
My world was shattered when my mother called me and told me that my dear sister was in the hospital. It's not strange if my brother goes to the hospital because of his heart disease especially when the disease relapses like now.
But what is the statement in my mind why? my sister's disease can recur again as far as I've been improving lately, now the mother's crying is so hard not as usual, but now, I who was working on managing the Cafe was shocked and immediately ran to the hospital where the brother was there.
Throughout the journey my mind was not afraid to think about how the situation of the brother, plus the mother's cry that made my heart hurt more, now I feel more unwell.
I got to the hospital, I rushed inside and searched the ICU room according to the information my mother gave me.
Seen from a distance I saw my mother crying in front of the ICU room alone without being with her father. I went straight to my mother.
" Mommy "
" Bella, your brother. hyks.. "
" Mommy slowly talk.. Try to explain what's wrong with Brother?? "
Mother was still crying, I saw it was not in the mood of the mother now and immediately hugged the mother, Suddenly the doctor opened the door and came out of the ICU room, he immediately approached us with his sad face.
" Dok what about my daughter's condition" said the mother still crying in my arms
Hearing mother's cries that still haven't stopped my heart is getting sicker and more awkward but I have to look tough in front of her, I don't want if mom gets sadder.
" Mom, forgive us, we have tried our best but there is no hope anymore, the possibility can survive only about 20 % " the doctor's speech made us sit down limp how not words like that there is no hope anymore as if the brother will soon leave us while we need hope because we are very loving Sintia.
" Dok, please save my daughter, whatever the cost I will pay as long as my daughter survives " she said she begged the doctor to grant her request but the doctor only gave her a sad face and shook his head at us.
If it is true that this is the last day that I see my sister, I want to see her face one last time, I ask the doctor to see her before the time comes.
" Dok, can I see my sister's condition"
" Okay, but it has to alternate "
" Good Doc" said I was happy even though my heart was broken, I was afraid of losing the person I loved my only brother.
I was brought to Kak Sintia's room wearing special clothes given by the nurse who drove me into the ICU room.
My heart is getting broken because seeing the body of the brother has been installed various tools there. My unstoppable tears finally fell down my cheeks. I felt sorry for Brother at that moment. He really struggled to keep his life even though I knew that he was also enduring his pain.
If you have to choose better me who is lying on the bed compared to my brother at this time.His life used to be full of struggle because as long as he lived never separated with drugs.
" Sister, it's me Bela" I said trying hard in front of him
A little miracle came, My brother realized then looked at my face at this moment, my heart was happy because there was hope in my mind, I really hope that if brother will never leave me at this time.
" Sister is aware.thank you for waking up.Sister must endure, bela sure big brother strong "said me hugging the body of the brother who is still lying on the bed.
" Sister is not strong anymore, you have to take care of yourself and mother as well.don't keep fighting with father" he said as he shed his tears.
Brother's words made my heart hurt even more, even my eyes bulged, I couldn't afford to lose my brother at this time.
" Sister you have to be strong if you don't know how I am. how mom, we need brother, we love brother and we don't want to lose brother" I said while crying.
" Don't cry like this, you must be strong.Sister will always be in your heart even though brother is no longer there.You must live your life well, mom and dad "he said with a smile and closed his eyes
Instantly I was really shocked at him because he closed his eyes instead, a loud sound coming from the device on the monitor meant that Brother's situation was getting critical.
The sisters and the doctor immediately came to the room in a hurry to check on Brother's current state. I was taken by one of the sisters who was there to leave the room immediately.
" Maf Miss, the state of the patient is critical please miss to leave this room immediately because the doctor must check the state of the patient "
" But sus, I'm her younger brother, I want to see my sister's condition " said I who did not want to improve the room of the brother in such circumstances especially with the words that came out of his mouth just now.
" I'm sorry Miss please cooperate so that we can focus on checking the state of the patient "His words immediately led me out of the room.
Mother who knew I was coming out of the ICU came straight at me still with tears soaking her cheeks.
" Defend how your sister is "asked the mother
" Mom." I hugged my mother and cried in her arms
" Why are you crying son, what's the matter, how is your brother, tell mom "
Though it is heavy I say what really happened to the mother in a soft tone "Sister's condition worsens back Mom. I'm afraid "
" We should pray, may your sister recover soon "the words of a mother who calms me when I know that her heart is as frightened as I am now.
The doctor came out of the ICU room and approached us again with a sad face. I had expected that the doctor would give me bad news but my own heart could not accept it all.
" Mom, forgive us, we have tried our best but God willed otherwise, Miss Sintia can not be saved again" he said making the mother who heard it immediately fainted from shock.
" Mom, wake up Mom.. "
I was really panicking how not Brother had died and mother had instead fainted at a time like this. I'm afraid of losing my mother because I also have a history of heart like my sister.
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