeding.
“You were blind to say Sakinah was ugly?” closed again.
“You mean?”
“You can't even tell apart a pretty and ugly girl.” He scoffs. My blood started to boil, the ridicule he gave was like stabbing and raining my heart. However, before I hit him in the head with my raw bogem, he said again, “One school student even idolized him, but you insulted him instead. Strange base!” Rudy turned his face away from me.
Now, I understand why their gazes were so awful when I misnamed Sakinah the ugly girl. Yes, Sakinah is beautiful, but apparently her beauty admires so much that I care a little.
Eit .. later on, don't call me a hotshot if you can't take advantage of the situation. Instantly, my watered-down brain started to react. The incident that happened to me that afternoon, drawing an extreme idea to get Sakinah's attention, I will make the girl keep looking at me without deflecting her eyes on the other young man. You guys, don't think I'm gonna apologize to Sakinah for this misunderstanding.
That situation, I used to make fun of Sakinah at other times. I did it so he wouldn't think me the same as the singles who idolize him. I'm certainly different. I am a lover who will always try to be around him, loving him in silence. Make her the queen of my life. Sakinah is the symbol of happiness in all the world. I love her, I will always be forever.
Seriate