
The rain fell as if representing my heart that was sad at this time, sad and angry all became one in my heart want me to stop the time at this time. Because part of my life was ruined when my brother died.
No more jokes, no one understands me. A good figure who always calms me when angry and sad, I really cannot accept the departure of the brother at this time.
All the hospital procedures have been done now just to bring the body of the brother to our house to be sholatan and mummified. Shortly after, my mother and I carried the body of the brother into an ambulance.
Mother was still with her tears flowing while I could only cry in my heart, trying hard so that the mother can be stronger even though in my small heart I am fragile and I have not foreseen the departure of my brother.
Ambulance has reached our yard, many brothers and some friends have gathered there.We got off the ambulance and ambulance officers immediately pulled the body out of the car and brought it into the house.
Seen my father and his second wife soon approached us, My father did have two wives for a long time. ha that's what makes me always fight with dad because Mom always cries every night because my dad is never fair in time, he would rather spend time with his second wife than me and my mother.
It felt like my anger was provoked when I saw the two people I hated in this world right in front of me, but it did not allow me to get angry at this moment, right now, I can only hold it in my heart.
My father immediately hugged the mother who was still crying, trying to calm the soul of the mother who still did not receive the departure of her brother.
" You are patient, you are also strong, Bela" said my father's second wife while crying
He's the most hypocritical person I've ever met, how can his attitude not be fickle, if in front of my father his attitude they look good whereas if my father no they dare to mock, if in front of my father they look good, cursing even insulted us.
" Thank you" said my mother still hugging my father.
" You have not cried, please let Sintia calm down there, I apologize to you guys for not being there at the last moment Sintia " said the father guiltily while crying whether it was pretend or indeed he felt guilty to us because yesterday when mom called he said he was busy, maybe busy with his second wife.
" It's okay mas, I understand if you're busy" said the mother still crying
" Why is it only now that I regret the departure of ka sintia, while in the hospital, my mother and I called my father several times why not in the lift" said I cynically
" Bela you have to understand if we and our family are outside the city, this is also we rush here after hearing the news that Sintia died" said Teti
" What about going out of town compared to going to the hospital to see the state of Sinta's sister for the last time" I said in an angry tone
" Bela has "said mom trying to calm me down
" Dad apologized Bela "
" The Tedi graduation is also important" Teti said in an angry tone
" Fuck I get emotional again because of Bela. Just look later I will reply, I should be nice again to Bela "inner Teti.
" I'm sorry son, I don't mean that. I'm sorry once again yes son" said Teti while crying.
That's my stepmother's attitude, I'm really sick of her job is to seek father's sympathy by pretending to cry in front of her.
We realized that the quarrel that happened just now was a bad attitude in front of many people, we immediately went to the mosque not far from home to immediately shake the body of the brother.
After the brother was sholated, we went straight to the cemetery not far from the mosque. All have been prepared to stay the body of my brother went into the wild.
I tried not to cry when it held back all my might until the brother finished being mummified.
After the funeral, my sister, my stepmother, my mother, and I were at the funeral. I am very sad now when I see a mother who does not want to leave this place.
" Mina already, we go home "persuade dad
" She, I want to be here" he said.
" Ka, I promise to avenge Bram and hurt my heart, I will make his life ruined because he's brother so leave me "I said in my heart
" We have to go home, after all Mina did not want to be brought home too" said Teti
" Teti, under these circumstances Mina needs me. You if you want to go home first please just "said the father with his angry tone.
The father tried to persuade the mother to leave the funeral anyway the sky was very dark in the afternoon sign of rain again.
But when the mother tried to stand up suddenly her body was out of balance and fainted in the arms of the father.
" Mom.why "says my panic
" Mina wakes up "
" Ah, at most this mba Mina is pretending.It is embarrassing to want to get the attention of her ko segitunya "inner Teti.
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