
In the usual apartment room Meta lived with her husband felt empty. three months had left Billy and Syauqi.but he still could not expel his sadness.sometimes his aunt visited to comfort him.as well as Sherena who almost every day visit him.
"Ma.y.ma..ma...". The soft voice coming out from Syauqi's lips woke Meta up from her daydream.
The little girl rubbed her wet Mommy cheeks with tears.sweet smile was floating from Syauqi's lips as if to comfort her still grieving mommy.
"Darling, Excuse Mommy ".Meta hugs the body of the little girl with his love for Billy.The face of Syauqi who is too similar to Billy makes Meta not able to expel his sadness.
Billy is a doting husband and is always there for him.now he feels there is no more place he leans even though there is still Sherena and her tantenya who are always there for him.Billy role can not be replaced by anyone cold but actually very attentive to him.
"Darling, I miss.please be present in my dream for a moment ". Mumbled Meta who was already lying on the bed.he looked again at the face of Syauqi who was still looking at him.it made him continue to remember Billy.
" Sleep yuk ". invite Meta because the day has shown at 21:00 PM.
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Morning came with a cloudy sky.Meta was preparing to go to the office.previously he had to go to Sherena's house first to deliver Syauqi. It was by Elden's order to bring Syauqi to his home first before leaving for work.and he agreed to Elden and Sherena's offer.although in fact he felt bad because it would trouble Sherena in babysitting while Sherena also has a child whose age is only three months adrift with Syauqi.
"Good morning dear ". Sherena said as she looked at Syauqi who was already in the dining room as she and Elden were having breakfast.
" Breakfast yuk Met " .ajak Sherena.
"I have breakfast already" answered Meta honestly because every morning he always cooks so that his daughter is used to breakfast.
"I went to Mba Titi first yes, excuse me Mr. Elden " . Meta passes to meet baby sitter Aaron who also babysit his daughter while he is at work.
After delivering Syauqi to mba Titi, Meta returns to meet Sherena and Elden for a break.
Meta first departed from Elden.actually Sherena had offered that he and Elden go to the office together.but he refused because he felt bad. since he held the status of a widow, since he, he felt uncomfortable with the words of his office friends who always spread sloping issues when there is a man who invites him to talk, even though he is only limited to answering or asking a male friend who is also in the office with him.
the road has started to stall, Meta Rides his car at a moderate speed.because he was never interested in driving at high speed.according to Billy's orders when the man who still meets his heart was still alive.
When Meta was about to get out of the car because he had arrived at SJY Group someone he knew was standing in front of the car he had parked.
"Morning ". Greet the man wearing the formal ash-coloured clothes.
" Morning" answered Meta felt bad.Honestly he was very lazy to serve Erix .yes the man was Erix .
"Have Mr Elden come ?" Erix asked with a smile floating from the corner of her lips.
"Not yet, have you had any prior appointments ?" It would be strange to see Mr. Elden this morning.
As usual Meta still works at SJY Group at the request of Elden. actually he wants to resign from the company and want to open his own business.because if he still works there, he actually wants to resign from the company and wants to open his own business,memory when she was with Billy still continues to spin.so sometimes she does not concentrate to work.the shadows of her husband always come and come.
Meta took a deep breath after his work was done.lunch hours made him have to leave his desk.because there is more important is filling his stomach so that his energy is full again.
Actually Meta had brought the provisions that he cooked from home.but because of the hasty provisions that he had prepared the singularity in his home.so he had to go out to find food.
The restaurant is not too far from his office is his choice for lunch, where he and Billy used to be there often.
After ordering the food he wanted Meta intended to contact Sherena. But when he was about to pull out the phone from the bag, someone was already sitting in the chair in front of his desk.
"You ?" . Meta was a little surprised by the person who always appeared in front of him suddenly.such as jaylangkung came not to be picked up home not on the shuttle.
Erix Smiled sweetly at the sight of the cute Meta expression she thought.
"Why are you here ?". Ask Meta.
"Yes want to eat ", answered Erix relaxed but the smile on her lips is still fluffy.
"Oooo ". This morning when Meta just arrived at the office parking lot met with Erix, now want to meet again for lunch.
"Snack". muttered Meta.
"What ?" erix asked after hearing clearly what Meta said.
Meta looks nervous when Erix asks him.he did not expect his words earlier will be heard by Erix. whereas he believes he has spoken very slowly.it is impossible Erix heard it perfectly.
Fortunately, the food that Meta had ordered had come, so he no longer needed to answer the strange man's question in front of him at this time.
Without further ado, Meta started his lunch voraciously, forgetting that someone else was sitting with him at the moment.
"It's so sweet ". Mumbled Erix looked at Meta who continued to enjoy his lunch.
"Sweet? this pizza black paper full sauce sambal ", said Meta wonder.mana maybe the pizza he has tasted tastes sweet.
"I mean, you're the sweet one ". erix answered casually no matter the moment Meta was glaring at him.not in the least he felt afraid of the sharp eyes of the woman in front of him at this time.instead more and more make him feel curious about the figure of the widow of the one child.
"Say you want to eat, why is there no food ?"meta asked because his food was almost gone, while he had not seen Erix's food at all.
"I did not eat, seeing your fierce face made me full" .Erix again got a murderous look from the woman who was clenching her hands.
"Why angry ? you're so sweet ". continued Erix honestly.