Overlooked
Section 10

Nella pulled over the car she was driving in front of the gate of the Sakti house to drive Zea home. From the top floor of the magnificent house, a pair of Sakti eyes can not be separated watching the atmosphere outside. Her heart was a little relieved as it turned out that Zea was going with her cousin Nella, not with another man like the one she had in mind. It is good to see Zea enter Sakti immediately down, do not forget to tidy up his appearance for a moment in front of a large mirror in his room.

"Just home?" tanya Sakti surprised Zea who walked in a hurry to her room. Zea wants to avoid Sakti, but in fact she still remains like a ghost that always suddenly appears around her.

"I-Yes mas." Zea replied nervously in shock.

Sakti nodded her head.

"I'm going in first."

"Why rush?"

"I'm tired of taking a break."

"Yeah, I want to talk to you. I've been waiting for you to come home from earlier, I'm tired of wanting a friend to talk to." said Sakti with a tone and a clear face make Zea feel uncomfortable.

"Why did Sakti wait for me? Why not call our friends here or out to meet them as usual mas Sakti do?"

"No ah, no fun. I want to talk to you, Zee."

Zea's stomach suddenly felt nauseous hearing Sakti's words that she knew must have been made up so that she felt guilty and wanted to accompany him. But NO!! Zea convinced herself not to be easily provoked by her husband's attitude.

"Sorry, but I'm really tired, I want to rest."

"Bagget Zee, you've got a break. I'll wait until you're okay."

If previously Zea felt uncomfortable because of fear and worry about the change in attitude Sakti but at this time the sense of it turned into boredom and made her feel nauseous and disgusted. Sakti seems so obsessed with him.

"Whatever it is. I'll go to the room first."

Sakti just nodded her head with a parched face.

Zea rushed into her room. The feeling of ilfeel in his heart grew so lightning and suddenly enlarged. Let's say Zea has been provoked by Nella's remark that the goodness of Sakti is limited to seeing his physical changes, not because of sincere intentions to accept and want to improve their household.

Inside Zea's room completely vented the mixed taste in her heart. Zea slammed her bag on the bed and then banged her pillow until all the hard feelings of her heart subsided, along with that she vented it by crying and buried her face so bad that she had previously beaten.

"Abi, Umi, Arya, why did Zea become like this after the three of you left? Zea just wants to live a quiet and happy life. Why when Zea has tried to accept and try to let go of everything just mas Sakti changed his attitude to Zea? Is it true that all of this was only due to Zea's self-change? Is mas Sakti a man who only enjoys parity instead of sincerity? What if it turns out that Zea's conjecture was wrong and that Sakti was completely conscious and changed? What should Zea do now? How did Zea deal with all this? Hiks.. hiks... hiks.." lamented Zea continuously while crying until exhausted and then asleep.

Zea woke up to see the clock on her bedroom wall showing that 23:30 was almost midnight. Zea lazily got up and walked to the bathroom to clean her body that felt sticky because of the sweat of her activity last afternoon. His eyes were heavy and painful from crying for too long.

After bathing Zea out of the room his stomach feels hungry, however, Zea's stomach must be filled so that the disease does not recur. Zea walks casually into the kitchen thinking it is midnight, maybe Sakti is asleep and will not appear suddenly like a ghost haunting her life.

"Away awake?" again the sudden voice of Sakti behind him shocked Zea.

Zea twists her body and looks like Sakti is smiling her cherry looks charming by wearing a black tshirt and cream color shorts. Zea is not hypocritical no matter how bad the attitude of Sakti used to be and whatever the plan of Sakti now Zea still has and keeps the taste in her heart for Sakti. That sense was what shook his heart seeing Sakti's charm in her casual appearance.

"Kok even bengong anyway? Wh why? I'm a handsome one, right?" tanya Sakti with her narcissist while smiling confidently.

"Haah? Very good GR!" zea answered with a blushing face.

"Issha... No narcissistic wife."sakti answered as if without burden to say it, as if there was never a great hatred in his heart for Zea, as if they had been a normal family and love each other.

Back Zea's chest rippled to hear Sakti for the umpteenth time saying that she was Sakti's wife. There's a sense of creeping haru warming Zea's heart.

"Shh issshh... Since when can mas Sakti be more so?"

"Since the first time. You're the only one who doesn't know. But really if you're fascinated with me?"

"Who said? I was just wondering why the Sakti maa always suddenly appeared, like a ghost."

"Yes that's how it is. I will always haunt your heart."

"iii... Not funny to know." said Zea, but it looks clearly another language in the mouth with eyes and face reddened.

"Biarin, the name is also a business. You must have reported it?"

"I told Mbok Nah to cook your favorite food, but it was cold. Let me take a heat first. After that, you can eat while looking at my face again until satisfied. How's it?" tanya Sakti with her attractiveness increasingly seduces Zea.

