Nun: Just Missing
Medical Stop

One day you're gonna ask me which is more important, my life or yours? I'll say my life .

And you'll leave without knowing that you're my life." - (Khalil Gibran) -

You want to know the key to happiness?

Thank God for every favor given by God and be patient when the trials come.

The days passed by the father with a cough that never subsided. Medications from dr. Atiek stay a little.

Kiki did not remain silent. In his daily busyness of scavenging the windfall to be a blessing, he also thought about how to pay for medical expenses to the doctor.

"Yank, what if later in the afternoon you go to the BPJS office. Please take care of the BPJS card for father and mother." Mas Kiki gave instructions to Arina.

"Aren't we asking the same question?"

"Right now we have to gercep dear, fast motion, initiative. What can we do. Yes do it.' mas Kiki held Arina's face with both hands.

"Don't you, you're lazy to take care of it?"

" Iiiih. ya will" cried Arina with wide eyes.

"Certainly??" Momentary pause.

"I don't like to play hard. Relying on others. If we can, why not!" Kiki Seru.

"Yes to kooh." Arina chuckles.

"Yes, I'm off to work. Don't forget the BPJS office." While kissing Arina's forehead.

"Yes, ready my boss," replied the spoiled Arina while kissing her hands and cheeks.

Health is the best gift. Satisfaction is the greatest wealth. Faithfulness is the best relationship.

***

Aunt Erna was cleaning the yard and the mother's plants were starting to dry because they were not taken care of for long.

Father began diligently drying the body when the morning sun was more gallant shining, while concocting the binahong leaves he took from the side yard.

"That's right here don't you leave Er, you'll be able to die all my plants."

"Yes, I'm just cleaning up dead, rotten leaves anyway. To look clean."

"He who is old and dead can no longer be used. You better get rid of it. If it's still stored it will rot and poison the surroundings." Sindir father without looking at Aunt Erna.

Father's hand is still cool slicing binahong leaves that will be in the sun. Usually after dry, binahong leaves are drunk by the father as a healthy tea.

"The diseased leaves should also be removed from the body, so as not to infect the healthy." Reply Aunt Erna challenged father's remarks.

"The sick leaves can still be treated but if the dead can be revived? Maintaining trust is more important because if it's broken it won't be able to be refreshed."

"What do you mean mas? Mr Hendro??"

"Aren't you talking about Er? It has been separated many times with Bambang, still insistent. Now you play back at my house. You think this is a brothel?" He satirized blatantly, coughing and shortness of breath due to emotions.

"So, if I don't see you husband of my brother, it's no longer a defamation charge."

"Huk. huk. you. Get you out of here. You're the one I'm going to report, you've been perverted in my house."

He coughed, fell and...

"Mas, mas. yaah elaah nih people used to faint again. Maud... Miss Lastri.your husband passed out." Shouted Aunt Erna calling her sister.

***

How close are you to your relatives or relatives?

" Yusuf, on Monday tomorrow, can you take me to medical school?" Arina asked when she met at my father's house on Sunday after a workout.

" I can do it late afternoon." Joseph answered briefly.

"Yes not papa. But can ya?" Tanya Arina made sure.

"If it is morning, it may be morning."

" Whose other to mas? Dhika is far away, not feeling well anyway." Arina plucks the burnt Silembu yam.

"Mas Ruslan? Mana believes he's the same doctor's treatment. But I can't take a motor. Pity you if you have to walk.'

Arina looked at Netra mas Yusuf but did not catch the spirit gesture in her soul.

"Can't you do it?" Ask Arina again.

"If I am the same, yes, afternoon"

"Yes, um." Arina put pressure on his words, grigetan with the attitude of Joseph.

'Kiki mas said we should be excited if for parents, this is even lazy' inner Arina.

'hhfftt.had also got a turn, yes once in a while. May charity be added, Joseph whispered in his heart.

Indeed, true jihad is not on the battlefield but against self-interest.

If one can control his thinking, then he finds a way of salvation.

You cannot control his thinking. Drugs that must be taken every day, a cough that does not subside. Makes him worried about the doctor's treatment.

"Well, why sir?"

