Marrying the First Love

Marrying the First Love
Episode 42


Shiren confirmed what was told


Thubi, Lubi's husband.


“She was your first love in High School.”


“But I really have no love?


is it possible that my memory was cut off with Adrian?”


“It could be, but the bad news is Adrian


will marry.”


“What?”


“You don't know at all, even Adrian


didn't tell you?”


Lubi.


“What will my destiny be indeed fate


here you? a lifetime of not having the love for my own husband that I consider


so a stranger?”


“If you guys keep house, feelings of love


it will grow, and slowly your memory will recover. Try for the child


you guys.”


“But my heart hurts, hearing Adrian will


married. He never even told me.”


“Maybe he keeps your feelings.”


“What a good thing, I met him to change


her decision?”


“For what else, don't be stupid.


thinking about your husband's feelings?”


Lubi crying.


“But that's what I want..”.


“That's what you believe, because it's suggested


your memories are still chaotic, so no matter the truth, do not


call it memory? if you still want to see him, you're the same


ruining your own household.”


“But I can't do anything, that's what


it's in my memory last time.”


“Stop, don't speak memory again.”


Shiren's voice this time was rather high.


“Pacify yourself, look at your husband.


How he tried to get you first and you have to defend the house


your ladder. Do not get carried away by the ego for a moment just in the name of memory.”


“I can't..”.


“If your current position is like your husband?


hows it? are you still that hard? do you just think about your feelings? and what


said someone else? especially the child you bear, one day he asked


who's his real father? are you still concerned about your feelings? or you will


slowly left behind by your own child someday he will grow up because


he knows the real evidence that the separation of his father and mother because of more


attach importance to memory?”


Lubi was silent, only able to cry. Can't


say nothing more.


“Patience, just follow your current position.


Learn to love your husband who has been trying to wait for you to help recover


your memory. Stop thinking about Adrian, even though he's my cousin, really no


I'll never knock you both out.”


Shiren hugged Lubi, to calm down


his friend is so weak.


Until Lubi's night at Shiren's house, finally


Thubi.


.......


All the way, in the car. Lubi Eye


still puffy, Thubi did not dare to ask anything he did not want to disturb his wife


for the time being.


“What we should eat outside looking


new mood?”


Lubi just kept quiet and didn't press.


“There is a good place to eat, first you


often ask to be taken to that place.”


Without further ado Thubi turned the road.


It was a bright night, many stars in the


“You often order this ginger drink to


warm up, I ordered one yes..”


Thubi called the waiter and ordered food


and booze.


Lubi was just busy staring at the situation at


approximate. Did she take her husband to this place often? Ah never mind


this time Lubi just followed. True, said Shiren, there is no harm


following the flow of his current state of position.


Thubi was busy choosing the menu, before long Lubi


looking at her husband's face up close. Is this how her husband treats her? Till


sometimes Lubi's ketus answer or even ignore her husband answers or jokes


with his response every time he spoke.


Lubi looked down for a moment, sometimes he felt


guilty of his outrageous attitude but sometimes his emotional condition


unaltered. Maybe at this time Lubi needs to adapt to his emotional condition


at present.


“Why daydream? How there is a point


last chat with Shiren?”


Lubi shook his head slowly.


“Nothing need process to remember


back in the past is not an easy thing.”


Thubi was clear for a moment.


“How long have we not met from SMA?”


Ask Lubi.


“Clarity of year, why? You remember about


SMA?”


“Not yet, but just want to know how long


we've been separated since SMA.”


“We each live after SMA, no


there's news or news all don't call each other. Maybe it was fate in


meet with the matchmaking between our Mamah who are both friends of Arisan.


We both don't know if we're in a match? and that's how we found it


back.”


“Before are you not close to


a woman?”


Thubi.


“You only..”.


“Lying..”


Thubi reminded me.


“Who's Dance..”


“Oh..he's just my secretary..”.


“And is close to his son. Find-out


me with Dance?”


“She has resigned..”.


“Reason? or did you cover up on purpose?”


“Last before the accident, you


I met him after our vacation. You yourself met with Tari asking


the reason he resigned. Now I don't know where he is.”


“But his house remind?”


Thubi was silent somehow this time around


it turns out that there is no appetite for food. Either fight for quarrels


make him sometimes more want to step back slowly but he must be patient for the sake of


her child.


“Teruplah, sometimes my explanation is not


means.”


This time Thubi didn't want to talk anymore.


“It is better. There's no match


again.”


Obviously Lubi left Thubi


just sit still. Food and drinks were ordered


be in session.


“Sorry, this Mba just wrap it all up, I


wait in car.” Obviously Thubi gave money to the waiter.


Lubi slammed the entrance to the car.


Seriate....