"Ih, what the hell! Who wants to see the Sakti. I cooked the food myself. Sakti is sleeping at midnight."

"It's good, I'm waiting for you to wake up from earlier, eh already woke up even expelled."

"Why wait for me to wake up? Why don't we just sleep?"

"Because I want to meet you, near you, talk to you."

"Haaahhh...?"

"Kok huh anyway?"

"Yeah I mean why the impact of the Sakti mas from this morning until late afternoon waiting for me, even now until midnight also waiting for me?" asked Zea looking in wonder at Sakti.

"Yes, to meet you, it is very difficult to see the president."

"Yes not difficult. During this time we also never met mas Sakti fine-fine. Why wait all day until midnight?"

Zea's question made the muk Sakti water instantly change. Sakti was aware of their situation before any change in recent days. After all Sakti could not blame Zea if she felt uncomfortable with her attitude.

"Do you mind Zee? Or feel disturbed by me so you reason to continue to avoid me? If you are disturbed, I will not be near you anymore. The important thing is that you feel comfortable and happy." said Sakti Lirih, this time Sakti's speech sounded sincere in Zea's ear, not even fear, nor worry, as before.

Sakti steps away leaving Zea still sculpting. Zea was worried, considering how she should behave at the moment. Isn't avoiding Sakti his desire not to get entangled in any of Sakti's plans. But this time his heart refused, feeling unwilling if he lost the warm attitude and attention Sakti had been so long as he expected, and more unwilling if Sakti would again ignore him. Hasn't he delayed divorce for up to a year the main reason was to try to keep his household? If indeed the main goal is that the household remains intact then this is the opportunity. Could this be God's answer to the do'a-do'a he has been preaching all along? If so then how kufur himself if he ignored the change in Sakti's attitude and even suspected it. But the trauma with the mass back made him doubt, what if this is all fake? What if Sakti is just running a drama?

"Buck,..." Zea grabbed Sakti's hand and grasped it tightly after catching up with Sakti's step who was about to climb the stairs.

It is precisely now the turn of the stiffening Sakti's body to realize that Zea's soft hand was holding her hand. During the wedding they consciously did not even feel Sakti warm and soft touch Zea's hand. Even if Zea ever touched him because he was unconscious when under the influence of liquor.

"I'm sorry that I offended and angered Sakti" Zea said in a hoarse voice withstanding the nearly broken cry.

Sakti turned her body around, looking at Zea who was lowering her face with her increasingly tight hands clasping her hands. Sakti's heart ached and ached to see Zea cry. Unlike before, his heart felt satisfied when it managed to make Zea cry with its insults and harsh words. Making Zea grieve with indifference and a look of disdain from her.

"Zee.." said Sakti in a trembling voice as her right hand touched Zea's chin and lifted her so that Sakti could see Zea's face. Zea's beautiful face without any cosmetic polish looked dazzling with tears that began to flow.

"I'm not angry, don't cry" said Sakti as she gently wiped the tears that flowed through Zea's smooth cheeks.

"I don't know why, but I always feel like being close to you. Maybe God is punishing me Zee, so if you feel uncomfortable with my existence I will not force you to accept, I will not approach you anymore." sambung Sakti explained to Zea with teary eyes, even though his lips were able to pass the painful words but his heart did not decrease the pain.

"I'm just not sure if all the attitudes of the Sakti mas all along are really real" Zea replied with her quivering red lips.

"I'm sorry Zee. My sins are too big for you to traumatize me."

"I, um,..." Zea was unable to continue her words just her cries that instantly broke. Sakti immediately grabbed Zea's body and hugged her tightly. After all this time, Zea felt her husband's warm embrace. The hug he had thought he would only be hope without reality.

"Sorry Zea mas can't understand with mas Sakti."

"Hush still! Don't say anything. Let me be calm and content hugging you. Can you?" tanya Sakti did not stretch out the slightest hug, and only replied a faint nod by Zea.

"Yes, you were hungry and wanted to eat, right? Tonight you will be his queen and I will serve you." said Sakti to melt the atmosphere while releasing his embrace and gently rubbing Zea's unraveled hair.

Zea released herself from the arms of Sakti, looking at the brown netra that was looking at her gently, as if spitting out thousands of rose petals to captivate Zea in her charm.

"Mas Sakti seriously?"

"Of course my queen." replied Sakti while peeping Zea's forehead. Zea enjoys the current treatment of Sakti.

"You're so pretty. Not only this but this." praise her as she stroked her face and pointed at Zea's heart.

"Forget about the past, forget about the pain of the past or anything that could ruin the moment tonight.  This is not a dream, and this is reality. Have to enjoy this wonderful moment and hopefully be a good start for good. Oh God, if I may ask not to end this night so quickly that I may continue to be queen of the Sakti." - Inner Zea.