Of love? I don't know...
The dim sun

How, how can I raise my head again? how trusting are you god on my little shoulder?!

1,2,1,2,1,2

The girl in shabby clothes was seen walking gontai down the school grounds in the morning blind while continuing to count her steps with just 1,2,1,2.

"Astagfirullah" shouted a janitor who was shocked because he suddenly saw a girl appear behind him while cleaning the school grounds

"This bell makes you surprised, it's only 6 am, if you have just entered school" asked the janitor after realizing that the girl was a schoolgirl

"Gpp sir" he said as he passed

"that child why, usually he comes with a hunt because it is almost too late or even too late, usually running with his jaunty that never disappears from the look of his face, why today comes with such a look, ha, confused me, today's child is hard to guess, uh" ask the school janitor to himself who is confused while scratching his non-itchy scratching head while watching the girl pass.

"how is this"

"how did I meet my friend today"

"how am I going to meet the master teacher today"

"what should I say"

"i have to answer what"

"what should I do now"

"how should I face the gaze of people"

"how is this. how is this..." asked Kia who was relentless to himself who was sitting in front of the classroom that was still not open...

"Must I go home and hide?!, aaa No no no.. This is not a good idea, I can not avoid reality continuously" said Kia alone

"Then how should I...."

"i have to do this" said Kia who was relentless while bowing her head on the floor and did not feel her eyes hot until her tears fell.

"Wash anything this early" The familiar male voice in Kia's ears startled her to reflexively raise her head and look at the man...

Kia who realized her eyes must be red because she was crying immediately lowered her head back towards the floor..

Shut up. There is no answer...

"the ears are in trouble?" the man said with the intention that Kia would answer him, but there was no answer.

Kia kept quiet and did not respond to anything

"Where have you been all this time, you think this school belongs to your grandmother, can you just as casually not go to school like that?!" ask the man again.

yet he remained silent a thousand languages..

the school seems still so quiet, plus the cloudy atmosphere makes children definitely not so interested in leaving school early in the morning blind like that.

Tian continued to stare at Kia without Kia noticing it. Tian was so astonished by what happened, why did the chatty girl he knew seem to appear with another personality.

*Some minutes before 6 a.m

"Where are you going in your morning school clothes like this?!" asked mama Tian who was astonished to see his son was already neat with his school clothes

"Ma, Tian go first well, Tian must be fast, Tian's dream tells Tian to quickly leave school today" said tian to his mother in a slightly joking tone and accompanied by laughter, then he passed away immediately after kissing his mother's hand.

"Tiannnn you haven't had breakfast" shouted the mother who was no longer heard by her son because he had driven his motorbike until he was no longer seen

"The boy, why else is he" muttered his mother who was astonished to see the behavior of his son late..

Streeted.......

Tian continued to drive his motor towards Kia's house, on a road that was still quite dark he narrowed his eyes a little because he passed by a public transport car whose lights were quite bright

"Whoa, it's glare" muttered Tian who passed each other with the car

After 10 minutes, Tian finally arrived in front of Kia House, Seemed no one, Tian deliberately put forward again his motorbike far enough and returned again as if the direction of the motor was in the direction of Kia's house, Kia's home, he stopped by the side of the road to ask someone who happened to be standing by the side of the road

"Missi, would you like it, emmm... Is that Kia's residence?!" ask Tian

"Yes, is it?!"

"he happened to be this way, so stop by, because Kia has not been to school for a few days" Tian explained

"But he was wearing a school uniform and went on a red-colored transport like that"

"oh yahhh?!" Tian looked a little surprised but pleased

"So I'll excuse you first well, thank you" said Tian then immediately forward the bike quickly

after putting his motorcycle in the school parking lot, he ran quickly through the school grounds

"Hi pakkkk" said Tian with a look on his face while patting the janitor's father's shoulder which made him quite shocked

"Haiiii, haiii, Astagfirullah, what else is this" said the janitor who was shocked because his shoulder was patted arrived

"Goshaha, the second child why, surprised me in the morning, want to make me what hanging yahh, and why exactly the atmosphere is back well, usually Tian if it comes rarely say hello, wait a minute, wait a minute, do not spirit them both taker" iihhhh, the father who feels his mind has gone where because of the astonishment that saw these two children immediately realized himself back.

on the other hand, Tian continued to run with a sumringah up every step of the stairs that were there to look for Kia.

yappp. and right, he saw Kia sitting right in front of the class, so he had to stop his steps then set his breath back and walk casually with his arrogant steps as usual.

*return to Tian and Kia.

those who were in front of the classroom were finally the same silent, and made the atmosphere completely silent.

Kia who was silent because she did not want to answer anything and did not want to argue with Tian.

and Tian, who was silent because he was astonished and kept thinking about what really happened to Kia.

he kept staring at Kia in silence..

"Why you Miss? why is your cherry dim after it disappears, why is your laughter dim like the scorching dim of the sun today" Tian said