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The true meaning of love

A woman was sitting in front of the window enjoying the breeze of the afternoon, her smile was glaring at the sky that was beginning to turn orange.

His eyes turned to look at the group of satri children who ran small towards the mosque, some were still sitting under the trees with the Quran in their hands.

He also remembered the moment earlier this afternoon when the children ran when their parents visited, hugging and crying as evidence of their longing and love adorned the atmosphere this afternoon.

‘’Ya Allah is so beautiful scenery here, see those who are so excited welcome Adzan come, see their excited muraja'ah .. really I feel slapped yes Allah..’’

‘’Too many must be servants o Allah.. Prayers that still can not be done at the beginning.about the lack of filial piety to parents, about the heart that is still negligent to You O Allah, God, about this bad self before You O God, while before man this self is so well known,,’

‘’Ya Allah do not let this self be good in the eyes of man, but so bad in Your eyes. Because whatever I do will be in vain..’’.

‘’ya Allah.make a good servant in Your eyes, keep the oral servant to not hurt anyone especially to the parents of the servant.’’

‘’Na..kok daydreaming, not ready, already want magrib loh?’’ Asked a veiled woman with tenderness, she was Maryam, one of the teachers or ustadzah in the ponpes where Nabilla lives today

‘’Astagfirullah sister Maryam,, yes this brother Nabilla want to get ready, suddenly to remember Father and Mother.’’

‘’Telfon are they, your HP is still in service right.?’’

‘’In Shaa Allah tomorrow Nabilla phone use phone hut kak.’’

‘’Allah is almighty knowing the condition of our parents, pray for them.. brother wait yes in the prayer room..’’.

In Ponpes Al-Hikmah if there is no study of the santriwati praying in the dormitory, do not pray join in the mosque.

Nabilla was prepared to take ablution and after he was ready to join with other santriwati, performing congregational prayers with other santriwati khusuk.

‘’Ya Allah , if You see my parents in a state of sin, please forgive his sin...’’.

‘’If you see him in a state of sadness, please cheer his heart...’’

‘’If you see him in a happy state, please perfect his joy..’’

‘’If you see him in pain, please heal his pain...’’

‘’If you see it in a state of worry, please change the feeling of anxiety into a sense of calm..’’

‘’If you see him in a state of weariness for all his struggles for his family, for his son, please give the best reply for him O God, namely the highest Heaven, Jannatul Firdaus.

‘’Aamiin Allahuma Aamiin..’’

Without Nabilla realizing her tears were dripping, not a prayer for her, but a prayer for her parents.

Maryam embraces Nabilla's shoulder when Nabilla has finished praying.

‘’kangen really yes.. why not go home first.?’’ Ask Maryam

‘’Nabilla does not know when to go home but In Shaa Allah if it is time..’’

‘’not ready to meet him..?’’.

‘’not brother, not ready yet..’’.

‘’Na... one of my teachers once said the meaning of True Love...’’.

‘’mau know no.?’’

‘’apa sis.?’’

‘’Best love is when you love someone who is able to make your morals more beautiful, your soul more peaceful, and your heart more wise.’’

‘’He who became an affirmative when your obedience faded, so an advisor when he was caught off guard in prayer, so limp when happy you are melting..’’.

‘’He is the greatest Love who not only wants to be with you in the world but also wants to be reunited in His Heaven..’’.

‘’Masyaallah.. hopefully Nabilla can find that love..’’ said Nabilla.

‘’Aamiin, In Shaa Allah..’’ reply Maryam by guaranteeing Nabilla prayer

"some say, gray is because of God, not because of humans, but sometimes our encounters with other humans that make us want to know God more... Remember with whom God arranged it, so take the lesson..."

"The father did not come for granted, for many Hidayah came but the man let him go, reluctant to pick him up..."

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In a different place a man was looking daydream in front of his laptop, because the door of his room that was open made the Mama could see her who looked dreamy.

‘’if tired of rest, if you are upset bring prayer..’’ said Mama Laras who was behind the son

‘’Mama is here already..’’

‘’tuh wide open room door. ‘’ while pointing towards door

‘’lig is something you think..?’’ Ask Mama Laras

‘’No Ma...’’ replied Bayu while kissing the back of his hand

‘’Bay, you are 9 months old Mom, Mama also gave birth and breastfed you, so can not lie.. tired from work and tired because the mind is different..’’.

Bayu smiled, he was the least able to lie to the mother.

‘’What is still the problem of Nabilla who again does not know where.?’’ guess Mama Laras

‘’Bayu also do not know Ma, why Bayu is so worried about him, Bayu sure the hell he is in a safe place, but more to curious maybe with his existence.’’ honest Bayu.

‘’Bby Mama ask something.?’’

‘’since when Bayu can forbid Mama to ask her son..’’.

‘’What are your worries the same as you have felt for Khanaya first.?’’ Ask Mama Laras

‘’kok so discuss to Naya anyway Ma...?’’

‘’answer...’’

‘’Bayu did not know Ma, but in the past when Naya went to college in the city of P, longing was there, but...’’

‘’but not as heavy as this time..’’ is not Bayu who continues, but the Mama.

‘’Try to pray, you give heart to Allah, if indeed you are a match, Allah will meet in His way.’’.

‘’emang Mama support..?’’

‘’whatever the choice of Mama's children as long as it is good, where can Mama ban, and Mama also believe Papa so...’’.

‘’ya already, rest, later bring prayer, Mama will always pray for the best for the children Mama...’’ said Mama while scrambling Bayu's hair

‘’Still yes Ma... Anyway best...’’

‘’ is best, but his children if not asked do not want to talk, whereas his Mama is always ready loh...’’

‘’hehehe..’’

Bayu also feels calmer, yes this is indeed the time when he solidifies the heart and makes a choice, whatever the outcome, let God determine.

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The short needle on the clock was pointing to the number two and the long needle to the number twelve, indicating this was already at two in the morning, the alarm that Bayu put was ringing, in his crock of an eye, trying to wake up, against his drowsiness, wanted his taste of the blanket back he closed to his body, but with strong intentions he rushed to wake up and take ablution.

Bayu also performed two rakaat night prayers.

‘’ya Allah.. Help me to release the burden of my doubt and walk freely in faith, believing that Your plan for me will always be greater than my biggest dream.’’.

‘’Yes Allah forgive me for my mistakes I have made and that I have not done..’’.

‘’Ya Allah please remind me that Your kindness will always be greater than my fault.and Your love will always be greater than the taste of Maluku.’’.

‘’Yes Allah Thou art the destroyer of hearts, I surrender where this heart will settle if he is where this heart settles, meet us at the right time, he said, in the best time as well as your plan..’’.

‘’ya Allah I am sure You are the best guard. keep him wherever he is..’’.

‘’Aamiin...’’