My Love for Alma
can't it?

her name is alma, since the first time I saw her my heart was not because of her

in a school famous students are popular, beautiful, kind, smart, and like

watching basketball. I love her but can I?

My name is rio

juanda, I went to high school in Jakarta, I was born in Bandung

2004, in May, I was the only child of a wealthy family.

From a small age I was not in

my parents can play, I really want to play and

lost that time, when I was in elementary school, too, and

when I was smp, I was a very cold kid, cuek, I don't care about

around, I really don't have any friends, I honestly have envious feelings

in my heart, I have a story that I think is funny, but, according to

my people became bad people. So, when I was in 2nd grade, there was a girl who

like me, he wants to shoot me in the field.

"rio as far as I know you, my world is twisted by your face"

I just fell

"rio let me love you with all my heart"

"your name is vika! Okay vika

if I were your girlfriend later, I'd be so ashamed

your appearance, I don't think it's the same level as me."

"rio I'm willing to change my appearance for you"

I just went so

only and the girl was crying, after that incident I was considered a person who

it was so evil, to the point that everyone in that school was

hates me.

At one point where

I was bullied abis-abissan because of that, to be honest. Tired of kayak life

i, I'm on the bridle at home, the example can't come out, can't have

friends, have to study every day, go home from school have to go straight home,

if not straight home I will be hit and others, at school

even I was in the bully, I thought if I died maybe solved it

the problem.

A kind of way of things

I did to end my life but it all failed miserably, whether

is it my destiny to live like this? Living in prison is better than in

the bridle of a lifetime, I was 15 years old without friends and friends

gkat gk like someone else.

And now I'm old

16 Years, I am now in a very famous high school in Jakarta,

now that my life seems meaningless, my parents are hard, though,

but when I met Tio, my married life became good

it's fun, he's the only friend I have. He knows that

I was bridled, beaten and forced into this and that when I didn't like it.

Semester 2 come in

a transfer student named Alma, she is a transfer student from

sma is famous in Jakarta, why she moved here I also

less know. Tio asked me "bro in the corner is a new student huh?

Crazy beautiful" while pointing towards her

"known yuk"

"okay, you're there"

"no exclamation you"

"cogel"

The bell rang, me and

tio went in class, I saw the girl sitting at the back, I don't

care anyway, maybe, he likes a quiet place, just like I used to.

After school, I was picked up by my mother's errand driver, when I wanted to study together, tio,

"bro I think it's not like you're studying at your house"

"that's why?" Ask her

"gw was picked up by gw driver"

"dad...." Her complaining

"so sorry or how do you go to your house?"

Before long talking through the new boy in front of my eyes, who looked very sad, I just saw it.

"can you be the same, mama?" Tio's question

"Gw I think I can" I replied

I entered the car with tio, the driver asked me "den rio his friend?"

"yes sir this is my best friend tio's name"

"hm"

"sir we just go home, sir, the problem is I want to study with tio at home"

"okay den"

Until I

at home, it turns out my mom is home, my face is straight to the point, I

go to the house, "assalammulaikum, I'm home"

The mother who was together saw me immediately asked "who is rio?"

"know ma, tio my best friend"

"hello aunty I tio"

"oh yeah"

"i went into my room first ma"

"oh yeah"

I went into the room then

studying, tio looked at the photos in my room while asking

"why in all the photos I see, you never smile!"

"there's a lot of things I don't like either"

"who's this? Very pretty" while pointing towards my brother's alm

"she, she's my sister's name rara she's been there because..."

When raa lives

Rara's sister is brother

my only cousin, he had a heart defect from birth, he

the brother who makes me happy, since he already has I so rarely

smile, you know I'm on the bridle, I can play, if out of the house the most

far to the front of the fence, fortunately there he so gw gk lonely, but

ever since I lost her everything has turned into loneliness

it makes me feel tormented. My story before smp