OLD LOVE HAS NOT BEEN LOST (CLBK)
Different Mood of Magrib

Before returning from the mosque. Dipta sat down first on the terrace of the mosque. He did not usually stall his return just to sit down and talk with other worshippers, most of whom were married or elderly adults and few youth.

Actually he was arranging his heart if he got to the house later, Shakila welcomed him from the house. A wife who welcomes her husband home. Oops! The world began to fantasize far away.

He hastily removed his delusion and preached many times with the aim that the devil would not disturb him and whisper things that were not good for him to do.

It is an uncertain feeling like this that makes Dipta become completely wrong in moving. He was afraid to look clumsy while teaching Shakila. He needed freedom when he taught. If his heart is bound like this what will happen later.

The view of the large wall clock inside the mosque has shown at 18.25 WIB. That's a sign that in five minutes Shakila will be at her house.

He also did not want to disappoint Shakila if the sweet girl had to wait for him too long. Soon he walked to where he put his sandals.

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Arriving in the alley into his house, from a distance he had seen his mamang Shakila parked his motorcycle in front of his house and then after Shakila got off his motorbike. He immediately turned around and headed towards the exit of the alley.

"Kang!" greeting the Creator to his mother Shakila.

"Eh Created. That neng Kila has reached home," he said while stopping the speed of the motorbike.

"Oh yes Kang. It'll be picked up again, right?" ask him pleasantries.

"Yes. Excuse me first." Shakila's mother continued on her way home.

"Yes Kang." Dipta continued his journey to his house which was only fifty meters away.

Arriving at home. Dipta had found Shakila sitting in her guest chair with Keysha.

"Assalamualaik."

"Waalaikumsalam," Shakila and Keysha answered together.

"It's so new to La?" ask Dipta basa stale.

"Yes A. Did you meet my mom earlier?"

"Yes. Oh, did you pray La?" ask Dipta again but this time it is not a stale base because the Creator does not want just because in a hurry to come to learn with Shakila to be no time to pray.

"It's A, '" Shakila replied with a smile.

'Don't smile at La too! Your smile is disturbing my mind!' batin Dipta's.

He sat in a chair that was enough for one person. Shakila and Keysha were sitting in a long chair that was enough for three adults.

"Oh yes, we prayed!" They also read prayers in their hearts. Somehow the Creator never separated from praying before doing all activities. He always felt something was lacking if it did not begin with prayer.

Maybe it is also because the upbringing of the parents of the Creator from childhood who always remind praying before doing everything so carried away until the Creator was this big became a habit for him.

"Now, what do you want to learn, La?" ask Dipta a little stammering. He also realized that his voice was a bit choked. Finally he took a deep but slow breath so Keysha and Shakila did not notice.

"There was a PR first, A" Shakila replied as she offered a physics package book.

"You're one class?" ask the Creator to Keysha and Shakila.

"Not A. Keysha class XI IPA 2 if Kila XI IPA 1," Keysha replied while looking for a physics package book that was still in his bag.

"It's Brother. What page is La?" ask Keysha.

"Page 64 Key," replied Shakila.

They also started their lessons seriously. Dipta felt that Keysha was enough to help Kila learn. Because Keysha is a smart kid.

So Dipta only helps them if they start to find trouble. Throughout the study, Shakila was no longer teasing him with eyes that made him clumsy so Dipta was rather relaxed at this time.

Shakila is really serious about studying. He looked at the Creator just as he was watching Keysha. Made to feel bad. Perhaps he was just a kegeeran misunderstood Shakila's attitude all along.

While Shakila and Keysha were busy working on the problem. Dipta looked at Shakila's face carefully. This girl is really sweet. Not tired of looking at him. The longer he was stunned by Shakila. But Keysha's clap on him had made the Creator sober from his daydream.

"Eh the Aa was told to teach Shakila even daydream! Shakila asked for the next formula!" jak Keysha surprised him.

"Hou! Who is also dreaming. How's La?" ask Dipta rather flirting.

"This is A. Should I use this formula or this one?" shakila asked while pointing at the formulas on her books.

Dipta was a bit closer to Shakila to the point that their faces almost met because Shakila also changed her body position to be closer to Dipta.

Dag! Digs! Dugm! Dag! Digs! Dugm! Such was the sound of Dipta's heart as her face was about to meet Shakila's. Likewise Shakila, the hue of her face turned redder all of a sudden.

Seeing that something was wrong between her brother and Shakila, Keysha cleared his throat.

"Ehem... Ahem... Still want to learn?" asked Keysha while glancing at Dipta and Shakila.

"Yes, it's Key!" sahut Dipta while distancing his face from before Shakila.

Shakila also improved her position. It felt like there was lightning striking in magrib time. Lightning usually brings rain but this time it is not the rain it brings but rather the deepest sense of love.

It seems like this is what it feels like to fall in love. This is what the Creator feels the second time after a long-buried taste. The love of his childhood. The love that grew out of nowhere began. Now the love is back in a different shape but the taste remains the same.

The sweet girl Shakila had made her find a long-stored love chest. It is true that all this time the Creator has never felt a complete love for anyone but Shakila.

Someone once loved him. Classmate in X High School. Kiara. Beautiful girl with jelly eyes and wiry eyes. His nose is small and sharp. Her lips are tiny. Clean skin, white blush like the skin of Dipta. Her hair? I don't know what it's like 'cause that girl's also hooded like Shakila.

Dipta had felt stupefied also to reciprocate his love Kiara but not to fall in love because he found that Kiara was the son of his math teacher in class X.

It didn't seem like Dipta dared to approach Kiara any further. He was worried about betraying his teacher. Because he knows exactly Mr. Firman is very caring for his daughter.

He did not want to hurt anyone including Kiara and Pak Firman so he did not dare to continue the love that began to be split into a deeper love. A complete love like his love for Shakila when he was still in Elementary School.

Since then, he has promised never to date. Because he knows how valuable girls are in the eyes of their parents. His parents take care of them with all their love and do not let him damage girls just for the sake of satisfaction.

Furthermore, when he was explained by his Islamic teacher, Mr. Yusuf, he said that it was not good to date. Because it will only plunge us into the mass that we are happy to live it.

Mr. Yusuf suggested to approach the girls with ta'aruf if a man already felt able to marry.

That is what is always ringing in the ears of the Creator. He was a good boy.

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