My Love for Alma
on falling

My mom came in soon

to my room, mom gave me a snack with a face that I didn't like

surprised by my mother, after I learned tio came home, she said goodbye

very politely, after he came home my mother was angry indistinctly

"YES GOOD YOU DARE YOU BRING SOMEONE ELSE HOME"

"he's not someone else, he's my best friend"

"DARE YOU, YOU CAN FIGHT MAMA NOW"

"ma I don't volunteer"

"THAT'S WHAT HIS NAME IS IF I DON'T FIGHT!!"

I really can't hold it anymore, I'm really tired.

"WHY SILENCE"

"MAH IS ENOUGH.. ENOUGH, ENOUGH,

enough mama to restrain my life, I AM NOT AN ANIMAL, I am also a human being, if

mama on the bridle can not go anywhere surely mama will be like this too right!

I'VE BEEN WILLING TO KILL MYSELF, MA'AM, BECAUSE MAMA WAS TOO HARD ON ME, EVEN,

YOU'VE CAPTURED MY CHILDHOOD, YOU KNOW I'M IN A MOLE IN THE

SCHOOLHOUSE. And MY TIME RUNS OUT ON THE BEAT, FORCED ON THIS IT IS, NOW ONLY

BECAUSE MY FRIENDS AT MAMA'S HOUSE EVEN THIS I DON'T KNOW THE SAME ANYMORE

WALK THINK YOU GUYS, oh I know what you want, you don't

happy to see I have friends and want to kill me with step by

step, so?"

After I spoke

like that, I went straight into the room and locked my room, the night

my papa came home mama told me everything to my papa, after

my papa dinner knocked on my bedroom door, once, twice, three

times, up to ten times, there really was no response papa I broke down

my bedroom door and look in my hands full of blood, papa and

my mother took me to the hospital.

"if rio dies you're the first person I'm in to the marlin prison"

"that's why I have to her you dong"

"you don't remember, you who constrained him, can't do this and you can't even give rio the outside environment"

"that's because I love him"

"i don't understand your way of thinking anymore"

5 Days later

I woke up from my coma,

I looked around and thought about why I should wake up again,

why don't I sleep forever, I'm not crying because of pain

I regret living in the world. Tomorrow are school friends

I came to the hospital, tio hugged me tightly

"rio my best friend, why are you"

"eh bagong don't hug shy ah"

"why should I be ashamed"

"we are seen by guru bambang"

"how are things rio, already lightened?" Ask buk aca

"rio still dizzy in the buk"

"bro I'd like to ask 'em yes because I just came to your house"

"uh uh? You mean"

"yes, that was us

study with that, that day you also entered the hospital, right, continue whether

because I've been there, you're like this"

"oh.no really"

Don't know why I

seeing the new boy I smiled to myself, after them

go, come my parents, between happy and sad.

"how are you doing ?"

I just kept quiet

"have you eaten?"

"now can give his attention now, then where are you?"

"eat first, son"

"don't be so considerate"

"mama's gini 'cause mama's dear"

"i'm going to sleep, I'm still dizzy"

"yeah, you are sleeping again"

My mother left

my room, I'm not strong anymore I sleep while crying, I'm not

crying because of the pain but, because disappointed.

2days

then, I went home, home I didn't miss, I went into

room, room that looks clean without bloodstains, I just want to

slept for a while but I was still told this and that,

I'm still sick.

Morning

the day I left for school, and as usual without breakfast,

tio saw me and came to me, he knew that I wasn't having breakfast, he

take me to eat in the cafeteria,

"your usual trio, right?"

"yeah!!"

we had a favorite meal in the cafeteria, before long I saw the new boy coming towards me and asked,

"is the bench empty?"

"you asked me"

"according to you!"

"oh yeah, it's empty here"

"are you here?"

"not with my friend"

"oh, then I'll just go"

"oh, what's your name?"

"rio, what if you?"

"alma"

"a unique name"

"thank you"

Soon, Tio came with food

"who" he whispered

"need to look at it"

"wow there's an angel heh sorry you're the new kid, right? what's his name?"

"my name is alma"

"hmm alma's a transfer student, right?"

"yeah!!"

"why did you move?" Ask rio

"my grades are too good"

"are you funny or what? Mon maap" said tio

"i'm not funny anymore"

Tio laughed

open up because it's funny, I'm cool playing games and eating, not long

the bell rang, we all marched on the ceremonial ground, flag bearer

he did not come, random teacher chose him, this is what I was lazy, more

well not join the ceremony, I'm the flag bearer in because of the face

I am the handsome one.

"the handsome rio aja who became the flag bearer, alma flag bearer and tio are also the same"

"not that handsome but cold as a 3-door freezer" he joked

"modo very"

Ceremony too

it went well, until I suddenly fainted from forgetting

eating medicine, when I woke up, I saw the shadow of a woman wanting to

know who that woman is? She is the sun yap she likes me however, she is,

I don't like her.

"rio you're not papa"

"tio where?"

"he's in class"

"keep on doing it here"

"i'm asked to take care of you"

"it doesn't need to be taken care of, it's great too!!"

"rio why the hell you never liked me"

I just kept quiet

"answer yo"

"gw's not interested in you"

"you're so funny.."

"what's funny?"

"i'd like the class instead of the break even ngabbling not clear"

Come in, I'm classy

"sorry I'm late for class"

"you don't have a papa, do you?" Ask buk mala

"yes buk"

"please sit down then"

After I sat down and

hear the explanation of buk mala and then do the task of

he we all rest the first hour, tio asked me "why

not taking his medicine"

"forget gw"

"gw wonder why you don't rest at home"

"tio you know at home

gw kayak babu, slaves, and others yesterday, just came out

hospital, I've been told to wash the same clothes in the yard gw

again sick, mending gw school"

"but you're great anyway"

"new to you that I'm great"

Not long talking to me

and tio heard the commotion on the 1st floor, me and tio looked down

it turns out that there are fighting other students just see it not her

passing it, because I'm the one who's cute, I also don't pass it but tio

invite me, what can make me follow, I immediately see the alma

his clothes are really dirty and torn, I know who's the culprit

nya.

"minister kumala come with me, tio lu keep alma"

"eh our business is not finished yet" he said to alma

"FOLLOW GW"

I took her to a room

"why are you tearing up her shirt, isn't it wrong anything's the same as you?"

"you mean what? Oh

that new kid, I don't like seeing you as he's close, I

it'll make him feel at home and get out of here"

"what's his problem he's close to me"

"yes I don't like him being close to you" Rio"

"who are you, my boyfriend isn't"

"rio I love you"

"but I don't love what else love is just as you are aware of the sun"

"i'll make you love me" she kissed my cheek

"what the hell are you, with you like gini, I'd be more ilfeel same you"