Love From Mas Duda
Indecision

Wafa sent a message to Inneke.

There was no reply from Inneke. Wafa was again approached by Ustadz Lana and Sabrina, they were also recently visited by Bian and Grietta.

"They're gone? Just like?" ask Ustadz Lana.

"Yes, Ustadz. Even Grietta just greeted me without saying anything. Though before he had been friends with me first" Sabrina said.

"really. Looks like Grietta is trying to hide from Mr. Bian about him who's already starting to talk. He just shook hands with me and slowed his hands" Ustadz Lana said.

"Come, Ustadz, Sabrina. I even feel so. Ever since Mr. Bian came, Grietta hasn't said a word. He only smiles when he agrees, and he will be quiet with his annoyed expression when he disagrees" Wafa said.

"Maybe Grietta wants to surprise Mr. Bian at home. We don't know what the little girl's gonna do, she's getting smarter!" the Ustadz Lana.

Then, Ustadz Lana took Wafa and Sabrina home. Before that, they stopped by the square mosque first to carry out their duties as Muslims.

In his Wafa prayer, he just wants happiness to accompany Grietta. Seeing the little girl happy, of course Wafa was also happy. No matter how, Wafa must immediately terminate the contract he has signed.

'What if this all ends so soon? The contract is valid for one year. It's been 4 months, Grietta can talk. Farewell is coming closer, why is my heart so sore?'

'Allah, meetings and partings I have often met. Why is this time different?' his inner.

If Wafa prays for Grietta's happiness, because Grietta's happiness is his happiness, another with Ustadz Lana who prays for the happiness and prayers that Wafa is saying that afternoon is fulfilled.

'O Allah, whatever prayer Wafa asks of You, please grant. Seeing him happy, I will definitely be happy, even though he is not with me. Aamiin Allahumma aamiin.'

After she finished praying, when she was about to put on her shoes, Wafa was surprised by Hana's presence. Wafa himself did not know why Hana was in the mosque.

"Wafa!" shouting Hana.

"Astaghfirullah hal'adzim" said Wafa stroking his chest. "Sir Hana?" call lirih.

"Gosh, is this you?" ask the woman. "Well, that's great! Come here, there's something I want to tell you. This is so important!" The woman pulled out her hand Wafa.

Until Wafa difficulties when about to wear his shoes that live next door only.

"Sir Hana, just slow down. Oh, shoes!" She dropped her shoes because she lost her balance.

"Forget your shoes .. uh, good. Mas, let's you grab my press shoes first, okay? Okay, la ..." Hana asked Ustadz Lana, who was beside Wafa at the time, to pick up her shoes.

Hana again pulled the guava to the end of the parking lot in the mosque square. Apparently Hana wants to tell Wafa about Flanella who will not be returning to Indonesia for a long time after doing her honeymoon.

"Nurse, bad, bad! Wafa Wawat!" exclaim Hana.

"Sir Hana, please calm down. Worry why, then please wait a moment, I will position my feet first," asked Wafa, while positioning his feet properly so that he can stand upright.

"Flanella is returning to Indonesia. It's likely that in one to two months he'll be home. You have to be careful, Wafa!" hana.

Wafa frowned. Of course this girl did not understand what Hana meant about Flanella's return that could not possibly have anything to do with her.

"Hey, Wafa. Why is your response like that?" hiss Hana.

"Well, continues? What am I supposed to do, sister Hana?" tanya Wafa was still astonished.

"Oh my God, I'm at least panicked, or surprised that, so that there is an effort when I have told you about Flanella's return," replied Hana.

"Yes, but what does this have to do with me? If Miss Flanella wants to go home, please, this is also her country, right? So it has nothing to do with me, brother!" exclaim Wafa.

Apparently when examined, what Hana tried to explain is that if Flanella came home and tried to take Grietta, then guaranteed death will never see the little girl again. Hana hears the story from her friend Flanella at this time, she says Flanella will take custody of her daughter and will be taken abroad.

***

Wafa and Ustadz Lana went home, drove Sabrina and chatted for a while in the living room of the foundation. Wafa did not tell Bian's invitation, fearing that Usatdz Lana would misunderstand. Especially about what Hana told her about her real mother Grietta.

"Wafa, why are you just silent? Did that woman say anything bad to you?" asked Ustadz Lana, when she was about to go home.

Wafa shook his head. "No, Ustadz. I'm just tired because I've spent a lot of energy all day for Grietta and Sabrina" Wafa reasoned.

"Owow, so. I say yes first if there is no problem with you, Tonight I have to attend an event, assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh," said Ustadz Lana.

"Waalaikumsalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh, be careful on the road, Ustadz."

When Ustadz Lana stepped up, she stopped her steps muttering in her heart, 'Wafa, am I not good enough for you? So that you can't share your senses with me yet? I know if you're not okay.'

After that, Ustadz Lana came home, as Wafa was walking towards the way home. When he got home, he saw that Inneke was waiting for him. Inneke met Wafa at night at the pesantren to discuss their departure to China, which will be held in one week.

"You just got home?" ask Inneke.

Wafa looked into the house.

"Just calm down, Abi hasn't come home she said since morning. So you don't have to worry if the clock just came home. Come on, come on in and tell me how Mr. Bian can take us abroad suddenly like that!" Inneke immediately pulled Wafa's hand.

After telling everything to the friend, then Inneke understood. Previously, Inneke had misunderstood Wafa between his relationship with Bian.

"So, it's all because of that little devil?" ask Inneke.

"Grietta. Why do you always call it the devil, anyway!" wafa Strictly.

"Wafa, devil—I mean the little girl, the Grietta, she's a little cunning, Wafa. You have to be careful. Who knows if he's hanging out with his dad to get your heart, right?" inneke said with a million bad thoughts.

"Astaghfirullah hal'adzim, Inneke. Where could such a thing happen. Grietta was a child, there was no way she would have such thoughts. You read too many novels and comics!" tampik Wafa's.

"Njirr, no, woy!" tepis Inneke, he would not be willing if Wafa accused him of being a victim of the story of novels and comics. "What I saw was an Indian series" he continued.

"Well, that! It's Inneke!"

Wafa was surprised by his best friend who likes to watch things that are not right. Moreover, Inneke explained that the new Indian series he watched was his conflict about infidelity and child custody struggles.

Not wanting to get dizzy, Wafa asks Inneke to go home. Then discuss something else tomorrow. Of course Inneke immediately agreed because the girl had to fulfill her promise to drink with her new friend.

After taking a bath, and the others, Wafa instantly broke down his body. Recalling with Bian's face that suddenly appeared when Wafa closed his eyes.

"Astaghfirullah hal'adzim, what the hell is this!" Wafa immediately woke up from his fall.

"Allahumma inni a'uuzubika minal hammi wal hazan. wa a'udzubika minal ajzi wal kasali, wa a'udzubika minal jubni wal bukhli, wa a'udzubika min gholabatid daini wa qahrir rijaal."

"Astaghfirullah, what prayer am I saying. O Allah, O Allah, forgive your servant,"

"Aghharrrr! I don't know!"

Wafa immersed himself in the bed and tried to sleep.

(The prayer that Wafa says is the prayer of forgetting someone who has been loved)