
"Your heart can also be as bright as the sky really, as long as you don't have too many thoughts." Sarah said to me.
"Aamiin's."
"Nes Let's help bring this food and neaten it into the living room" call my uwaku.
"Well, just a minute."
"Let me go to the kitchen first huh, you wait here."
" I'll help you."
"What's not a hassle?"
"You're talking about what the hell, yeah not at all."
" Thank you, yes yu kedapur."
" high sma. Yuk." yuk." Sarah answered with a smile and went to the kitchen with me.
Sarah and I brought food from the kitchen, and I kept it and tidied it up in the living room.
At 11 pm we have finished cooking and preparing a teaching dish. The study will be held at 14 p.m.
Mama came out of the room using a white robe just like uwa and the mothers of the study wear.
At the time of the study in person, I heard a lecture that was very touching, and mom was made to cry over the lecture that the graduate gave.
"God loves us by taking something we love, for example a member of our family died. You must feel very deep sadness, right? Because of the family that is usually always with us, what is the same we have now God took. Do not be sad because there God is testing you, God loves you, God will bless you so God will test you. You can definitely get through it. God tests us according to our ability, you are strong, you are great, you can get through it. You must keep hushnudzon to him.do not grieve excessively, because God does not like it, and if we are sad excessively, crying day and night will not be able to change God's destiny, and if we are sad too much, weeping day and night will not be able to change God's destiny, we cannot change God's test, we can only live it. If we live it patiently, sincerely and confidently then we can pass it well. Leave everything to God and try to get through it."
"Don't love something too much because it could be what you love now you will hate later. Or vice versa hate something properly because it could be what you hate now you will love later."
"If you want something, you always ask God endlessly, but God has not granted it.
There are 3 God's answers
Received directly
Wait, God tells us to wait, because he might give it at the right time.
Something is not good for you so God does not give it and God will replace it with better. Allah knows what is good and bad for his servants. It could be that what you think is good is not necessarily good in his eyes, and vice versa could be what you think is not good but good in his eyes. Keep trying until we get something good.
Since that day's study, my mother was not very sad anymore, now she started as usual again, not quiet anymore and excited.
"Mama has resigned all the same god of tea, mama wishes the best, if you have to take, mama sincerely because God loves you more than us" said mama to me.
"Yes, we have tried our best for Dad, we have prayed day and night for his recovery, we just wait for the results while trying. Mama's smile drops back in spirit again." I said while hugging my mother and mama also returned my embrace with a smile and stroked my head.