I REINCARNATED INTO A FANTASY WORLD
Episode 4

After saying about her hating her father, she kept crying every night and blaming herself. In that cry every night he said, "I'm sorry, dad, I shouldn't have said that I hate you. Because you're never guilty, because all the suffering you're going through after losing someone you love is my fault. I'm the one who deserves to be hated and blamed for all the grief you've been through.

So forgive my insolent nature at that time, I will not bother you again from this moment and this moment. And if I succeed one day, I'll give you back all the money you used for me from my baby to the last time you gave me money." Those were the words he said when he cried at night, and they were always the same the next day.

His friend who heard his cries that night, then approached him and comforted him. His friend said, "stop blaming yourself, it's not your fault. So I hope you don't blame yourself later." Hearing the words of his friend, he just nodded but did not heed the words of his friend because his brain was tangled at that time.

Because he was determined to be independent, he then arranged the expenditure of money he spent every month. His monthly spending of money was reduced by half than before, as he narrowed it down. The money he put aside each month ended up accumulating a lot until he could invest and buy some stocks. Then in the end he managed to establish a company, and the company was named TG or Taeyong Gruop.

He then appointed his friend to be the chief director of his company, and the company he founded when he was twenty-one years old. The company continued to grow over time until it could rival his father's company.

At the age of twenty-eight years, he was diagnosed with a disease that causes death by eighty-five percent and the possibility of living only fifteen percent. But baby, he couldn't survive the disease.... He breathed his last at the age of twenty-eight years and sadly his father was not present at his funeral at that time.

Before he died, he made a will and it is said that he donated all his wealth in the bank to several foundations in the country. And his property such as a company, a house and a car and some land assets were given to his only friend. He said in his will that his friend should not hesitate to accept the inheritance because the inheritance is a sign of his forgiveness for making his foster mother without fatigue.

Again, he blamed himself for something he never did. Perhaps many people think that a man like himself who always wronged himself is stupid because he continues to blame himself and hate himself....

But it was not because of his stupidity, but because he always blamed his own father and it made him mentally destroyed and then he continued to blame himself and also hated himself and not only that, but also that, he also always thought that he did not deserve to be pitied because he was someone who could only make the people around him suffer.

So from this moment on, all of you here and the viewers who are watching this show on the internet and on TV, stop blaming your children for the death of your wife, and stop blaming the child for his trivial mistakes. Because you are the parents, for your children the parents are their resting place and where they get affection and attention. Thus my speech, thank you very much for listening to his speech or rather my friend's story until it runs out.

"That's what the man you call Taeyong's brother said, and after hearing your life story you keep blaming yourself on television... your father then visited your tomb for the first time on the day of your death that was two years ago. She cried and continued to apologize at the funeral that day."

"Because that day was the day of your death, your brother came to bring you flowers and he saw your father crying in front of your grave saying that he was sorry, your brother then approached him and said...."

"You know sir, regretting at the end is useless because the man is gone. Why only now you visit him, even this is the first time after two years he died. Where were you when he was alive? And where were you on the day of his funeral?"

"You should take care of him, give him affection and attention because he is the son your wife left you to make you not lonely. If you love your wife very much, you should also love the child she was born with even that child is your own flesh and blood. But baby, you only love your wife and don't love your precious wife's last relic of your child."

"Ah, Taeyong also told the will to give as much money as you have ever given and spend it for his needs. And he has also calculated the total, so I hope you accept it because my brother does not want to have a debt to you. I'll go first...."

After saying that she then put a wreath on your grave and left. If I could record the scenes from the moment your story was told until your father fell in front of the tomb, it might make you stop blaming yourself but unfortunately I can't do it, huh....

The morning came....

After hearing she was awake, her brother immediately approached her who was still in bed and immediately hugged her tightly.

"Thank God you're okay, Luca. Why don't you tell my sister that you're not feeling well. If something happens to you next time it's my fault again, maybe I'll hate myself for putting you in danger." Said her brother by looking at his face.

"I don't know, last night was not my fault. I should have told my sister earlier, maybe my brother and father wouldn't worry too much about me like this. So please don't blame you again." Smile at her brother.

"After a while, a fake smile. When are you going to entertain yourself Taeyong?" Muttering Babunya angel who was in front of Lucael with a hovering position.

"Let's eat with my sister, father also ate with us this time because he took a leave of absence to be able to accompany you today because brother had to go to the imperial palace to get things done. So let's go eat...." Said her brother by holding his hand and walking with him to the dining room.

In the dining room....

"Dad, I want to ask you what happened after I left." Lucael asked while cutting meat with noble manners, and after asking he ate it.

"Hmm.. After you left, the guests were instantly furious at the emperor rushing out and they followed him. After they saw the emperor clearing the corpses of the monsters you burned that night, they were all immediately shocked and asked, the emperor said that you burned the monster and princess Liliana also testified that it was true that you burned it." His father looked at his face.

"Why did he tell everyone that I was the one who burned him, you should have told the emperor not to tell you about it and even princess Liliana testified, huh, I hate being in the public spotlight." He said with a sad face while eating his food.

"Why don't you like Luca's public spotlight, it's not that good that you're famous for your great talent." Sahut.

"Whose sister says it's true, but what's the reason you don't like being publicly highlighted?" Ask father.

"The real reason is because I'm ashamed, but because my brother and father said it was a good thing so I don't think it's a shame but a good thing." The answer is, but in my heart I say something else....

