Make Your Choice's
Rosela Wibowo

Roselle POV.

I am Rosela Wibowo, from a male family that upholds caste and tradition, culture.

19th ago I was betrothed by my parents, at that time I was 20th, still studying economics.although my parents did not allow me to go to college, I was still in college, but I remained stubborn for college.luck was on my side, my father loved me too much, so whatever I wanted was always in his company.

but that's my regret, if I always obey my mother's wishes, maybe I can refuse this match.

I have a lover. Hermawan ignatius although he also came from a family who were, but my father and mother did not approve of this relationship.The first reason, different beliefs, and, the second I have been betrothed and have no right to refuse because all this time I always got what I want. So my mother and father this time forced me to stay married with his choice.

Vishnu tri Anggono, he will be betrothed to me. the son of my father's friend, the owner of a large oil palm plantation in Jambi. and Vishnu, Vishnu, at the age of 23, he has just graduated from economics but already has a stake in an oil company in the country of Malaysia's neighbor.

if this marriage starts with hate it's still better, but my relationship with her is bland, just agreement and formality, full of lies.

after the wedding was over, I decided not to go home with my parents.he already had a house in a city, which was very far from my parents or parents.

I am not surprised by the house we will live in, it is natural that it is luxurious like a palace, because he is also from the family.

the first time we occupied the house, it was just me and him, and the maid who came home in the late afternoon.

time passed so quickly, both sides of the family wanted their descendants, but how would there be, Although home, but we very rarely met. I was busy chasing my S1, but, and he was busy going back and forth between Malaysia, or Jambi, despite our 1st wedding, we very rarely had a conversation just rarely, just sitting together for a chat.

ever since this marriage happened, honestly I've given up on my love, my heart's been dead ever since I decided to go along with my parents' wishes. but Vishnu was always busy, and I did not care, did not expect love from him, until the demands of the grandson, I decided to go into his room.

tock....

"get in!"

when I opened the room, the owner of the room was still busy with his computer, and I found him wearing a kimono, which was thin looking, behind the kimono I was wearing sexy lingerie, who is ready to make the nightstand earthquake that looks quiet and cold.

"woe! rest a moment! don't keep busy, don't lose if you only rest an hour or two."

without looking, he answered,

"within 5 minutes."

not five minutes, he's done and he's finally seen me.

actually I was nervous that night, it was my first time, and I was going to do it with someone I didn't know.and I was the one who asked her. no longer expecting anything.

"what is necessary?

/"no need to be formal, we are husband and wife Now, even though I have never and have no interest in knowing you, I am willing to do it with you."

"hmh! so frankly."

/"already, we made a deal! from now on we just live this fake life, well even if I have to be a real mother, if the time comes, you can divorce me and marry the woman you like, with the records both my parents are gone."

"wasn't that too cruel? considering that it was because of your parents that you could breathe in this world?"

he said as he walked towards me, sitting beside me, on his bed.

"for the gentanyi princess, you're pretty arrogant! by the way, where do you want to start?"

his tan made me thump in fear, nervous, mixed into one. The baritone's voice pierced the ear until it seemed to penetrate into the heart and make a foreign pulsation in my chest.

"whatever! we are legitimate! so you're free to do it!"

answer me accordingly, while holding back the raging taste in my chest.

"hmmm,, okay, okay,

he said getting closer to my ears, my throat was getting cold, this foreign feeling made me want to explode it felt. wanted me to retreat, but I was ahead, never mind me giving up, lose, automatically my mind set, like I was betting with him.

"should I start with your lips first? or go on an adventure on your twin hills looking for Cherry?"

"you?! Why you. hmphm"

he immediately devoured my lips, playing his tongue in my mouth.

I struggled, but the power was so strong,

"hmmphuah, huh, (no breathing)

"you, what are you.."

/"of course heat up the machine! you've decided to give grandchildren to those parents, and now you can't back down."

he whispered again, without hesitation and fear again I followed his play. inchi for the sake of inchi he enjoyed and explored my body, nothing escaped from his tongue, nothing escaped, the game was very doubtful if it was the first time for him, but whatever it was not my business.until time passed finally our first daughter was born, Karuna Respati.

and the years passed, until I forgot the deal, because without me knowing I was drowning in this false happiness. Until one day, when Karuna turned 9, Vishnu suddenly questioned his son. it started with a misunderstanding, though,

when Hermawan came to our house, he stopped by to give an invitation to the campus reunion, unfortunately he came at night, when Hermawan left, Vishnu happened to come home, and worse they just pass the car, and worse they just pass by, there was that commotion.

"who came?"

/"old friend."

"male or female?"

/"men. why? tumben asked a lot?!"

"your ex-lover?"

/" yes!"

from the tone of the question that slid from his mouth I could feel an implied suspicious feeling ,

"the next time you cheat, don't stay at home! remember we have two daughters! it would be bad for them!"

he said spicy without Tabayyun find out more about why and what needs.

I was angry, didn't explain anything to him, I didn't want to cause a night commotion.

"alright!"

my answer was short, I thought it would be over, but it turned out that the charges were getting further and further widened.

"when have you been in a relationship with him again?"

/"not your business!"

"then..who's Karuna's son?"

/"what are you talking about? we make what our child is?!"

"tomorrow morning I want a DNA test!"

/"you're outrageous! is that how I am in your eyes?! you don't need a DNA test, since today you doubt he's not your son anymore! Karuna is not your son! satisfied!!"

I said as I went to stomp my footsteps irritated, but suddenly stopped when I saw the karuna standing behind the wall, I'm sure Karuna must have heard the words.I ignored it, I ignored it, because I think he's a kid to understand that.

to hell with the deal, in the end this feeling started to take over and take over my brain.This heart was destroyed because of his prejudice.

I never knew what kind of girl he liked, but I'm just sure there's no way he didn't have the girl he loved before he was my match, considering I just had the guy I love, I think he's the same. I have never interfered in her affairs, her life, never asked, who, and where.especially when I started having my first child, I just enjoyed my role as a mother, she said, for me, that is all that is real in my life.

ever since that misunderstanding, Vishnu's attitude kept cold, it tormented me, that's when the real charade, the charade that tormented my mind I did it year after year, until I couldn't take it anymore, and realising a real cheating. Karuna grows up to be a smart, reserved teenage girl whose charisma looks a lot like Vishnu. I harness Karuna's intelligence to create this dramatic family ruin.

I can't believe I'm broken myself now. Vishnu brought home the woman, whom I thought he had married before he married me.