
SUSPICIOUSLY
That night I felt a strange gurgle from my husband. As usual if late at night he always went out of the room, and when walking my husband always settles as if he did not want to be known by the Wife.
Pretend these eyes I close tightly so that my husband does not know or I see him exiting the room.
Klekk..
The sound of the door very slowly sounded he opened, dag-dig-dug began to feel this heart.
I don't know why I feel that.
My name is Frisilia Mehendra, usually people call me Lia. I am now 29 years old and my son is only one woman named Cantika, who is 9 years old, he is already in 3rd grade Elementary School.
•••
Half an hour had the husband left the room, because of curiosity and then I with full courage, dragged my footsteps in the direction where my husband was.
My eyes were surfing around the room of the house, I was looking for the whereabouts of the husband.
I too was very careful to step foot in the direction where the husband was, for fear of being known by him.
•••
Sayup-sayup sounded a spoiled voice from my husband. "Honey, Mas, kangen loh, same you," sounded so romantic when the Husband, by calling the word dear, from his mouth.
My heart felt crumpled when I heard the words dear, from my husband's mouth. " Well, is this the beginning of the destruction of our household!" my mind is turbulent not because of.
I sighed slowly and I pinched my cheeks slowly. Could it be that I was in a dream or that this was just my hallucination?
My body felt weak, I threw my body on the floor, I saw the direction of my Son's room whose door was open, and my Son was sound asleep. Does not feel white furiously slid from my eye peluk.
Memorizing the good old days, when I was always picked up by my husband to work. My husband, Adrian Wiguna, who is commonly called Rian, is only 2 years old with me, he is 31.
He has always been faithful in waiting for my return at work.
"Darling, I have always kept the sanctity of our love. Anyway I won't leave you. I'm afraid of losing you." Those words always ring in my mind.
•••
KreeKKk...
"Well, what are you doing under the door!" my husband was surprised when he saw his wife sitting on the floor with tears dripping in her eyes.
Suddenly I gasped when I saw the Husband, already standing straight in front of me. Because I don't want to blame the husband, or maybe the voice of the call said the lady was just my ears were nosy.
I tried to wipe away the tears that were dripping down my cheeks and hide everything from my husband that I was currently suspicious of him.
"Bah, Mama's leg, suddenly a tingling pain. Mama was going to take warm water to the kitchen," I said stammering.
The husband stared fixedly as if he were asking in himself maybe he was thinking. What is true that wife said! " Yes, the water, means Mama hasn't taken it to the kitchen yet?" the Husband was relieved because he thought he did not hear his chatter with other women by the wife.
•••
Because seeing me grimacing in pain in the legs and even then I did even though with a sense of pretending. Maybe the Husband felt sorry to see the Wife grimace.
The husband then took the wife to his room.
In his face cling to the face of the Husband when our eyeballs are very close to look at each other.
"Maybe it was just my hallucination, my husband was so considerate and affectionate towards me. There's no way she's having an affair!" mutter my heart.
•••
My body was laid on the bed by my husband, when I arrived in the room.
"Sleep Mah, Papa wants to get some warm water first" he said with a smile. He also passed from before me.
I looked fixedly at the Husband, then I grabbed his hand as he was about to pass from before me.
"Bah.." I said softly.
"Why Mah" answered my husband.
My husband's smile made my heart melt. Mas Rian who had dimples and nosed pointed to make me lulled with charm, and somehow the suspicion disappeared for a moment.
"It's okay, Dad. I love and love Papa" I kissed the back of my husband's hand several times.
My husband did the same thing and hugged me tightly.
"No way, it was just a hallucination of mine." muttered my little heart that had heard the words of my Husband, who sounded friendly with the other woman on the phone."
"Yasah Mah, Papa would like to take warm water first. So not yet!" he said it sounded sweet and spoiled.
I nodded my head, my heart was so happy because my marriage was 10 years old, but she was still romantic and considerate.
••••
Rian went to the kitchen to get some warm water for me.
I looked at one by one the photos of my togetherness with Mas Rian, and also my son Cantika on the table and wall.
It was so warm that our little family was seen there. The nature of my 9-year-old son Cantika, is quite mature and he cares about everyone.
I'm lucky to have a child like Cantika because she's such a nice person, I always express my grievance towards my son whatever it is.
I'm an only child without a Brother and Sister, and I'm very close to my Mom's sister, whose name is Aunt Restu, and I'm very close to her, he is a very pleasant person compared to my mother who is always busy taking care of her culinary business with Father.
I rarely meet with Mom and Dad, they like to go out of town to take care of his business.
•••
"Darling..."
I was shocked by the voice of the husband.
"Why else, are you daydreaming?" ask my husband while bringing warm tea and fried bananas.
"Mas, your old pantesan, it turns out you fried my favorite banana first," I said.
Mas Rian turned out to make the first fried banana pantesan he long came.
"Yes baby, let your stomach fill first yes," he said.
Then Mas Rian bribed me, with the fried banana still warm, I fixedly looked at the Husband with full of sincere love.
"Mas, you must never leave me, and curse me" I said as if begging.
Mas Rian was shocked from the look on his face.
"What the hell, Mah," Mas Rian seemed to be covering up and hiding something.
Mas Rian also seemed to be unable to say anything.He was just cool eating with his fried bananas.
•••
Half an hour later.
"Well, Mama is now sleeping" said Mas Rian. Mas Rian then kissed my forehead and clutched my body tightly with full comfort.