
"Yes take a breath, exhale slowly and then pull again, repeat"
The barrel of a semedic in his bed, the instructions from a few minutes ago he was so. But until he is whimpering even a breath of breath does not also reduce his sadness.
Nabil often comes there but not for himself but only for Airin. They are very friendly and themselves marginalized. Even if he and Nabil talk like strangers.
The Laras room is not too big and the old cots are made of blue iron, stretcher beams that are thin and covered in faded pink sheets because they have been used for a long time. He kept breathing out and breathing out while talking.
"Let's dong Laras you can certainly, Nabil it is a disaster, not nothing!. he was a whiny man, old and also began to senile, he was, he can't tell which one his wife isn't, you can get a man who loves you wholeheartedly that isn't seen by appearance, if Nabil doesn't have eyes, he judged women by smell alone, as long as she wore the perfume she liked......"
"Ehm"
Baras opened his eyes from his semen and he was shocked that someone was standing in front of him. He rubbed his eyes to make sure he didn't see wrong.
"Sister Nabil! is brother here? the door didn't sound open"
"Not to be discussed, I want to talk"
"Oh speak, there's no need to use opening and greeting, just get to the point"
"I'm talking seriously"
Laras heart is not good for sure Nabil wants to discuss divorce, of course it is. Her lover has returned and Laras has to shift to his original place.
"Son, just go out first, I continue meditating, nanggung!" Barrels buy time, he plays with his own pain. Already know his marriage is still want to be maintained.
"I'm waiting for a few minutes"
"Two hours, two days, two..."
"Two years?!!"
"Yes"
"Don't joke"
Laras looked at Nabil like a kitten asking for mercy.
"It's definitely about divorce, right?"
"Hm"
"Now? it's late, brother just got home on a date, right? must've been tired! I'm just tired of it" ..thinking my fate continued Laras in heart. He threw himself in the mattress.
"Buck!!"
Laras did not want to hear him close his ears tightly.
"Clearned!" Nabil pulls the blanket over Laras to get her to wake up "hey!"
"I didn't hear anything, my ears were full all day I listened to the lecturer nagging, my head was dizzy"
Nabil doesn't want to give up he wants his business to run out and not discuss this again tomorrow. But this woman has many reasons.
"Just a Race"
"Wouldn't"The barracks covered his body with a blanket from the tip of his foot to the head like a dead man.
"This must be talked about, you don't gini" Nabil pulled the blanket Laras did not want to let go.
"Speak to yourself, I'm tired" Laras pulled the blanket tight and Nabil also pulled firmly until the cloth was torn and they both let go.
"That's right, enter someone's room just ruin it" Laras sad his favorite blanket until death. So many memories with that blanket from ten years ago.
"Ntar I change, the blanket is so weathered"
"Son did not know this blanket is faithful in the heat and cold and also menamani in the likes and sorrows"
"A lot of drama"
"Well, a lot of drama, a lot of money is rich"
Brakk!!
Nabil and Laras were equally shocked when the door of the room was broken from the outside. Airin appeared suddenly with a shortness of breath.
"You and Laras want that, or ever?" Airin looked at Laras and Nabil asked for an answer. Baras like a cheating man caught by a satpol pp did not think Airin was waiting for Nabil out there.
"Java!" bentak Airin's. Nabil's face was so nervous he looked at Laras.
"Do what brother?"
"Did Nabil ever touch you??'
"Early........" The barrel hung his words wanting to see the reaction of the two.
"Hhhh!!!" airin's voice was high. Nabilpun's eyeballs were wide open. Airin held her chest in shock.
"..........When Nabil and I were married, Nabil accidentally touched me because people told me to greet Nabil" Laras continued.
Airin and Nabil who were in a panic were like phobias of darkness and suddenly the lights were on and their mouths were still gaping.
The barrel that had been at altitude was now blown away by reality, the reality was that Nabil was bound to Airin.
He grabbed his sweater and left the two men in his room.
"Siti, ngedate yuk" Laras called Siti to accompany him outside. His mind was really very tangled.
"I'm not a lesbian, I'm still normal" replied Siti across the street.
"Many styles, you are single and I will be a widow again, come out yuk! I'm bored"
"You have become a widow, a widow, a dong flower"
"Site!"
"Yes, I'm sorry I joke don't be sad dong, you have to stay optimistic that there is someone for you who will love you, don't be sad Race"
"I'm not sad, I'm happy so come out ngajak you" Laras' voice raised.
"Yes happy, but don't make it hard too kaliii, we have a lot of college assignments, is it your job is already out?"
"No,.ayolah Siti"
"Can't, I'm kapok diomeli mas lecturer"
"Ih" Laras turned off his phone. The world conspires until friends do not exist when needed.
He was really at the bottom and was sad for mercy.
Now it's up to where the motorbike goes. He just drives without knowing where. He did not want to shed tears, no. he was resistant so that the water did not flow on his cheeks.
Every day he will be treated to a full view of the day between Nabil and Airin. Will he be strong with it. Nabil was her husband, which wife could bear to see her husband indulge another woman and that was her own brother.
Could he just die? suicide is good. No need to be hurt let alone wear a sad event. No more need to spend money, make people's eyes sick or tame the earth.
Syetan seduced Laras so that his mind that was not sane to do something stupid. Even if they die, no one will cry over their loss. Everyone is happy, Laras the bully has died.
A car came from behind the barrel and drove parallel to it. The car's glass was open.
"Bag!!!"
Laras looked at "Otherwise?"
"Stop!!"
"Stop it yourself"
"Come on!!!"
Long ago Laras was upset also he dismissed "what's wrong sister? it stopped"
"Lake in!"
"Wouldn't you, pity my bike was left alone, brother thought left alone it didn't hurt?"
"Talk a lot" Nabil got out of the car and pulled Baras to get in. She had to sit next to Nabil.
"Definitely want to discuss divorce again, right?"