OCTOBER BEARS
~Informatics, and People in it~
"Kynaya please pick up the phone, don't look at it”. her voice from across there calls me to try to incline the situation and repeatedly say anything but only the sound of crying that I give.
“Abang wait at Warkop Gahwa yes, Kynaya come yes. Asaalamualaikum” vaguely the voice was not heard anymore.
Sister Nia is my new hostel friend, she helps straighten the shrunken hijab with her wardrobe, while gently rubbing my arm as if to say that everything will be fine. I have to be strong because he's here and stay on my side. I can not cover the problems that are flooding me, ranging from the ringing phone Bang Rizki to me who cried so badly after Ashar.
This girl drove me down, she had intended to take him to the warkop gahwa but I forbid because it was not troublesome. Moreover, the distance of gahwa and kostku stay across the asphalt and walk a little more has arrived.
I occasionally shed tears, trying to reconcile first with my heart because it is not funny if I walk like this accompanied by crying, maybe people will catch me to be given clarity about the state of the heart that I myself do not like if many people find out. My eye lens was directly on target, I had seen Bang Rizki but was gathering with my other brother. The smile on my face I tried to paint though I would not find a beautiful spot at the end of the curve, where perfectly pretended to be happy when my heart was hurting.
“Sini Kynaya.” call Bang Rizki then I'll be there soon.
“Kynaya uda eat?” next, I just nodded.
“Whose name was Kynaya here, dek?” he continued and looked at the entrance if there was anyone behind me.
“My own bang” also said with a raucous voice that I can not hide, very ugly.
“Dirgha, Lia same who is your friend 1 more who took the red N-Max” train Bright bang Rizki.
“Si Yudha bang?” guess I, it must be true because only that child has this feature in class.
“Iya-iya. Yudhalah. Soon again the man until dek” continued he later.
My brain twists trying to figure out what reason they're so compact to come here when I'm like this. Bang Rizki offered me to drink the sweet tea that he had ordered, very cold but not yet able to control my heart which was hit by heat.
“See this message Dirgha, Bang please take good care of Kynaya. Embrace her bang, her heart is again in shock. Don't you let him be sad.” Obviously bang Rizki conveyed Dirgha's message that made the worms in my stomach create a wall to cover up the shame on this figure named Bang Rizki.
Foolish kid, he doesn't know this Rizki bang is a person my mama trusts very much, moreover, he has considered me his cousin's sister and the call of his brother to him that I gave it means I consider him my own brother. Even Dirgha interpreted us as a nobody. I had time to throw my face many times when bang Rizki tried to start the word, could die standing me when he heard whatever he said later. Tell mama, or counsel me all night, help me God.
“Assalamualikum bang” replied the three were so compact, giving greetings ala engineering children to bang Rizki then to me as well.
“Waalikumussalam” light bang rizki back.
Lia immediately positioned her place beside me, then Yudha to the right of the Rizki bang while Dirgha to her left. More precisely Dirgha faced me, I just wanted to spray this stupid child with a complicated message to make me endure embarrassment. They ordered each other a drink when the waiter came, I half whispered with Lia as my best friend asked why the other jaded brother was at the same time, I could not answer Lia.
The root of the problem I have explained from beginning to end without missing a word that is part of this ordeal, yes I call it ordeal. How not, because my defense of the Rizki bang was immediately presented with various insults, ridicule, and spicy words of other friends who sided with revelation. I can be ostracized in class after this, one by one friends will leave until I'm sure there are only three of them left.
“Iya Kynaya let others also know which is wrong which is right” continued Yudha, this child sometimes his brain is watered too.
“Not the problem is true or its fault. But 1 class uda did not want to be friends with Kynaya again bang” regretted me then this heart suddenly rained back.
“Kynaya is right bang, she must not be comfortable if in class will be satirical or not considered the same as others. Moreover, he's a child overseas bang, girl anyway. I know for myself what the consequences are” Bela Dirgha with my imposition.
“There are still Lia, Dirgha, Yudha and others. We are friends with brother leting alone Ay, because the knowledge is much broader. Uda don't be sad” connect Lia next.
“Kynaya telling brother because he did not want the brother too close with kynaya friends if finally the brother was harassed, considered crazy or pretentious, familiar. brother see, you see, our intentions are good but not everyone can understand what kindness is. So please from now on you don't care about them. But I promise you this problem until here, don't sit down. Poor also Revelation, so that he can learn for himself from his mistakes bang.!” I snapped with a voice that sometimes drifted in hatred and sometimes even more upset because he dared to do such things to my idol.
“Iya Kynaya yes, but we're not afraid if they don't want to be friends. But if they are evilin Kynaya again brother is here, with the BEM children also” he continued, then the other leting brothers gave a nod of agreement.
I listened fully to every direction that eventually led to motivation by our BEM chairman, he still sided with Bang Rizki. If asked what he wants, the BEM chairman still wants Revelation to be called and explain the root of the problem of his speech, if necessary he must also be given strict sanctions for his actions. But I hold it, no. Don't again.
I was afraid of being too overwhelmed by anything that would keep us forever, however, my classmate, both from Medan and lastly, Revelation, maybe he's not an adult yet or I'm too spoiled to say this to bang Rizki. Alright, it is finished time will certainly give the best cues to better yourself.
“So mom knows about this Kynaya?” suddenly bang Rizki threw the question to me when the crisp laughter that I managed to create by talking with Lia.
“Ga tau bang” lirihku read his eyes whether he will tell this to mama.
“Eh, you know Mama Kynaya?” Dirgha ambushed to issue his question.
“Know, because Bang please take good care of Kynaya. Embrace her bang, her heart is again in shock. Don't let him be sad. So Dirgha” I almost slapped the time why quickly recover the memory of this man, bring up the message Dirgha who made me die standing and he told us all.
“Hahahahah!!!!” dirgha's laughter managed to make the eyes of others glance at us, especially towards him. It was like a bee sting spontaneously slapping Bang Rizki's arm when he found out his words were recycled by this man.
We laughed, and Yudha had followed along and offset the laughter of the Dirgha. Moreover, mingling with brother leting who has a great humor soul, do not ask the Yudha most like to act stupid as long as his speech is always heard and responded to with a wide laugh.
Not to mention the story he presents is either true or lies that are important he is happy with whatever he does, Yudha can pass the more stupid even beat the idiot child though. I felt my heart slowly getting better with the pieces of laughter they managed to return one by one.
My heart managed to palpate one by one the cries earlier, I gathered it into a force. Sometimes life is so, the more you mature the more obstacles that must be passed. Whether it's the world itself or the group of people who are able to make me worth the stake or deserve to be left behind. In fact, whatever the problem is you are strong in the way you have, able to get through it or getting late in it. Thank you for smiling back at me.
“Don't be so Kynaya, you're a strong girl under any circumstances. Crying is ordinary as long as you do not harm your spirit later” lirihku in the deepest heart.