"I'm sorry dad for lying to you, I hate being publicly highlighted not because of that. Because I'm sick of people in my old life before I was in my brother's shadow." Say his heart.

"You know Lucael, at first I didn't give the emperor permission to say that you were the one who cleaned up the monster. But he persuaded me to let him because of that he said was a compliment you should get after protecting everyone from monsters." Father said.

"Why didn't you allow that at first?" Lucael asked with a confused face.

"Because I don't want the past to happen again! Listen carefully I say Lucael, you must not show everyone that you are a man of infinite mana." His father answered with a serious face.

"What I'm saying is that Luca's right, about you having infinite mana it shouldn't be known to the public, things that happened in the past will happen again." Her sister with a sad face.

The atmosphere at that place then turned silent because Lucael stopped eating and lowered his head....

"Ah, sorry.dad and sister don't have to worry about it. Because I also don't intend to attract people's attention." He said with a smile.

"Ah, yes also yes.You don't like to get attention from people, so you always refuse the invitation to the party of children your age. Uhmm.. Today you didn't go to the academy, Luca." Said her brother.

"Ah, sorry to interrupt you talking Aria, I have something to ask Lucael right now.... Lucael, did you see a spirit flying around you and he showed you the future that would happen to you?" Ask father.

"Jawab no, I'll explain." Babak Babunya angel.

"No, why?" Answer Lucael.

"Good then..you ask why? Because if you look at it, your fate will be the same as my brother or the first prince." Said his father with a serious expression.

"What father said was true, and again, you also showed symptoms of the disease just like the first prince. You both vomit blood and when examined to find out the disease suffered, it turns out there is no disease in his body and body. You really don't see a spirit floating around you and he can talk to you too, right?" She asked her sister with a face that expected her to say no.

"Yes, I didn't see him at all. let alone talk to him." Say it with a smile, then continue eating it.

"Would you like to take a walk to the capital, you'll just get out of this mansion once to go to the party created by the crown prince. So this is going to be the second time you're out of this boring mansion." Said her brother.

"Dad won't let you out! Your sister is still unwell, and last night she threw up too, so let her rest for a few days. Once he's better, you can go. And don't try to get out of hiding from me, if anything happens to your sister, I won't forgive you." His father stared intently at his brother.

"Alright dad...." Said his brother sadly.

His father then stood up from the chair and walked out of the room while saying....

"Since the streets to the capital are postponed for a while until your sister is healthy, you better go to the academy now."

"So it's not a holiday, but you just want to walk with me." Said Lucael by getting down from the chair and walking towards his brother's chair.

"I'll rest well, so we can take a walk out." He said with a smile.

"Yes...." Her brother rubbed his head.

"See you later, brother...." Lucael waved his hand and walked out of the room.

When he arrived at his room....

"Haah.. hah. My chest feels so tight...." He said, and then he sat on his bed.

"I told you! Stop hating yourself, and again, you're even making the mood so quiet." Babak Babunya angel.

"I can't and I deserve to be hated, I shouldn't have burned the monster and just escaped with princess Liliana. After all, Emperor/imperial knights could definitely handle such a small thing." Then he lay down and looked up and said....

"Now that I am getting greedy, I continue to want affection and love from both of them. And in the end, I will die and make them cry in front of my grave."

Lucael then asked the angel's Babu about the incident at breakfast....

"What is the reason you told me to say no when my father and brother asked, do I see a spirit floating near me and if I see you, why would my fate be the same as that of the first prince?"

"Ah, the reason for that is because in the past, the first prince was also the one who was chosen like you to save this world from destruction. He also remembers his first life like you, but he is not up to the task. Because I also told him the future, in the future if he can still survive and become someone strong even though his age is also short, he will not be thirty years old and he will die not of disease nor of death, but of his soul destroyed."

"Had he chosen to survive until the age of thirty, this peaceful royal family would never have existed. Because the three of them were only half-dad but different mothers and the imperial faction were divided into two, namely the first prince faction and the second prince faction."

"While the third prince and his mother's family did not care about the throne because they only wanted to live in peace, the faction was divided into two instead of three. The first prince who knew the future would go on like that then thought half dead to make it not happen, because he was very dear to his two sisters despite the mother's difference."

"The three of them were very familiar, to the point of confusing their faction should be how to divide them. Then the first prince's faction killed the empress or the crown prince's mother to allege that the murder was carried out by the second empress' man."

"Knowing his mother would be made a victim to make him ascend the throne smoothly, he was then upset. He learned of it all when he was six years old, the original soul of the crown prince's body owner was also smashed to pieces."

"So he is also the same as you, both possessed the body of a five-year-old who has excessive mana. But he didn't want to use magic even though he knew how, because he wanted to go no faster without committing suicide. He didn't want to kill himself because that is, he didn't want to make his mother and his family ashamed of not being able to raise him well until he committed suicide."

"Therefore he doesn't want to master magic any faster than you, and three months before he's gone... she told me about her otherworldly self and about me who was a spirit who could see the future to her two younger siblings."

"Then he told his two brothers not to fight and fight for the throne, because if they both ignored the message... all his sacrifices will be in vain and the future will remain the same." Say the angel's baby by lying in the air.

"So the story is like that apparently, it turns out that the first prince told about you and the future that will happen and the reason he could not use magic. It is fitting for my father to ask the matter with a very serious face, he does not want me to sacrifice as much as the first prince for peace." said Lucael, then afterwards... he fell asleep because he had to take a full break to recover.

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