
Zea waited for Sakti to wake up but there was no sign of her husband to wake up.
Today was a very exhausting day for them. How not, after struggling with work their happy plan for dinner was destroyed instantly with the arrival of Vivian. Not only physically tired, their minds were suppressed so heavily, they even forgot to just fill their stomachs.
At 03.00 in the morning Sakti realized, his head felt heavy and his body weak. When he was about to move his hand he realized there was Zea who fell asleep in a sitting position next to his bed while holding his hand.
Instantly there was so much sense radiating towards the recesses of his heart.
Between happy, moved, and sick he felt so guilty for the wife he just started to love. For a moment Sakti fell silent, gathering the rest of the power he still had. She slowly lifted Zea up and put her to bed. A flash of his words in the past, where he was so strictly forbidden to even forbid Zea to go up on his bed. Shadow after shadow over his sin and foolish actions used to cross so quickly in his memory. He stared at the beautiful face of his wife who remained graceful wrapped in a simple hijab. Enjoyed the beautiful scenery, real paintings of angels of heaven that God manifested in the world. Sakti's heart cried out loudly for her once ungrateful regrets.
Without Sakti realizing the tears that she had been holding back, fell right on Zea's eyelids. Slowly Zea opened her eyes and looked at her overcast husband.
"Mas Sakti, is it conscious?" asked Zea while trying to get up but being held back by Sakti.
"Emm.." Sakti nodded her head, without taking her eyes off of Zea's eyes.
"Don't get up, stay here" he asked.
"But mas, -"
"Please Zee, don't refuse my request. I need to get close to you right now." whispered Sakti in a trembling voice, then closed her eyes for a moment to arrange her heart to get some relief inside her chest.
"I'm, I'm afraid of Zee, I'm really scared." Sakti continued his words and hugged his wife's body tightly for the first time in bed.
Zea stiffens getting such treatment, but she tries to remain calm despite her increasingly uncontrollable heart race.
"What's Mas Sakti afraid of?" asked Zea and then took her husband's back.
"I'm afraid you left me Zee... I'm afraid you're disappointed, I'm afraid I can't forgive myself for the rest of my life."
"All right, but please don't do this. You're heavy and I'm having a hard time breathing." Zea tried to release her husband's confinement.
"Please promise to stay" Pinta Sakti gave the condition before letting go of her embrace.
Zea breathed a moment and responded to Sakti's request,
"Alright, I'll stay here with you ."
Slowly Sakti let go of his embrace and lying next to Zea, they faced each other.
"Zee, are you angry?" tanya Sakti as her hands gently rubbed Zea's cheeks.
"Come on, man."
"Are you disappointed in me?"
Zea took a deep breath and exhaled slowly while closing her eyes for a moment.
Then Zea looked straight at the two eyes of Sakti who was so looking forward to the answer, she said,
"Of course I'm disappointed in you.It's a lie and a hypocrite if I say no."
"Zee, I'm sorry. As long as you are willing to forgive me, I will do anything to make up for my mistakes." said Sakti stammered, returning his eyes glazed over.
"No need to do anything. Everyone has mistakes and they are. If you do not bring error and mass in the future. I will forgive you, mas. How arrogant would I be if I did not forgive my husband's mistakes, while God alone is forgiving."
"Thank you Zee. I promise I'll finish this as soon as possible. As long as I try to finish, promise me you'll strengthen my steps."
"I'll accompany you. Don't disappoint me again."
"No Zee, it won't be a pity." the first time Sakti called Zea dear. Not just a word but indeed affection for his wife has grown in his heart. Especially when he faced this trivial problem, not as much as Zea retreated to leave him.
"Zee, you know I'm the dumbest guy yet very lucky."
"Why stupid?"
"Because I used to ignore a woman as perfect as you when God had united us in a great rope of unity, which God Himself bore witness to our sacred bond. But I'm still praying that I'm not too late to realize it and fix it."
Zea's face in red gets that much flattery from her husband who used to just insult her every day.
"Mas Sakti don't praise me too much. I'm not that good."
"You're even a thousand times better than that."
"Oh yeah mas Sakti hasn't had dinner.
"I don't eat."
"Mas don't do that, the doctor ordered, so that mas Sakti while resting and keep his diet."
"But baby,-"
"This time it's the same mas Sakti I. We eat both. Wait a minute I prepared." without waiting for approval or rejection from her husband Zea immediately got up and rushed to take food.
* * *
"Anji... Fuck lo...!" vivian shouted loudly.
"What the hell lo Vi, screaming. Noisy knows!" replied Anji did not want to be less fierce because he was still soundly asleep to be disturbed by Vivian's loud scream.
"Eh asshole, last night you were me!" vivian asked with emotion.
"Ah right elo who asked for the same I Vi." Anji replied casually while returning to fix the pillow he hugged.
"What's? Don't say where possible! Elo who benefits the state because I'm stoned!"
"Ah noisy lo. Elo asked, my meaning is also."
"No, no way." Vivian still can't believe what happened to her and Anji last night.
"What is impossible. You know me because you think I'm an elo boy."
"Shiiettt.." Vivian's hands grabbed her hair.
"Trus why don't you refuse!"
"Eh elo nyosor continues, I've tried even elo maksa wakein adek me. Yes I'm normal Vi, you wake up and I first yes I serve." Anji replied casually as if without burden of sin.
"What's? Nope! No way!"
"No way what, elo also a lot of pleasure. I'm overwhelmed."
"Stop! Quiet down!" yell Vivian again. Her ears were no longer able to listen to Anji's explanation.
"Eh but it turns out wild elo too. hahahaaa.." said Anji shamelessly making Vivian more blood riding.
"Diamond! Mending you go there!"
"Great son of lo! Mabok I anterin, sang* I layanin, gilirah dah satisfied I'm you expel."
"Damn! Lo kok more and more nyebelin ji! Go!"
"Yes, I took a shower. Where's my clothes."
"Well, I know ji!"
"Well, where did you go last night?" anji asked purposefully back up the incident that Vivian did not do unconsciously.
"Anjiiii! where I know. I was unconscious! Mending the quarry get out of here. Or I claw the face lo tar!" vivian shouted with emotion already poked his head.
"You sure you don't want to go again? I'm here Vi! If I'm home, I'm sorry I come back here again."
"Damn! Get there!"
"Ah not happy. It's good to know I'm a demon. Semalem you call me darling."
Vivian throws the pillow that was nearby at Anji. Makes Anji spontaneously come down and stand up.
"Anji! Goddamnit! Put on your lo bego pants!" vivian shouted as he closed his eyes as soon as he saw Anji without a thread.
"Father lo. Last night you saw all Vi, all pretending to be embarrassed."
"Go!" vivian shouted as he lifted the blanket that covered his body to cover his face.