My Life Doesn't Lucky for Him
Chapter 5

I shed all my sadness tonight, I don't care about the situation around me, whether it's someone looking at me, mocking me or whatever it is right now I don't care, all I know right now is that I just want to cry and put all the feelings in my heart.

my tears just kept flowing, when someone I didn't know gave me a handkerchief,

nih in the wipe of his tears mbak, if you want to cry in a room just do not in the park like this damage the beauty of the garden tau !! said ketus

I was so annoyed at that person, out of nowhere the creatures who arrived came and immediately judged me, without further ado I stood up and I stepped on her feet so hard that I left her.

aaauuuu ouhhhhh heeiiiii fucking weird woman, that's how I think the swearing from the man's mouth that I heard, I don't care if I just keep passing by leaving him.

I just kept walking down the street tonight, I decided to call ayu, I need a friend to tell me a story and I can't go back to my boarding house because right now I don't want to meet Hendra and can be sure Hendra will currently follow to my boarding place.

I called ayu through my phone, tuuutttt,

haaloo assalamualaikum win say ayu on phone.

waalaikumsalam yu said while holding down the dike...

hellooo win why? you cried?

I didn't answer ayu's question, though,

yu I can stay at your house tonight? say me

sure can win, where are you now? let me pick her up.

I am now in the park Yu city, do not need to pick me up let me go there now, I said.

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now I'm in ayu's room, I spill all my feelings, I cry in ayu's arms...

yahh at a time like this ayu is always there for me, and only with ayu I can complain...

patience win, now you calm down first try to talk good with a cool head with Hendra, I'm sure Hendra is just like you, the same feeling devastated at this time, I'm sure, I can see from the way Hendra treated you all this time it is very clear that Hendra loves you very much win, find the best solution for your relationship, said ayu to me.

thanks yu, you are indeed my best friend that I can rely on the most, thank you you for listening to my story yu said me while hugging ayu.

Winda Winda you are what the hell talking about the same cake who is, said ayu to me while shaking his head.

you are not just my best friend but I consider my sister.

we hugged and then we smiled together.

I am so grateful to have a friend like Mayu who is always there in my time of need.

although sometimes I have jealousy in ayu because he has perfection in any way different from me.

astagfirullahalazim soon I beristighfar in my heart to get rid of bad feelings from my heart, I realized I must not have jealousy or not be grateful for what God has given me.

I believe and believe God has given every Rezky, his trials and everything to his people according to the abilities and needs of his people.