Mama You're a Great Woman
If my Heart were as Bright as Heaven

The morning had come, we were always waiting for news of our father's development that never changed.

Today we will conduct a study in our home, asking God to give you a miracle to heal.

Uwa, my aunt and brothers were busy in the kitchen cooking and preparing dishes for studies. Mama was teaching and reciting in the room, I was looking after my sisters while helping my aunt clean up the living room.

[1/10 06.19] Ncl: I saw that afternoon, the sky was very bright, the sun was shining very bright and beautiful, the sound of a rush that flew in the air seemed to complement the beauty of the sky.

I fell silent by the window of the middle room observing the beauty of the sky, I thought if my heart could be as bright and beautiful as the sky, it would be very pleasant.

"God is so beautiful, as there will be good signs." Said my aunt approaching me.

I looked at her

"What if the sky is clear will there be something good bi?" ask my aunt

"Wallah a'lam. But easily there will be something good and good news. Aamiin's"

"Aamiinu. Hopefully the good news is that you can recover, so you can get together again with us here" I said, smiling at my aunt

"Aamiin, god. You have to pray a lot."

"Yes bi."

"Auntie to the kitchen first yes, want to help uwa and aunt elin, keep the sisters okay."

"Okay bi."

Aunt went into the kitchen.

I still observe the sky and praise the beauty of this creation of God.

"god, subhanallah, God, subhanllah, god, subhanallah."Say it over and over again.

Suddenly my friend Maen Sarah approached me

Yesaaa since my father's accident I rarely go out of the house can even be said not at all, I came out just silent in front of the yard of the house, school and najai it was just a moment, too, I had to help my mom take care of my sisters, so I rarely went out.

"I'm at sar house, I help uwa, aunt and mama take care of my sisters sar."

"I think you're leaving."

"Not Sar."

"Why didn't you tell me you were home all this time? I'm the same friends will be able to play to your house, nemenin you skip this time."

"Thank you, but I don't want to bother you, I don't want to fuck you all up."

"You have not replicated us Nes, we are friends, we have long been friends, you must share with us, if you still consider us your friends or friends."

I was friends with sarah from before I entered Kindergarten and until now, although I and Sarah were different schools but we always played together, because sarah and I used to be next to each other. but now it's moved and pretty far away from my house, even though Sarah's house has moved, we still always play, me, Sarah, Nisa, and Nova. they are my friends.

"I'm sorry I'm sar."

"Yes gapapa. I'm sorry we're also because we're not next to you."

"Daddy sar. thanks for everything"

"Hmmm. Nes you see the sky is so bright?"

"Yes, I was looking at the sky right now."

"You know that sky why it's that bright?

"Maybe it won't rain today so the sky is that bright."

" No. But the sky is smiling because you are a strong child, you are strong against all this, you still smile like that even though your heart is not good."

"If my heart could be as bright as the sky, all my smiles would be no lie and no pati would be pleasant."