Love is Not Done
Chapter 47's

"I shouldn't let this darling be a love that keeps on blossoming beautifully in the heart. Imagining what I initially did and for a long time all this feeling I always pray in my prayer. Is it wrong that I love you Ndra? Of course my right to love any man on this earth and your right not to accept this love, and your right to love any other woman on this earth. But why does it hurt, even more painful than in the past you did not respond to the expression of my affection to you. God I don't want to feel this feeling, so much love and so much hate appearing just as great." A phallus that monologues with his sick heart.

"Darkamun mulu, the prey is consumed by food so that the spit comes home" snapped Kavi who saw Lingga just stirring his food without feeding a spoon into his mouth.

"Ah yes ... You Kav make a surprise" Lingga who was shocked by Kavi's bluff that was not loud at all. It's just that the soul and body of Lingga again do not compact so shocked just invited to talk.

Not until ten minutes Lingga has spent the food as well as Kavi who has finished first. Without greeting Danendra and his extended family, Lingga went straight to his car followed by Kavi who walked beside as if covering the body of Lingga so as not to be seen by anyone, especially Danendra.

Well that's what Lingga wants without saying Kavi has caught his point. Perhaps enough therapeutic shock for Linga to this day. Everything was too painful and painful.

"Go home, brother" asked Kavi who was sitting behind the wheel.

"Yes Kav we go home but if we can go around in circles first yes, I want to confide in you" replied Lingga who returned could not hold back his tears. Just flowing her tears.

"In the end you open your own feet, tell me as much as you, until the pain is at least not so heartbreaking to you. I really don't want you to be like this, crying out for love tang clapped one hand. While I'm here sincerely love you" Kavi's inner self remains focused on the wheel.

Kavi is the adopted son of aunty and her father Lingga who does not have children due to an accident that never experienced tantenya. The accident resulted in her tantric uterus being removed. This tantenya is the only sister of his papi Lingga. And because of the accident, his aunt and om Lingga took Kavi for adoption since Kavi was two weeks old. About this adoption has been known to Kavi since one year ago more precisely when Kavi entered High School. The age of Kavi and Lingga is the same, only different months and incidentally older Kavi.

But Kavi had to be a damper all the time Lingga actually save affection for his schoolmate, Danendra Wicaksana. He was only a faithful listener of the sacrifice of the Linga and unfortunately the greater and greater it became an extraordinary love. Without Lingga knowing all that also makes Kavi hurt. Kavi can only soak all the taste, he is quite happy when laughter is created at the corner of the lips Lingga. As his eyes flashed the true affection Kavi wished it was all for him. If it was a taste for him, of course, he would make the Lingga happy inner birth without the pain that Lingga feels today.

And tonight for the first time Kavi saw Danendra directly even though he had not been acquainted. And tonight too for the first time Kavi saw Lingga destroyed so badly. The cheerful phallus is gone already.

"You want to tell me what the hell sis" replied Kavi secuex maybe so as not to get carried away in his mood too.

"That was Danendra, Danendra Wicaksana the man who made me crazy. My first love and my next-hand love. And that lucky beautiful girl was Bilandra. Danendra's girlfriend who I also just found out that it turns out Danendra the cuex can also wait for the girl." Lingga story just like that with his empty gaze.

"Actually this afternoon I met them at the supermarket near his compound. Surprised to meet Danendra in this city, his name is never Danendra out of town if only to play. He's too busy with his coffee shop. But I was surprised because happily he was waiting for a girl who was busy shopping which is certainly the most important thing for Danendra who time is gold according to him.If not school yes surely he will the same focus of the business that he pioneered." continued the story of Lingga with an occasional he took a deep breath to dispel the tears that would go down freely without control.

Kavi who had stopped his car and seriously heard the story of Lingga can only take a deep breath. He did not want to make his voice to calm down. Kavi let Lingga take out all the pieces in his heart so that Lingga is much better.

"Sick yes Kav, love clapping one hand it turns out to be this sick. I don't think Danendra could give his heart to any girl. I guess her time is up for her studies and business, not interested in building a relationship, even if only a close friend is possible. Turns out I was wrong Kav, not that he didn't have time or won't but he hasn't found out like Bilandra, his current girlfriend." Linga continues to remove all the strands in his heart until it is not aware if the car they are riding just silently stops at the shoulder of the road. And of course there is Kavi who is silent to hear all his stories without being able to stare because the tears that come out of the beautiful eyes of Lingga is in pain according to him.

"I shouldn't be like this, what right do I have to be angry?I'm not Danendra's nobody. I'm just one of his friends. Or I'm one of the many girls who have the same taste as me for Danendra. And he exclaimed, equally not considered. But why is he still good, ahh maybe I was too hopeful with his kindness, when it was the same for other friends. That smile I thought was special to me, that hospitality I thought he was caring for me but I was wrong. Turns out I saw how demanding she was to be Bilandra. Not only was his smile ordinary, but his eyes were emanated with love and affection. All his actions are proof of his love for Bilandra that Danendra never did for us his girl friend." still keep Lingga telling me whatever she feels.