
The atmosphere began to feel quiet, but Silla's cries had not subsided. Honestly, her heart still can not accept the fact that now she has become the wife of a mature man who has long been widowed.
That last night's seed ruined Silla's life. Where she had to lose her teenage years.
Higs...!
Seeing Silla slumped because of her actions, Rass was very sorry. Why did he do something that shouldn't have happened. Now he must be able to control himself to convince Silla that their marriage is not something bad so it must be crying until it drags on.
With caution, Rass sat on the edge of the bed. Letting the newly married girl turn her back on him, "Sil, please excuse me. This has already happened. Crying is no longer useful. Please, you accept Om as your husband and the baby as our child. Please Sil, stop crying. Because I don't want you to be sad!"
"It's all wrong, Om. Why is it so bad om ngehamilin Silla?" The ideal without looking.
"Om is gone? About Khilaf Sil. You don't even remember what Om did to you?"
"Om forced Silla back then. Silla's body hurts all because Om is so rough!"
The words he made himself made Silla cry even more.
Rass fell silent, trying to think things through calmly. Remembering what he did on that fateful night until Silla was really traumatized by it.
"Regardless of boredom, Om. Again, I'm sorry, Sil. I really didn't realize it!" Rass again waited for Silla to understand.
"Om don't know, do you? As scared as Silla is because of her, Om!" This time Silla sat down and looked at Rass's eyeballs boldly.
"What Om knows, if Silla is more worthy of being a princess, Om himself. But Silla has to marry a widowed adult like Om!" Silla again was not satisfied.
"Please...!"
"Om just sleep on the couch. Silla won't sleep with Om!"
Rass tried to sigh deeply hoping to be patient over Silla's hatred towards him.
"Alright, Sil. But Om promised to do Om's duty to you!"
"Whatever!" Silla did not want to know and went back to lying down. Letting Rass switch to the sofa without a blanket.
Rass realized his mistake was not worth forgiving. But he also could not be absent if the reality had to be like that.
O Allah, why should I make the boy suffer because of my longing for Kirana. Now she must be pregnant at a still unstable age. I also married Kirana when we were teenagers. At that time, we were really ready. Unlike Silla who has not been able to accept all this. Did I do something so fatal that night. Silla is so hard to forget?...
Rass was shocked when he saw Silla nauseous again to hunt down the sink and vomit.
Worried about Silla's condition, Rass stalks behind the woman.
"Sil, does your stomach hurt?"
"Don't touch Silla, Om. Each time Om approached, Silla became nauseous with the smell of Om's sweat!" Get rid of Silla again.
"But Sil, we're going to the doctor!"
"No, Om. Silla hopes there won't be many people who know about Silla's pregnancy."