My Plain Love
The Part 36

Staring at the orange in the twilight sky that slowly began to dim. Sayu's eyes. No more power is being emitted. Only her sweet face still looks the same, although her round face is slightly elongated. “Ndra, you know? Now I've let you go. You must be happy, right?” The woman spoke while smilingly looking at the sky. Even if he knew, the man would not be able to hear or smile at him. But he was sure, there his beloved was happy, in the lap of his Lord. . He shrank the tears that flowed profusely in the corner of the netra. Sighs, then falls silent in his daydream. Although Candra has not been with him, Candra always lives in her heart. He never thought his girlfriend was dead. But only go for a while, meeting Rabb who loves him very much. Millions of love that came to offer themselves, not necessarily make the 20-year-old woman easily give up her heart. It is too difficult to find a replacement for the lover. Even to open a new sheet he could hardly afford. For his heart was locked, and the key was carried away by the shady-eyed man.

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Before long, the taxis we were riding on had arrived in front of the alley where I lived.

Hakam and Chess rushed down to pick up the luggage in the trunk.

"Let me carry it" Hakam said as he carried my bag.

Hakam who is actually Candra's cousin sister, no wonder if there is a similarity in attitude, the same likes to force themselves if there is a desire.

I looked at the back of Hakam who first walked ahead of me.

It's like I saw Candra,

"hey! Maybe because I miss it too much!

After all, it is Hakam! Not Candra!"

"Na, I'm home. You okay between Hakam?" ask Chess.

"Yes, thank you" I replied.

I see Hakam has arrived first, seen he was sitting on the terrace with a tired face.

It was heartless to tell him to go home to his boarding house.

"You wait here, I make you a drink first" I said as I rushed into the house.

"Mom!! I'm home!" peekikku called my mother.

"Kira! You're okay, right? Why don't you tell me that Candra..," I'm not going to continue. Mom hugged me softly. "You are strong yes, sincerity will be better for you with him" said the mother as she took off her embrace.

I understand what mom meant.

He was right, I had to be honest.

Even if it's not easy.

"Who are you going home with? Where's Chess?" mother asked, looking at the door.

"Chess is home, I want to make a drink for my friend first" I replied.

I went to the kitchen to make a glass of warm tea for Hakam.

Meanwhile, my curious mother rushed straight to the terrace to check.

"Good night ma'am" hakam said as he watched the mother's presence.

"Good night, are you Kirana's friend?" ask mother.

"Yes ma'am., he's my friend." I said, before Hakam answered him.

I put a glass of warm tea on the table. "Please drink first."

Mom pulled me closer, "When have you had any male friends besides Candra and Chess?" whispered mother.

"Good mother! He's Candra's cousin's sister. He's here to take me, "I replied in a whisper.

Mom's eyes immediately glared at me, for some reason her reaction was that big when I said she was Candra's cousin.

"Kira! Candra just left! Are you with her sister?" squealing mother.

Hakam who heard that was also shocked.

He looked at me and my mother with a confused look.

"Mother! Not like that! Already, you should just rest inside yeah, I'll explain." Embrace the mother and escort her inside.

Before he talked about the strange thing about Hakam.

After driving her to her room, I went back to the terrace to meet Hakam.

"Don't listen to what my mom said, he was just kidding" I said as I sat on the porch.

"Let's just remember Na, if he is I also do not pa pa koq," replied Hakam.

"Don't start!" my ketus. "Candra just left, and the tomb isn't dry yet, you're her cousin's sister! Why so much!"

"Uhuk!! Huk!!" Hakam coughed as I scolded him. At that time, he ate nothing.

"You why?" ask me to panic.

"No koq, my throat is dry" replied Hakam.

Dry out? I gave him a drink! Heh, you freak!

"I'm not willing to let go, but I'm disappointed! Why can't I see her one last time." My eyes were glassy when I got back to remembering them.

Hakam was silent looking at me with a look of pity.

"O yeah, you go home to the boarding house what? It's been this night. Are there any angkots?" I don't want to dissolve in sadness anymore.

"Ouch!! Yes-yes" replied Hakam.

"Any online object! You got the app?" my many. "If you don't have one, use my app."

"God! I forgot there's an online motorcycle!" answer Hakam while laughing.

Hakam compartmentalized his mobile phone to order an ojek online.

"Sir," call me.

"Yes" answered Hakam.

"That day you were surprised when you finished receiving a phone call from someone and went straight away, was that a phone from Fatima's mom?" my many.

Hakam stopped messing with his cell phone.

He looked back at me with a strange look.

"Rulers?" Call me again because he just sees me.

"That's yeah? E-iya's right. It's from Fatima's mom." she replied nervously.

"Did Candra have it.." I couldn't ask her that. My mouth is too thick to say it.

"The morning Fatima called me, Candra was in critical condition" Hakam replied softly.

"After that you go! You mean go see Candra right?" many enthusiast.

Hakam was in a state of confusion to explain to me.

Like he had his own difficulties explaining it.

I looked at Hakam curiously.

Trying to push her with my gaze.

But in vain, the online object in Hakam's message has come.

And he should hurry home.

"I-I go home first Na, when will we connect again" Hakam said as he left.

Good Lord! Forgive me!

Not that I'm not sincere about his departure, but honest! I'm still curious about the seconds of his disappearance.

I want to know everything in detail.

I also want to know why Candra should be buried in Singapore.

And why is there not a single family present at his funeral?

"God! My head is thinking about it!" I went back into the house. And go into the room to rest.

The long journey made my body very tired.

I lay my body on the bed, my eyes tonight are like magic.

So drowsy, until just a little while already asleep.

"I'm not a perfect man Na, so go! Don't wait for me anymore! Live happily with her." Candra said as she kissed my hand and walked away.

I chased him, but I couldn't catch up with him.

And I fell down, and cried sobbing.

"Ndra!!" my yelling. "Don't go ndra.., please!" My cry became more so when I saw her getting further and further away from me.

"Son, wake up son!" I opened my eyes, and I woke up from a nightmare.

"Mother!" I hugged my mother who was by then beside me.

My tears did not stop flowing.

That was like real!

So scary!

Even the kiss on my hand was still felt even though I was awake.

"You're having nightmares, huh?" ask my mother when I'm calm.

"Mother.., Candra ma'am!" I say with lirih.

"Already! It's just a dream.all will be well. Now you're back to sleep, yeah," Mom tried to calm me down. But still, I don't know what keeps me from being calm.

Candras! I'm sorry.jiks.