I'm Not a Pay Wife
Heartache
At that time, he made a deal with Vera that he would divorce Nayla if her papal wealth had been obtained. At that moment Reza never thought about Nayla's feelings. He only thought about Vera's feelings. He also does not want to disappoint Vera but this moment suddenly Reza like waking up from his dream. Suddenly she was afraid of losing Nayla.
‘Why Nayla can speak so calmly. There seemed to be no burden in his mind when yesterday when I said I was going to marry Vera, Nayla looked so sad and I also had time to see Nayla crying. But today when I say tomorrow I'm getting married to Vera, it looks like Nayla doesn't feel sad in the least. He even smiled at me. It's possible that Nayla doesn't love me so she doesn't feel sad. He even said he would marry again after we divorced. Why does Nayla look so calm. Although Nayla is very soft and impressed cingeng but it turns out Nayla is strong and tough,’ inner Reza.
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The wedding that Vera had been waiting for a month ago has now arrived. Today exactly at four in the afternoon Reza will hold a wedding with Vera in the house of Vera which is his tantic house. Not many invited guests only close family invited by Nayla and her aunt.
Since this afternoon Vera has been dressing up and making up by calling the famous wedding fairies. Intentionally Vera hires a famous makeup artist with the intention that after making up she will look beautiful than usual.
As soon as Reza arrived at Vera's house, a kabul ijab event was held which was attended by close family and some of Vera's neighbors. Vera, who had no father or siblings, was eventually married by the judge.
“Where are the witnesses and invitations, legitimate.” asked Pak penghulu in the audience present.
“Sah... legitimate...” answer everyone present at the place.
After the prayer was finished by one of the ustaz, Vera kissed the hand of Reza who was now her husband. When Vera's head bowed to kiss Reza's hand, Reza imagined that the woman in front of him was Nayla so that Reza immediately kissed Vera's forehead which he considered Nayla.
Finished kissing Vera's forehead, Reza suddenly realized that the woman in front of him was Vera instead of Nayla. Reza then feels pity and sadness to remember when marrying Nayla. When Nayla kissed her hand, Reza did not retaliate by kissing Nayla's forehead. He felt that marriage was forced. Now Reza just feels like there is regret in his heart if he remembers the marriage. I don't know why Reza's been thinking about Nayla lately. Even when going to hold a kabul ijab that is in Reza's mind is Nayla. Reza suddenly feels sorry for the fate of Nayla who will be pitted when previously Reza never thought of Nayla. Even when making a deal with Vera, Reza never thought that later Nayla would be hurt.
He only thought about Vera because she loved him so much. But lately before the wedding day with Vera suddenly Reza feels bored with Vera. Moreover, facing the attitude of Vera who like children who like to sulk and always want to win alone. While Nayla's attitude is opposite to Vera. Maybe because of that so Reza often compared it to Vera and now Reza often thinks of Nayla. Even lately he had hesitated to marry Vera but because he had already made a deal with Vera to marry him, Reza finally married Vera even though his little heart still feels heavy.
After the ijab kabul event is completed, all guests present at the ijab kabul event will return home. There lived his aunt Vera who was chatting with one of her neighbors on the front porch. While Vera immediately invited Reza to enter her room.
“You didn't bring Reza's change of clothes?” ask Vera.
“No, I don't bring a change of clothes,” replied Reza.
“Do you not shower first?”
“Udah Reza, it's in the suitcase.” Nayla immediately pointed to the cover that was near the door of her room.
“There if you want to shower, take a shower,” pinta Reza.
Then Reza sat on the bed leaning his head against the wall. Suddenly Vera approached him and sat down before him. The hands of Reza.
“Reza...” says Vera slowly.
“Hemm...” reply Reza cuek.
He was engrossed in the cell phone in his hand. Seeing Reza who was so cute Vera immediately kissed Reza's lips. Reza was shocked and evasive.
“Reza, isn't this our first night.”
“Iya, but not now yes.” Reza tried to resist gently.
“What if it's Reza now?” asked Vera in an annoyed tone.
“Before magrib and we will go home to my house,” replied Reza gently and tried to refuse.
Reza is not out of thought with Vera's behavior is very aggressive. He seemed to have no shame while only an hour ago they officially became husband and wife.
Reza recalled Nayla who still looked innocent when doing the first night with Nayla. Nayla is very shy even though they have officially become husband and wife. Even the first time Reza kissed Nayla, she refused with a javelin. Vera was not ashamed. She even asked her husband. Though usually for the first night who always ask first is a husband, not a wife.
Maybe because Vera and Reza have had intercourse even once so that Vera is no longer ashamed of Reza. Especially now that Reza has become a legitimate husband so without shame Vera asked for her rights as a wife. Reza who saw Vera too aggressive made Reza feel increasingly dislike for Vera.
‘Why my feelings for Vera have now changed, even though we have officially become a legal husband and wife. When I haven't married her yet, it feels overwhelming to always be close to her. I even want to sleep with him. But now that I am my wife, that feeling is gone. Once I became familiar with Nayla, I can now compare Vera and Nayla. Nayla looks very patient in contrast to Nayla who likes to be angry. Nayla is not demanding much either. Now I'm always thinking about Nayla. I feel sorry for Nayla who I always hurt when Nayla was always nice to me, never angry. But I don't seem to care about his feelings. Nayla must have been hurt a lot by my marriage. But I promised Vera I'd marry her. There's no way I'm reneging on the deal that the account already said, Reza's inner” confused itself.
