My Handsome Doctor
PROLOG - RAYS

Ray Gialwi Septian's. I was born and raised in the middle of a family. My childhood life is arguably very rich in treasure. My father owned a construction company, and my mother was a Bank employee. I was their only child.

From a young age my father expressed his desire to make me a successor in his company. Even my father supported me more to take business college than medical college. Even my father was planning to send me to college in America. I was thinking the same thing as my dad before I changed my mind.

I met a girl when I was 17. Our introduction happened when the girl helped me when my leg was injured by a tree branch. He helped me take care of my wounds. We got acquainted, and began to tell the story of our childhood.

I admire that girl so much. He had gotten used to the rigors of life, experienced many sad stories, and struggled on his own for his future. He is also intelligent, often a class champion at his school. He also told me how much he wanted to be a doctor.

The longer I'm fascinated by him. His father's stature, his maturity, his intelligence, and his firm stance. I fell in love with her, and it turns out she feels the same way as me. He has always encouraged me to be an independent person. No matter how well established my parents are, I should be able to stand on my own feet.

We decided we wanted to fight together to enter the Faculty of Medicine at the top State University in the city. Every night we studied together, and I became more and more fascinated with him. He is so intelligent, even with his limitations he can master the lesson so well.

A year later we were both admitted to the Faculty of Medicine. We're very happy. It has crossed my mind about the future we will have.

"I want to be a Pediatrician" he said one day as we were going through a freshman orientation. "You're just an Obstetrician, Wi.." chirped again.

He called me Alwi, because he thought my first name was too westernized.

"I'm just the Director of the RS. I want to have my own RS, take care of it myself, so I can get close to you continue" I said when it made him smile.

"Your business spirit is not cross, yaaa.." He laughed while pinching my stomach.

Through the first semester, I can already guess he must have got the best score, and sure enough. He got the highest Achievement Index in our generation, and continued in the following semester. He applied for a scholarship to a Government Institution, and it turned out to be granted, so he did not have to worry about the cost of his studies until it was completed later.

We were so happy. There is only one thing that disturbs our happiness. My parents did not know about our relationship, even though we had been dating for almost 2 years. I know exactly, my beloved is not the right woman in my father's eyes, to be my companion. They often even introduced me to the daughters of my father's business colleagues, or my mother's acquaintances, so that I could get to know them.

In July of that year, my favorite girl will be 19 years old. I prepared a surprise. I invited him to dinner together at a villa on the top. He loves nature, especially the mountains. I feel like this is the right time to make his wish come true.

He was wearing clothes like the one who was going to climb the mountain, because I did take him with that excuse. He didn't know that I was already preparing the decorations for a romantic dinner. When he finally saw what I had prepared, he beat me up in annoyance.

"Tau gini I can dress more pantes. Can wear a dress.." chirped annoyed.

I laugh. "You are still beautiful, with whatever you wear, you are still charming, even without the slightest makeup. Happy birthday, dear.I hope you like this gift.."

Though still upset, he clasped my hand with a smile. "You don't have to do anything, because I didn't ask. The important thing is that we stay one way to achieve our two wonderful goals" he said.

I hugged her. How much I love this girl. Simple girl, but very simple. Unlike the girls his age, he was very mature.

We finished our dinner, before we finally got into the villa and sat on the floor.

"You are, Wi, a romantic dinner but the menu is like a wedding meal." she said with a laugh and stroked her overstuffed stomach.

"You said eating should be good, full, not just doang styles." I replied.

"Please, baby. I already have an income, really", I laughed.

He surprised me, then nodded. "yes, I forgot that you already have a company in your own name. But still, it's a legacy, Wi. You must be able to have your own, or just take care of yourself, not just the profit part," he said again.

That's how my girl, always motivating me to be better, never making me feel comfortable with all my parents' security.

I clasped his hand tightly, and looked into his eyes. "definitely. Later when I have been successful, already have my own RS, you must remain beside me huh. I don't want to be with anyone else.."

The girl smiled. We stared at each other for a long time, before finally the atmosphere of the night created turmoil in my heart. Youth turmoil, maybe, but for me this is not just the desire of young people. I love this girl so much, even though we were young, I really wanted her to be with me one day.

I brought my face closer to him, and I saw him start to misbehave. I grabbed the back of her hand, kissed her slowly, then started to kiss her red lips. He reflexively moved away, holding his lower lip. His face was red.

"Alwi.." I heard her voice.

"I love you." I said, drawing my body closer to him. I managed to make him fight his own fears and doubts.

It didn't take long for me to make her feel my passion that night. I want him to feel it too. To feel how much I wanted to have it all, not just for one night, but for the rest of my life.

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That morning I woke up from my sleep, finding him still sound asleep. I kissed her, and she woke up.

I feel guilty, but I can't deny how happy my heart is right now. "I'm sorry, yeah." I said slowly.

He shook his head slowly, his face was still flushed red, and looked misbehaved. "I was wrong too, Wi, can't control everything..."

I helped her get up, picked up her clothes that had fallen on the floor, and she accepted them while turning her face away. She looks embarrassed. He tried to get up on his feet while wrapped around his body in makeshift clothes. He looks so wrong. I-i understand. I turned my face away so he could get dressed.

"Aww.." he whimpered softly.

I know for sure the reason. I hugged him right away. "I'm sorry.." I said.

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Without us knowing it, the catastrophe began to happen. My father knew of our relationship, and was furious. My father forced me to end our relationship. I insist on refusing. My father also never gave up doing anything to separate us. I continued to fight until I finally gave up, when my father showed me a letter and a picture of my lover who was standing in a relationship with another man.

I sat down weak. The letter contained a farewell letter. It hurts so much. I chased her to her place of residence, but she was gone, leaving a deep wound in my heart. Even to this moment. It is still hard to open your heart to other women.

Until finally, 22 years later I knew a Young Doctor at the hospital where I served. The little girl who seemed to be starting to manage to open the door of my heart. She's very smart, reminding me how smart my boyfriend used to be. I felt comfortable spending time with him, but I felt that it still took me a while to interpret this feeling.