Of love? I don't know...
your obscurity
after so many days have passed, can I still stand, after so many wounds that hit my heart can I still be here?
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Kia was stunned, looking at the green grass that felt so refreshing this morning.
he was sitting in the school park where no one was there.
he took a deep breath repeatedly and then exhaled violently as if his life problems were clearly on his face.
after many problems that approached him, it was only natural that he felt his heart was really not okay.
he was just a teenager who had just grown up but problems continued to queue up to give it together.
Tappp.ttappp.....
the sound of footsteps rang out in his ears, he turned his head towards the school corridor, his eyes skirted down from the distance of every classroom terrace, and noticed who also came this early like him, like himself, whether he was a person who was also facing a lot of problems, the question just popped up in his head while continuing to observe from which direction the sound of footsteps came, until finally, the sound of footsteps, a boy is seen stopping his footsteps right parallel to the park chair that is being occupied by kia, quite clearly, although the distance between them is quite far but we already know who is standing across there, from the front of one of the classes that lead exactly to the school garden chair, he said, he stood up and looked at me from far away..
cikk...
he again.why should he come so early, like he had a problem, just disturbing it. Kia continued muttering that her voice could only be heard by herself.
what the hell he is, why he just keeps standing there, makes me feel uncomfortable. Kia.
kia walked in annoyance, stomping her feet up one by one of the stairs, until finally he arrived at a sitting chair that was between two buildings connected by stairs that were stepped one by one by kia.
still this morning it feels like my mood is really messy, I don't like that look, why he looks at me like that, it's very unclear, I'm why, why, do I look so bad that I'm given that kind of look, I'm fine, it's up to people, all I need to do today is how to get through today like yesterday, that's all, that's all, I don't want to think too much, just keep talking alone to ask questions and answer them.
tappp.........
the sound of shoes began to noise in Kia's ears, and the children also began to arrive, make kia rush to grab back his bag and immediately run again to the stairs so that he can get to his classroom...
Classroom*
Kia pushed open the classroom door and saw Tian already sitting in the typical style he had in his seat.
tian looks only focus on the screen of the phone in his grip and kia immediately sat in his chair.
silent. without sound..so quiet it feels.
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where was the boy who was looking at me, now in the same room saying hello was he sort of reluctant, basic man with thousands of obscurity, he said, kia continued to curse Tian in her heart while continuing to look towards Tian.but Tian did not care about his existence at all, Tian just continued to focus on the screen he was holding.
until finally the children have arrived and entered the room very crowded, accompanied by their own voice and style, as happens every day, but Tian seemed to keep changing and difficult to guess, sometimes friendly like a good friend, sometimes silent like a monk, sometimes making emotions like declaring war, for kia, Tian just looks like that. a man with thousands of obscurities.
