
‘’but not for me Na..’’ reply Bayu and it made Nabilla lift her head, Their eyes clashed against each other, but Nabilla quickly back lightning lowered her gaze.
Bayu's words made Nabilla very shocked, but he also couldn't possibly ask what reason Bayu said such a thing, Nabilla fell silent.
‘’Why silent.?’’ Ask Bayu
‘’Na feels not entitled to ask, because everyone has his assessment.’’ replied Nabilla
A thin smile was engraved from the corner of Bayu's lips hearing Nabilla's reply.
‘’You said knowing me is a gift... You know what is the grace of God that I am fighting for..?’’ Ask Bayu in a different tone, even the usual word Mas Bayu bahasa in his fox became Me
‘’Means Mas Bayu..?’’
Bayu turned his body and approached towards the window.
‘’travel you made me realize something.Make me always have dignity to the Almighty, Make me carry your name in prayer..’’.
Nabilla is still confused by the direction of Bayu's conversation.
‘’You don't want to ask why? And what is the reason ..?’’
Nabilla did not answer, she was even more silent while staring at Bayu's back
‘’I was struggling to get that grace, and you know what grace I'm struggling with that .?’’ ask Bayu while turning his body
Nabilla was still silent, for some reason her heart was beating so fast that it was difficult to say words.
‘’I am struggling to make you my life friend Nabilla, who wants to fight together to his Jannah..’’ I Bayu with teary eyes, take courage from nowhere, but Bayu did not waste the slightest opportunity because for him to wait for Nabilla for a year this sense was long enough. He had lost and this time he seemed unable to if he had to lose the second time.
‘’Honestly at first there was a sense of disappointment with your decision to leave without news, but his walk when God awakened me...’’.
‘’Love does not have to be always about being patient and chatting...’’
‘’say Darling I love you.’’
‘’or just ask, what are you.??’’
‘’you've eaten yet.??’’
‘’or tithed message, Keep health yes, Careful...’’
‘’Color of Love is there through Prayers that are skyrocketed for him.’’
‘’ya Allah I entrust him to You, Take care of him, Easy his affairs and his provision. Strengthen it in the privilege of You..May You mourn our future meeting. That is the prayer I pray..’’.
Hearing Bayu's confession makes Nabilla teary, there are tears that he can withstand so as not to fall, he is increasingly confused to answer what to Bayu's confession.
‘’ada some tips of knowledgeable people, tips of our great Teachers...’’
‘’Build Love above marriage, not marriage above love..’’
‘’Married to a loved one it is hope, but loving the beloved is a duty..’’.
‘’Married it not with the person you love, but loved the one you married..’’.
‘’may seem rushed or too fast, but there is no reason to delay it, Mas do not want the taste of this later will even be dirty…because the devil has many ways of ruining it all..’’.
Seto is a witness Bayu expressed his feelings, beyond me Seto carved a happy smile, and hope Seto Nabilla will accept Bayu..
‘’Jawab mbak.ansawa...’’ is not Nabilla sound but Seto voice.
Nabilla also raised her head, in her courage to ask ‘’What Mas Bayu loves Nabilla..?’’.
Bayu carved a smile at Nabilla's question..
‘’From the tips I heard, there is one more suggestion that makes me more confident to go so far, the advice from Sayyidina Umar bin Khattab who said it..’’ replied Bayu.
‘’You will understand, that choosing the couple is not only because of love, but also about who will accompany your mother to close her eyes.
Hearing Nabilla's narration that she also knew the advice made Bayu smile sumringah.
‘’ruk Na.. it is Sayyidina Umar bin Khattab.. chose the couple not only because of Love, because in the household love it only lasts a while, As long as the seeds of the plant, it needs to be treated every day. And that is able to take good care of it is our closeness to the Creator.’’ Bayu Reply
‘’Mas wants to build that Love on marriage, and if Allah meridhoi it with you Nabilla Khairunissa..’’
Because the name of Bayu was not separated from every prayer he chose away not because he ran away.
as Bayu said, Far away from them, the distance that exists is God's way of preserving the sense that exists, God's way of making them closer to God.
Without all of us being able to realize that the test is a form of God's love, God wants his servant to approach the sangaat close by prostrating, God wants to embrace his servant , god has determined that no one can resist and change destiny as great as our prayers and good deeds...
‘’You must not answer now, three days in the future Mas still cover pesantren activities, you can ask God for guidance first, steadfastness to determine the answer.’’
Faintly heard footsteps leading towards them, Seto entered back into the visiting room.
‘’Mbak.. there are satri children coming in this direction.’’ Seto said
‘’ Assalamualaikum Ustazah.. ‘’ greetings two santriwati's.
‘’ Waallaikumusallam .. ‘’ reply Nabilla and Also Bayu serata Seto together
‘’Afwan ustazah, we were looking for ustazah but there is no hostel or library, said another santriwati ustazah was in the visiting room so we came here..’’.
‘’Iya no papa, anyone can ustazah help.?’’ Tanya Nabilla with full gentleness
‘’ada messages from Ummi , Ustazah requested to go to the kitchen...’’.
‘’baik, In Shaa Allah ustazah soon to be in the kitchen yes..’’
‘’well ustazah, we are permission to return to the hostel, Assalamu'alaikum ..’’
‘’ Waallaikumusallam ..’’
‘’mbak did not expect yes, this year much has changed, I am proud to know not anyway...’’.
‘’actually mbak also still learning To, mbak also feel heavy with the call, but Ustazah Maryam and Ummi explain in fact Ustad or Ustazah it means the same as Guru, Guru, and incidentally mbak taught also here..’’.
‘’hmm.. Mas for the previous In Shaa Allah Nabilla will immediately give his answer but can not now, and Nabilla must be permission to meet Ummi in the kitchen.’’ permission Nabilla.
‘’go, as I said earlier, think carefully, mas will wait for your answer after you are really steady to answer her.’’ reply Bayu
‘’sto Mas, Nabilla permission to kitchen, Assalamu'alaikum ..’’
‘’ Waallaikumusallam ..’’
Bayu and Seto also saw the departure of Nabilla, when Nabilla was not seen Seto instead patted Bayu's shoulder quite hard.
‘’Sick To..’’
‘’ih gerem it was me, it was serious too, why the hell should there be a bother, and why not directly mbak Nabilla reply aja.’’
‘’little child does not come back, already there check the Crew...’’
‘’eh good aja I in say small child..’’ protest Seto.
‘’have not had much protest, doain aja the best, Mas relieved God has found us again with Nabilla and Mas has also conveyed Mas's intention to Nabilla… about the final result have been fully submitted to Allah.’’ replied Bayu
‘’dan Mas want to say gini definitely his.. Seto... Allah is the best Planner. We can only live what God's plan is.. yes, I want to say it right...’’bala Seto.
Not the Answer, Bayu instead gave Seto a gift right in Seto's head.
‘’Crew check there.’’ by Bayu
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