Marrying the Virgin Duda
Don't Expect Too Much.

Inside Abi's car is still pensive. He has not yet started his car engine which is still parked in the yard of his parents' house.

His mind grew increasingly confused, when his mother again said if she wanted to see her granddaughter.

How to bring them together if Abi himself does not know the whereabouts of Sekar and his son.

His secretary Johan had already said that Sekar rejected his given house. And it made Abi more regretful, because he had indirectly abandoned Sekar and his son.

While Abi himself is not ready to tell that he and Sekar are no longer in a relationship.

At that time Abi was really confused what to say to his mother.

Lucky when his mother whined back and asked him to deliver to see Sekar and his son. Suddenly, Mom's phone rang, the nurse who helped care for Dad called if the Doctor who handled Dad wanted to meet immediately to talk about his condition.

Though what his mother asked could be a reason for him to meet with Sekar and his son.

But Abi also cannot be selfish, because he told Sekar to leave his life. Letting the woman choose her own life.

Although in his heart actually Abi really hope to meet them, because Abi really wanted to apologize to Sekar and if still given the opportunity he would try to approach Sekar and his son.

Abi stared at his phone lying on the dashboard of his car. At that time Abi was so confused to contact Sekar, because Abi was afraid of himself if his good intentions were rejected by Sekar.

Long enough Abi thought until guilt and longing overcame everything. Abi emboldened himself.

Tut,,, Tut,, Tut,, Sekar has not raised his call, either because it is intentional or is busy Abi does not know.

But instead Abi was increasingly impatient to immediately hear the voice of the woman who became the mother of her child.

Until finally his call was raised Sekar.

"Hallo."

And nyess, the instant it felt so nano-nano, Abi felt like he had not heard the sound of Sekar for so long. They just split up a few days ago.

Abi is feeling happy

but on the one hand he also felt a sense of guilt that still haunted him.

Currently also his heart is racing because of the longing that has been felt increasingly.

Abi suddenly felt nervous as he was about to answer.

But not yet spoken, Sekar again said that immediately made Abi instantly silent, his guts suddenly shrunk. Abi forgot for a moment what he was going to say, along with his smile that also lingered began to dim.

"Hallo, who's sorry?" it turns out that Sekar has started to erase about himself from his life. It starts with deleting his personal number.

It seemed like there was no longer any hope, the door of the heart that he had not touched at all had already begun to close for him.

"Hallo."

This time Sekar's voice resuscitated him, and Abi immediately replied.

"It's me." Abi replied softly with a voice stuck in the throat, it turns out as sick as this feels discarded.

Which immediately reminded him of the incident where he planned a divorce when he just learned about Sekar's pregnancy.

Unaware that she shed her tears. Abi only realized it turned out to be so evil to Sekar first.

"Sorry I'm bothering you but can I say something? there's something important I have to say." Abi said back when Sekar had not said anything after Abi replied if he called.

Could it be that Sekar did not want to talk to her?

But when he saw that the call was still connected, Abi felt he still had a chance to talk about his intentions.

"Can I?"

"Ah, yes sorry Sir. But what's so important?"

Abi closed his eyes, when Tuan's call came back he heard from Sekar. If it used to be a normal thing, but somehow now Abi misses the call so much, it feels really happy.z

"I know you're still in town so where are you now?" there was a pause in speech, then continued his words ." I want to see you and your granddaughter."

But he did not realize that the sentence made someone misunderstand and his heart felt pain for the umpteenth time.

Though in fact, Abi also had a veiled intention of that attention. For Abi wanted to know where Sekar and his son lived.

"No need, tomorrow I'll come to your house myself, sorry when I'm done I turn off the phone." Answer Sekar, then immediately turn off the call.

Abi stared at the nanar on the screen of a dead phone. Abi felt that something was different with the tone of the last Sekar voice, different from the time he first greeted.

More sounding cranky and cold.

"She must hate me so much! don't expect too much Bi." Abi said with a heart covered with many regrets.

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While where Sekar is. Sekar is still waiting for his son's turn to check in the waiting room with his son and Aunt May.

Because it's not just his son who will do the examination. But there is another baby that is also thought to have just been born.

Seen from the mother who still uses a wheelchair, while her husband who still looks stiff carrying their baby.

It seems clear that the small family is very happy with the presence of their children.

And that makes Sekar very envious, as a woman. Sekar also desperately wants a whole family for his son.

Want a husband who also takes care of their baby. Really, I really want all of that.

But I think back to her marriage. Sekar immediately buried his wishful thinking, harboring it deep. Do not want to continue to be hurt because the man who had been her husband never wanted to.

Not even for his son, the man.

"Oh God." Sekar tried to strengthen his heart by mentioning the name of his Lord.

Sekar looked at her baby who was being swung by Aunt May, because her mistake was also her son did not get the rights he should have obtained as a child. She felt guilty for her son.

Forgive Mama Nak.

The phone that rang averted his eyes, Sekar seeing if an unnamed number called him.

Once quieted for a moment, because Sekar seemed hesitant to lift it.

But for fear that it was an important number from his family or not, Sekar finally relented.

"Hallo." He said as he raised his call.

"Hallo, who's sorry?" sekar said back because the caller did not answer his words.

But it is the same as not saying, until the third time someone has said who he is.

"It's me."

Deg. That voice, even though Sekar did not remember even deleted his number. But Sekar still remembers clearly the voice of the man who was calling him.

The voice he had always missed was also hated by him.

When the man came back to say the reason why to contact him. Somehow Sekar was so hopeful if the man was looking for him as well as his son.

And what Sekar hoped was true, the man, the man he still missed, the man he still hated was looking for him and his son.

Can you hope for more now? if the man asks for it back he will accept it? can He put aside his hatred and start forgiving him?

but now Sekar does not know what he should behave like. At this time he felt only a little happy because the man was still concerned with him because he was still looking for him.

But it turned out that it was all just a trick, because in the next second the man threw out hope that had soared.

Which turned out not Abi who was looking for him, but his mother who had become his former father-in-law who was looking for him was also his son.

Don't be a fool for expecting too much from a fool like He Sekar.

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