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Now Yudha works odd jobs that are important he is not unemployed and there is income. The more days his body gets thinner and unkempt. It's only getting worse. When it was like this, he realized his mistake.

But it's a shame to apologize to all the women he's hurt, especially Meysa.

"Maybe this is a rebuke from God for what I used to do to women. But I refused to apologize to them one by one. I am ashamed of them and I do not want to be ridiculed or scorned by them" Yudha in between breaks to become a parking attendant.

He kept daydreaming until he was unconscious clapped by someone.

"You're Yudha, aren't you?" reproofing.

Yudha turned to the source of the voice that had patted her on the shoulder, "why is it?" Yudha squinted her eyebrows at a young man her age who she thought was familiar and saw but Yudha forgot.

"I know you, but who does!" yudha asked, looking at him.

"Jeez. Here I am Rian. Yesterday you forgot me, while I still remember you even though now your appearance has changed like this" he said.

For a moment they chatted, and suddenly Rian offered Yudha a job.

"Yudha, I have one job for you. But if you want to? it's a better job than you working as a parking attendant like this" Rian said.

"What kind of work are we going to give me?" ask Yudha curiously.

Rian said he had a nursing home foundation. And now it takes a driver, to occasionally drive anywhere if there is something important outside.

"Are you willing to be a driver, and if you're relaxed I hope to help with a job at the parlor like cleaning the yard because it's so spacious. Namely the front side behind all grow shady trees. Which every day almost the leaves are falling and must be diligent in cleaning."

For a moment Yudha was silent, as if she was thinking about the offer given by Rian. Rian saw that Yudha was silent, thinking that Yudha had rejected his offer.

"Yudha, if you don't want to do anything. I'm not forcing it, I'm just gonna find somebody else."

But when Rian was about to leave, Yudha held him back and said that she was willing to accept an offer from Rian.

At that time Yudha also participated with Rian to the orphanage he had.

"Bismillah, may this be my way to redeem all my past sins. I will no longer complain about everything that has happened in my life. I should be thankful because God still loves me. Until I was given a chance to change my life for the better."

"From the beginning I did not realize the goodness of God, but I continued to complain and complain. I can never be grateful at all."

Whether there is any wind, Yudha suddenly wants to change for the better. He felt tired of his life that was too much behavior so far.

After arriving at the nursing home, Yudha was immediately introduced to the residents of the home.

"Yudha, you know all the nurses of Opa and Omanya. But they are deliberately separated. The pavilions were different because they were different in gender even though they were elders, but the nurses were still young. Just anticipate so that nothing happens that you want," said Rian chuckled.

"Great you, Rian. Are you a successful person like me?" Praise Yudha for being embarrassed.

"No, for me this is normal. I'm not great at all."

In addition to having a nursing home, Rian also leads a company in the property sector that is quite large. He also has a wife and two twins who are two years old.

Looking at Rian's domestic life, Yudha again looked back where she regretted everything she had done.

All the evil and sin he ever committed flashed through his eyes. Until unconscious he sat on the grass while bowed. This made Rian wonder. Because Rian had no idea about Yudha's life story at all.

At the time of meeting Yudha, it was an accident.

"God .. Yudha why are you? are you sick?" asked Rian curiously.

Rian also positioned himself until now he is on par with Yudha. He asked again" Yudha, are you sick? we'd better go to the doctor."

Yudha took a deep breath and tried to smile. He said he wasn't sick. It was just that he remembered his very bad past.

Without any hesitation, Yudha told Rian everything about the ugliness of her past self. Hearing the story from Yudha, Rian patted her on the shoulder, "you no longer have to look back. Because it will only hinder your future. Now you just focus on rearranging your life and do a lot of good to replace all your bad in the past."

"Does a sinner like myself still have a future?"

Yudha was not at all sure of herself. He felt he had no bright future.

"Yudha, as long as you are alive, you have a future.

and a bright day. From now on do not have to complain or curse yourself a lot. But rise from your own downfall. Never apologize to anyone you have ever hurt. So that your heart may be relieved" suggested Rian.

"But I'm not sure if everyone I've ever hurt will be willing to forgive me. If not how?"

Rian smiled, "most importantly, you've been really sincere from the heart, to apologize and really prove to them if you can change for the better.'

Hearing Rian's advice and advice, there was a sense of relief in Yudha's heart. He can now truly rise from his downturn.

Yudha was no longer sad, he would completely change his mindset and way of life to be better. He was very grateful that God had brought him to Rian.

For him Rian is not only a friend, but a savior for his life which is currently in decline.

Even Yudha had thought, somehow his life if he did not meet with Rian, maybe he would continue to work odd jobs from being a parking lot, scavenger or other menial jobs.