My Plain Love
The Part 18

Inside the room, Kirana was pensive. His eyes were staring at the sky of his room.

A strange feeling, which he himself did not understand.

"What does God really want from me? I love her, but SHE's distancing. I forgot about it but HE came back closer. Whatisthis? Huh! I'm really, really tired"

Kirana knew it was inappropriate for her to blame fate.

But fate like her is playing with her feelings.

His love is like a kite that is being pulled over.

"I hate him! I cursed it! How could I take it back? I should how?hyx"

That night, Kirana struggled with her feelings.

He should be able to take a stance soon.

Because tomorrow, Candra will definitely come back.

Kirana wakes up to get the massage oil lying on her desk.

"Ughh! My legs like his are so bad, is this also a punishment from God for nagging him? Huh! It really hurts" Kirana tried to move her sprained leg earlier.

"Even he still had time to go to buy this massage oil for me"

(Epilogue)

After driving Kirana home, Candra rushed to the pharmacy to buy massage oil for Kirana.

Somehow the story goes, now he cares so much for Kirana.

Looking at Kirana who was in pain like that, it felt completely unbearable.

After getting what he wants to buy.

Candra returns to Kirana's house to give her the oil.

"Why are you back?" Kirana who was still sitting on the terrace was surprised to see Candra coming back.

"I bought massage oil for you, whether this is true or not. But the seller said earlier, this is very effective to relieve the sprained leg" Candra gave a plastic package containing massage oil to Kirana.

"Here I apply" said Candra as she bowed

"Ehh!! No need! Just let me be alone, Trimaksih. But you better go home" Kirana felt awkward responding to Candra's attitude.

"All right, me. I go home first. Don't forget to treat your feet, hopefully get well soon" Candra said before leaving

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Cring...,

The alarm clock sounded loud.

Wake the owner of his house from his sleep.

"Agh.., why is time so fast, I haven't even slept so soundly! But it was morning" Kirana wriggled her body to and fro, she felt her feet.

"My feet, this oil really works. Now, my legs can move" Kirana said as she moved her legs

"Ughh! I am too lazy to work. What if I meet Candra? What am I gonna say?" after last night, Kirana is not ready to meet Candra.

I don't know, because of Candra's words that night, Kirana felt guilty.

"Is he really being punished because of me? But that punishment was a love for me, because now that he's turned to love me, he's taking this as a punishment?" Kirana again guessed everything herself.

"If he thinks that loving me is a punishment, then it is better not to take him seriously! I think it's so much better"

Kirana tried to calm her mind.

He did not want to be affected by Candra anymore.

He needs to focus on his life.

Work hard to achieve a beautiful future.

Kirana walked slowly through the alley of her house to the intersection to look for angkot.

Although it is a little light, but still a little sore if you have to walk fast.

After being hobbled by walking, Kirana finally reached the crossroads of the highway.

"Your legs are still sick, let me just take them" Candra arrived.

He again, my God!! What exactly is your plan? Why do you keep making him come to me?

Kirana was surprised to see Candra suddenly appear before her.

"Thank you, I'll take the angkot" Kirana said flatly

Ah come, I just follow her will, and it's almost too late. If I get on the lot, it'll be too late.

Kirana finally complies with Candra's will.

Along the way, they were silent.

Kirana herself did not deliberately want to engage in any conversation with Candra.

He must really take care of his heart.

"May,"

"Hemm"

"Once last night, did you have an answer for that?" Candra repeated her words

"What?" reply Kirana

"I. I love you. How you feeling?is it still the same as it used to be?" candra said

"You said that feeling is a punishment from God, right? What should I pay for it?" reply Kirana calm

"Let God work, let us live like this. Don't demand more" Kirana really doesn't want to be affected by Candra.

Candra just fell silent at Kirana's reply.

He knew he was selfish.

Asking the person who clearly has been hurt to come back to love her.

"Well, we just follow the NYA plan" Candra said

"O yes, next time you don't be too nice to me. I don't want to get used to it. Do you know how hard it is for me to heal my wounds?" Kirana tried to warn Candra.

After a few minutes of travel.

Finally they arrived at Kirana's workplace.

"Later in the afternoon I'll pick you up" said Candra

"No, I told you. Don't get me used to you" Kirana said

Candra is ready for what happened.

He had tried to convince Kirana that he had changed.

But until now, Kirana still could not accept it anymore.

"Alright, if you need any help. Don't hesitate to call me" Candra passed away

Along the way sweet memories used to be with Kirana came back.

The moment in which he was loved sincerely by a girl.

In the joys and sorrows of the girl always accompanied him.

But because of his stupidity, everything became like this.

Candra really feels sorry.

He didn't expect it to be like this.

Meanwhile at Kirana's workplace.

"Na" said Iis

"Yes" replied Kirana

"I saw that you were coming with Candra, yeah, it looks like you guys are getting closer" Iis said

"Don't think like that" Kirana tried to divert Iis's mind

"Yesterday afternoon, I also saw you being picked up by him, right? If it's not close then what's your relationship with her" Iis is still trying to interrogate Kirana

"It's just a coincidence she's passing by here" Kirana really doesn't want to make Iis misunderstand.

"That's it, trust me. With her I have nothing to do" that's all Kirana can say right now to convince Iis.

Although Kirana herself was worried.

I will love Candra again.

His heart is very weak.

He was afraid that Candra's constant attention would re-fertilize the love she had buried deep.