"It's not good, it's tormented ma'am."

"Check opo ne sir?"

"My cough seems to be getting worse." Coughing.

"What does it feel like to be this old what the doctor says, piye to Bu?"

"Oh Allah sir, maybe the medicine works that way. To get his phlegm out is stimulated with a cough."

"I can't Mom. I'd like to try using herbs, wong first the wound fell from the motor can be healed."

"Yo opo to sir, sir... This medicine used to be only 2 days away. It's a shame that it's not over."

"Here you go, ma'am, I don't want to be forced. I'm sure in my own way."

"Oh God sir, we will be blamed the same child'e, who is not going to take care."

"Let's just ma'am, my own body wong. I know what I feel."

"Self gig loh yo," finally mom resigned.

"Let's go" said the father of stupidity.

When Arina finds out that you no longer want to control the doctor for the umpteenth time, Arina is disappointed.

" Why sir?"

"Ndak papa son. I just wasn't strong every day coughing loudly continuously. Tortured it feels."

"This is just starting treatment sir."

Mr. bobbing heads, resigned.

"No son, it's my decision. You leave everything to Gusti Allah."

Mr. coughing.

"This is how old it feels to be tormented. Taking medicine makes you sick."

"O Allah sir, the journey is still long sir, be patient first." Arina breathed a heavy sigh.

"It can't be like eating chili peppers, instantly feeling the spiciness. Everything needs a process, sir."

You stay firm on his stance. The hardiness of the stone can be eroded with wind droplets. But not with dad. You are so hard, stuck unshakable .

"Oh sir, pity the mother who takes care of you every day.'

"It is precisely because father pity Rin's mother. Every night I hear my father's cough that doesn't stop. You know, I can't sleep."

"Well, be patient, sir" said Arina, continuing to encourage you.

“Bapak already feel good, son. With herbs alone, I am sure can recover.”

"Have opo? Wong said yesterday, mom, you fainted."

"That's because the graduation meeting was bloated, now where did Hendro not come back here? When he gets here I chop them out." My emotions reappear.

"Ssttt, sir. We can talk about it all right. Emotions will only add to your pain to be severe." Said Arina trying to reconcile father's heart.

"After all, if they are fooled we can't do anything sir, maybe the road should be like this."

"Huk. huk. huk.. wwoooo ya can't be so Rin, his sin is still us who nanggung, they do it yes here. What did the neighbor say?"

"Yes, now the important thing is you want to continue treatment to the doctor, huh? I'll take care of it to a clinic near here, using BPJS. Let's be easy later in financing."

"No need Rin, I'm comfortable with herbs, I'm racik himself. It can be."

Suddenly Aunt Erna was tidy and carrying a padlock.

"Where are you Auntie?"

"Let's just Rin, let's not take care of him. Going into the abyss even if I don't care. You don't follow." You are stirring in emotion.

"Ssttt. You can't be emotional. I told you." Arina again tried to calm the father who was a little confused.

"Tante, Auntie here first, sit near Rina. I was gonna ask you why Auntie did that in my dad's room?" Ask Arina carefully.

"Opo anyway, you're this. Same son and father. I didn't do anything. That Hendro was just rapping last night and I was with him for dinner, that's all." Aunt Erna took her phone.

"If you don't believe me, please ask the same person, do I need to call now? I swear to God Rin, after eating he went straight to sleep, and I slept in the front guest room." Aunt Erna explained at length.

"Halaaaah..you are good at shiny tongue, surely you have been kongkalikong with Hendro, the proof is he did not dare to nongol right? You must have told me I was home. Yes to?" Father's eyes were red, his hands were squeezing the back of his head which was painful.

"Huk. huk. get you out of my house." Shouted father.

"There is no need for you to expel many times, I know myself enough. I'll come out with this heartache. I'm sure one day, you'll feel the loneliness that's shutting down your entire joint." Threaten Erna with a vengeful look.

All efforts have been taken by Arina, to reconcile the father of the head of stone and Aunt Erna who is not like what the truth he brought. But all the nil efforts, anger and resentment were burning more and more in their hearts.

How much is your business worth?

Achieving hope is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand. It takes process, patience and sincerity.