I REINCARNATED INTO A FANTASY WORLD
Episodes 10

The two of them circled the city in the Duke's territory jokingly above the sky, and after a long time circled the city's territory from corner to corner, Lucael then took princess Liliana to the edge of the gorge famous for its beauty, and when they got there... Lucael then gets himself and princess Liliana down....

Princess Liliana who saw the expanse of flowers that bloom and colorful so amazed, after that she plucked a purple flower and slipped it between Lucael's hair with a sweet smile.

"Flower and you, when combined will look so harmonious. Thank you for bringing me here, Luca." Said princess Liliana by sitting on the brightly colored flower.

Lucael's expression and his face showed that he was touched by the words spoken by princess Liliana, he then saw the face of princess Liliana who was so happy because she was surrounded by flowers everywhere, then a strange feeling approached him....

"Why are you keeping quiet, Luca? Come sit next to me." Said princess Liliana by pulling one of Lucael's hands and it then made Lucael fall and accidentally overpowered the body of princess Liliana. After that, the two of them stared at each other's faces in shock.

Moments later, princess Liliana was aware of the position that was going on. Her face immediately turned red, and while Lucael was still staring at princess Liliana's face and she then asked....

"You're okay, Lili, why is your face flushed? Did this happen because I overstressed your body just now, I was completely unintentional." He said with his hair that touched the forehead of princess Liliana because their distance was so close.

Princess Liliana was immediately misbehaved and speechless at all, her thoughts were not careless when she realized the position of the two of them. While Lucael himself did not feel what princess Liliana felt when there was a dangerous position because his mind was not there. And that's because he was innocent about it, because in his previous life he was just busy working, studying and blaming himself and also did not care about love and that kind of thing.

After struggling against her strange thoughts, princess Liliana was finally able to say... "Can you get out of Lucael first, I think this position is a-a little weird...." He took his eyes off Lucael's face.

"Ah, I'm sorry." Lucael stepped aside, and then he folded his hands together to serve as a cushion as he lay on the flowerbed.

Raising his right hand up, Lucael then said... "My father took me to this place when I was six years old, and my brother was there too. He was sitting under this big tree behind us. He said, this is where he met my mother for the first time.and even until they had a child, my sister... her body wasn't very healthy anymore and in the end they never got here again until my mother was gone."

"If my mother were still around, it would probably be more fun when I went to this place back then. But I am still grateful to have a father and brother who love me so much even without my mother's presence, because my brother's dana's father loves me so much."

Princess Liliana, who heard this, lay down near Lucael and looked at Lucael's face, saying.... "I don't know what it's like to not have a mother, but I hope you're always happy even if your mother isn't around. So keep the spirit of living your life Luca, because I will always accompany you and be by your side, okay." He said with a smile to give encouragement to Lucael in living his life.

It was under that tree that my mother appeared for the first time in this region, and she accidentally crushed the body of my father who was lying under the tree at that time. He came up from above and fell right over my father, and after they got married, my father opened a portal connecting to my mother's territory by using magic to go visit my mother's family residence... but when my mother was sick, and she wanted to take my mother to that place again for treatment... but the result was nil, and he was even about to run out of Mana present on him.

And it all happened because of the mastermind who was the cause of all the problems in this world, he moved the portal of connection down this chasm, he said, and I can tell this story because the angel's baboon told me that time.

Lucael then turned his head towards the princess Liliana who was lying down, and he said again in his heart....

It was here that we both made great memories for the first time, and it was here that I would disappear one day... it was the first day I interacted and started learning to know you, but why did I start thinking about staying by your side and not wanting to be away from you, especially leaving you for a long time.

What strange feeling is this, why is my heart so tight when I think we are going to part...is this the beginning of the feeling of love? If this is really the beginning of that horrible feeling, I don't want to feel it anymore. I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'm going to change like my father because of this feeling called love. If God loves me, please remove this feeling right now.

I don't want to suffer the same fate as my father, I don't want to hurt others by ignoring him like my father who ignored me when he was left behind by people he loved so much. Because if it wasn't me who was tormented by this love, it might be my loved ones who would be tormented and suffer. So I cannot know love at all, let alone experience it....

And without her noticing, her tears came out and soaked her cheeks. Princess Liliana who saw Lucael crying was suddenly shocked because she did not know what caused Lucael to cry and she quickly moved from her position again lying down at that time, then he took the handkerchief in his pocket and wiped Lucael's tears....

"Why do you cry Luca, do you have a problem or a burden of thoughts that keeps bothering you? If you do have a mind load, you shouldn't keep it alone."

"If you want, you can share the sadness you feel with me. Because you yourself have promised to always protect me from this scenario that I cannot change, so at least I can pay a little of your kindness even if it is not as much as you do to me, I hope I can reduce the suffering and sadness you have been through all this time, because if that suffering and sadness you keep it... that suffering will damage your mentality eventually, and even you may not understand yourself anymore, and then eventually you will do something dangerous because you are tired of living."

"I don't want anything bad to happen, because losing someone who means so much to us is painful, because I don't want to lose a friend as good as you." After saying that, princess Liliana finally also cried because she remembered her previous life that left her brother who was so dear to her.

His older brother in his previous life was not suicidal by tying his neck with a rope in his room, he left a letter to his father, mother and sister, daughter Liliana... in the letter, he recounts that he was no longer able to live with the suffering and sorrow he had long kept alone... and he also apologized to his family for choosing suicide over survival and sharing his suffering with his own family, because he said he didn't want to add to the burden he had on his family. But without him knowing, by choosing to give up his life... he had already become a heavier burden and even left a wound in his family heart for making his family feel a sense of loss and guilt for not understanding him as long as he was alive.

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