
The car carrying Abi and Sekar has now arrived in front of the Sekar contract. They're not out yet, I don't know what they're talking about.
Although the day is not too late but the complex where Sekar lived looks lonely. Only a few small vehicles passed by.
In the contract Sekar, Zayn is still cool with his toys accompanied by mba Tuti neighbor Sekar also who has been helping him keep Zayn if he lives at work.
They are in the living room which is also used as a family room because there is a television and some other items.
When he heard the sound of the car engine stopping, Zayn immediately stopped his toy and suddenly chattered to his mother. As if she knew her mother was coming.
"Ma_ma," his finger pointed towards the outer door that was still closed. Zayn was smart to call his mother mama is not papa anymore. While Mba Tuti who accompanied Zayn only smiled and responded as necessary when he saw the intelligence of his neighbor's son.
Before long the door opened, someone who had been waiting for Zayn turned out to be right came. Her mother appeared with lips that gave a warm smile when she saw her happy-looking son. Sekar misses his son all day, feeling guilty because the time must be divided because to find money.
Mama apologizes Zayn .
In his heart Sekar was not tired to continue apologizing to his son
Zayn immediately stretched out his hands and moved them, as if he could not wait to be carried by his mother.
With sprightly Sekar immediately put his original bag and took his son and then carried it. Do not forget to give a lot of kisses on the cheeks that begin to contain.
Zayn is healthier because since returning from the hospital, Sekar has given MP ASI regularly. It was indeed very late, and it made Sekar feel guilty for it.
But now Sekar had promised himself that his son was the main one now.
"Pa_pa," in Sekar's sling, Zayn spoke again, but switched to calling with papa's greeting.
Just knitting his brows was astonished, why did his son suddenly call his papa_? can his son feel his father's presence when he takes his mother home?
If indeed it is how strong their inner bond is, Sekar smiles wryly because of it. Why does it feel so unfair when her son and ex-husband have a strong inner bond.
And therefore Sekar so doubted his decision again. Has he truly forgiven Abi's guilt? I don't know, Sekar himself doesn't seem sure .
Since Abi regularly came to him, Zayn can already call it papa and has memorized also the face of his father. Maybe because of that, Sekar also a little lethargic and willing to consider about Abi's feelings for him. That Zayn needs a father too.
The one who was being talked about in silence suddenly came, Abi did not go home immediately after dropping off his ex-wife.
Indeed, Sekar had told him to go straight home after driving him, considering it was not good night to bring men into his house.
She who was a widow, made Sekar always fortify himself when it comes to male guests. Sekar just doesn't want the neighbors around his house to talk about it that no-no. For they did not know who Abi was the father of his son.
"It's true, my son hasn't slept." Abi said as he entered and saw his son who was in Sekar's sling.
Sekar who just knew Abi's arrival was shocked, especially now that the man is now seen to be approaching him. When Abi will kiss Zayn's cheek that is automatically the distance from Sekar's face is only a few inches considering Zayn is in his mother's carrying.
The masculine scent of Abi's body made Sekar instantly tense, the shadow as their lips met again appeared in his recollection. Makes his ex-wife reflexively take a step back from nervousness.
"Ke_why are you still here?" wonder, did not he just agree to go home when Sekar kicked him out? then why is it suddenly here?
While Abi did not answer but only smelled his smile when he saw his ex-wife who stuttered while talking. Moreover, seeing the look of Sekar now somehow Abi felt more and more in love to see him.
Sekar threw his gaze to the side, not wanting his face to face with Abi even though his ex-husband was talking to Zayn. But Sekar realized that Abi occasionally saw it also through the tail of his eyes.
Please stay away, I want to breathe.
His position really made him uncomfortable.
"Zayn misses papa huh?" although it was still outside the house, Abi could still hear it when Zayn called his papa greeting. Therefore Abi undoes his intention when he will go back into his car.
The toddler only responded with vague babbles because it was not too fluent to speak. But looking at the smiling Zayn it seemed like the toddler was very happy with his father's presence.
"May I carry him?" ask
Abi to Sekar, then Abi immediately took Zayn from the sling of Sekar after getting approval.
While Sekar breathed a sigh of relief as her ex-husband began to move away from her with Zayn who was in the man's arms.
For a moment his gaze and heart warmed when he saw something he had dreamed of now happening. The father of his son now looks very loving and treats his son warmly.
But one that is very dear now, considering the status of those who now have no relationship anymore than just the word ex.
Until a few minutes passed, now Sekar saw Abi who is now carrying Zayn only with his left hand while his right hand patted the toddler's back. Maybe Abi's trying to put his son to sleep.
When Sekar was still at home looking at the togetherness of the child and father that made him very touched, suddenly the voice of someone who had since been invisible in their eyes surprised him, Sekar hurriedly turned around.
"Sekar, mba go home first well," said mba Siti smiled thinly.
"I_iya mba, sorry Sekar forgot that there was mba," Sekar grinned to feel bad for the woman who was older than him.
Mba Siti just nodded, then came out after Sekar thanked him for his help guarding Zayn. Sekar also slipped a few pieces of money in the woman's hand while shaking hands with her.
Apparently all that did not escape Abi's vision when the man wanted to tell Sekar that Zayn had fallen asleep comfortably in his father's warm chest.
" Where can I put Zayn to bed?" abi asked when Tuti came out. He is in front of Sekar now.
Then Sekar showed and led Abi to follow him who was none other than towards his room and Zayn.
After Abi put the toddler who had fallen asleep on a small mattress owned by Sekar by not forgetting to put a pillow and bolster on the side of his son as a barrier.
Now the two humans who once had a husband-wife relationship without ties of feeling are outside, standing side by side while staring at the road.
"I hope you don't continue working at that place anymore."
Just looking at her ex-husband, she knew what Abi meant. This must be about the time at the restaurant parking lot where he works.
It turns out that Abi is also thinking about the behavior of Rendi which makes him feel disappointed.
Either Sekar will agree to Abi's request or not, but Sekar clearly hopes he has not wanted to meet with Rendi first.
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