My Life Doesn't Lucky for Him
Chapter 8

I've had two uncampus days, dozens of missed calls from Hendra and ayu...

I really want to be alone for now, calm my heart and my chaotic mind.

to Gita I have advised anyone who is looking for me please tell me that I do not want to be disturbed, that includes Hendra and ayu...

for some reason since the incident in the hospital yesterday my feelings of envy and jealousy in the life of ayu reappeared..

ayu my best friend from High School he was very good to me, in the past when we were high school ayu very often treat me to eat or just shop in the mall. I who incidentally from the middle family down always be the joke material friend friends at my school.

I got a scholarship and had the opportunity to study at one of the elite High Schools in my city.

the poor girl, the free girl was my nickname when I was in High School and ayu always stood up for me if anyone tried or made fun of me.

ayu was born from a Kaya family, her father was a top official in the government, ayu has a beautiful face, and is very friendly to anyone.

perfect in my opinion, very different compared to me.

sometimes it breaks in my heart, why God is not fair to me,

why is life so perfect? why isn't my life as lucky as him?

I closed my eyes, I let my tears again and again wet my cheeks..

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toook.tok.tookk...assalamualaikum Winda, win I know you're inside, open the door wind let me in..

I heard ayu's voice behind my bedroom door.You why wind? don't make me worry ..

ckleeekkk. I open my door, enter yu, I said.

I immediately cried, somehow some of this time I was very easy to cry..

aayu a.aku.aa.kuu ca.pe.k yu said a hiccup while crying.

removed my tears, you are tired why beb? the same story I said ayu.

yuu can I envy you?

I'm sorry yu because I'm jealous and envious of your life.

ayu was silent, she looked at me and then clasped my hand...

beb what should you envy of me? we are all equal in the eyes of God, every human being must be given advantages and disadvantages by God...

you got a problem ap Beb? tell me, we are best friends, beb said ayu to me

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I told you all about what happened a few days ago in the hospital on ayu,

ayu immediately hugged me while calming my tears.

beb if I may advice, leave everything to God, if Hendra is your soul mate, will be as hard as his parents separate you will certainly be united, will be united, vice versa if he is not your soul mate, will be as hard as you keep it will certainly come off as well

you once reminded me of Rezky's soul mate and death are all in the hands of Allah SWT, now why are you like this win? remember Winda you can be sad, you can be disappointed but do not let your love blind the eyes of your heart and logic said ayu reminded me..

I was silent, I digest every word Ayu, thank you beb you have reminded me of the right thing.

we hugged, and now I have my heart fixed, no matter what happens, I leave everything to God, Most importantly now I must try to be the best so that later I can raise the economic level of my family so that no one can insult me anymore.