Marrying the First Love

Marrying the First Love
Episode 59's


Lubi stared at every unease that started raging. The school building was the same


like old times. Not much has changed.


The man who was about to retire opened the school gates.


"Father knows this woman." asked Thubi teasingly.


"I know, it was your old inceran woman at school."


Thubi laughed crisply at the response of the security guard.


Lubi stared at each wall of the school, starting to hurt his head for a moment.  Thubi leads Lubi to explore the corridors of the classroom. The room so made his heart beat unrelenting. From the glass window he stared at the chair in the corner.


Thubi towards Lubi's view.


“You want to go inside? That's your seat first when reading in the library.” explained Thubi


slow for a moment.


Lubi shook his head slowly, undoing his intentions. He could not yet receive that memory


in a hurry. His head started to hurt occasionally.


His steps this time continued to walk stride towards the classroom corridor.


Thubi this time preceded Lubi's step, Lubi's gaze this time changed and there was something


differ. Thubi has been wearing a high school uniform, his face and hair have now been


change the tempo first.


“That's our class.” show Thubi leading Lubi walking closer to the classroom


those.


Lubi was silent and stared at the chair that Thubi showed.


“Your first time in High School, there are men who always look at you from a distance. Feelings


the curious want to follow every hour wherever you go.


From curiosity, admiration and a love to get to know you more closely. Till


the feeling was shame to reveal.” clear Thubi recounts memories


they once.


Now Lubi seemed to be incarnating a figure who wore a school uniform his steps towards


canteen. He was so uncomfortable from the gaze of the man who stole a glance at him


from distance. When he saw the man pretending to take his eyes off.


I don't know why every day that gaze became accustomed to Lubi. If he doesn't


finding the man, he will search.


Once the letter was tucked away in Lubi's book, Lubi's gaze fell on an empty bench as


that's. That day he did not see the eyes of the owner. Suddenly a sense of longing


will be his presence.


Lubi simply held back the feeling of not daring to open his heart, only to be restrained within


shut up and hide.


“You have to slow down just remember it is not forced.”


Lubi nodded while bowed.


“My head hurts.” groaned Lubi.


“We just go home, it's enough for today.” Thubi embraces Lubi's shoulder with


gentler. Lead him out of the school building. Towards the car parked in front of the gate.


“Thank you, Sir.” said Thubi to the security guard.


“Ready, stop by here often.” The security guard smiled, closing the gate.


“We eat first, before going home.” take Thubi a moment to turn on the car engine. Lubes


just nodded slowly following Thubi's invitation. Not much talking and more


many daydream this time Lubi in the car.


“Do not think too much.” whispered Thubi looking at Lubi for a moment.


“You must be upset to face my nature?”


“Why be upset?  exciting to repeat


back school memories first.”


“My actions are complicated and sometimes make me dizzy myself.”


“Do not think too much, just live like living a normal life.”


“But I don't feel at home in this condition, my memory is partially erased. Yang


sad memory of my own husband. I really am not at all


intent on ruining our marriage. But can you help me get through


times now. The cage I blame for every action. Every time I think about it


every one of those feelings of guilt. Especially after the death of Mama,


which is more fucked up.  Mamah still


thinking of my marriage before he breathes.” explained Lubi this time


crying out.


Thubi stopped his car for a moment, giving Lubi a tissue.


“Trust me, we'll get through this together. I'll never leave you.”