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After the sun shines bright slowly dark begins to come and to adore the sun begins to gamang. This darkness was too long for him as if the sun was no more. The darkness permeates his living space.
Its eyes, whether rusted or easted or anywhere in the alcove of this earth. He doesn't know where he is, he doesn't even know where he is at the moment.
For sure he was embarrassed to miss him and begged to again light up his life after ignoring because the time together even hurt him.
The jewel he used to worship now had changed a pebble in his eyes. Doesn't mean anything a little raceno one is left behind even hate it. Now he just needs time to be alone, without a lover, without friends and without anyone.
He chose to stay away, as far as possible and not trust anyone even himself. He also broke off contact with anyone. Amoy was the one who was always loyal to accompany and take care of it even though he had been expelled often. If there was no Amoy house it would have been like a ghost nest not taken care of.
"Have the letter come?"
That question comes out almost every time, including.
"Has he gone home?"
Or
"Is the house filled?"
Amoy's answer has always not been
After that it was quiet. Sometimes all that is heard is the sound of objects arranged by Amoy or the clang of kitchen tools.
And if Amoy asks "do you love Miss Laras?"
The answer is not yet
"Love miss Airin?"
"No"
"Is it because Miss Airin cheated?"
"Not"
That's all they're talking about. Amoy who usually does not care about Nabil's business is now all know. Nabil is like a sane man but always moody, sometimes daydreaming in a window.
"If you're not hurt and you don't love why are you alone?" ask Amoy.
"I'm not alone, I'm with memories"
That was when Amoy wanted to drown himself out of annoyance.
Either the memories together are ready that he meant. Amoy could not guess Nabil's head.
"Somehow I miss her attitude"
Nabil invites Amoy to think hard, he is who Nabil meant. He doesn't know, though,
"Master needs a refreshing"
"I don't need anything" he went from there picking up the guitar and being alone to strumming the guitar. Nabil is a tough runner, running away from reality. Maybe he wanted to move on but was forced.
The discordant voice filled the room, Amoy better to hear the beetles than Nabil's fall. The ears almost splattered outside.
The door in front is knocked from outside. Rushing Amoy went to open and he was stunned to see who was coming.
The woman still had the face to come before Nabil with a face as swollen as a slap. He passed Amoy and ran inside and immediately grabbed the body that was fixated with his guitar.
"Arga...."
Nabil is still sculpting maybe as if the woman is his hallucination that does not need to be digubris.
Airin cried as if in front of Nabil for attention and asked for pity. He shook Nabil's body in order to ignore him. The man's eyes saw it.
The woman thought only of herself without knowing how sick Nabil was because of his betrayal.
"I have no business with you anymore, you better leave, the door is wide open for you" said Nabil flat.
"Nabil, please! i beg! I don't want this kid without a father"
"You are*******, looking for a father for your child it definitely won't be difficult"
"The man I know is only you! I regretted betraying you! but please don't punish me!"
"I am not a god of justice who can determine punishment"
"You've changed..."
"You're not who I am!" cut Nabil in high notes. He went from there letting Airin sit on the floor. The man continued his daydream by the window.
"I'm not the only one at fault, you are too!! you consider me to be your first love,..if not for what did you come to me?!!!"
Nabil's hanging brain turned to Airin.
"You who seek to cultivate love in various ways!! me and Arga are also because of you!! if it wasn't for you not caring about me, I wouldn't be like this either!!'
Nabil didn't know this woman. For him everything is done but why is there still a wrong blame? he alone is betrayed trying to say it's all fate.
Instead of him getting dizzy he better daydream, with daydream he can reach the clouds and comfortable with his imagination. The sound of a cry that corresponds to the season, if he is happy then a sincere smile is created from his face. An angry and angry face.
Amoy felt disturbed by Airin's cry he persuaded the clam to be silent. And as always, Airin will obey anyone.
"Simmer yourself first" Amoy thrust a glass of water at Airin.
"Thank you Amoy, you're a good man"
Nabil snorted, in his heart he mocked. Maybe the woman was directly on Amoy. She is a cheap woman.
"I'm not here to get better, I know you're disappointed in me, I'm here because I don't know who I'm complaining to, I'm fired from my job, left Arga pregnant"
Nabil ignored Airin, his eyes blank. Fortunately, he took care of himself if it was not possible that he had been fooled. Then all of a sudden he remembered that stubborn woman, if he had so much with Laras it meant?
Nabil's eyeballs immediately shone brightly and approached Airin.
Airin thought Nabil had changed his mind and welcomed him with a radiant face. Nabil must have hugged her, apologized to her.
"Clearned!! is she pregnant?"
Airin immediately nodded, Nabil asked him this? that means Nabil and Laras too.....
"Say! where's she?" nabil's eyes sparkled brightly while holding Airin's shoulder. The jealous woman thought cunningly.
"He's gone"
"You know where he is? tell me, where is he?"
"I don't know!!" Airin brushed off Nabil's hand and rose up "I have no time to take care of him! the usurper's half-brother! I hate him!!...." Airin hysterically what he said came from his heart. He really hated Laras who had entered his life
"you don't have feelings, I'm like this because of your friend! but you are also playing with fire behind me!! why are you just blaming me?!!!"
"I'm so with my wife!" nabil won't lose.
"You!! you're a traitor too! you admitted no to me!!" Airin pointed at Nabil with fiery eyes.
"I was so stupid back then and would lie for a woman like you, now I know which ones are jewels and which ones are garbage"