I'm Going to Share a Husband
Turns out he's my son
"Adiba Yumna Abdulrahman, how is Mas?nice no?"asked Mayra who did not for a second release her gaze on the tiny baby who continued to move her legs and hands.
"Good, the name is beautiful like, like his Umma," answered Ilyas staring with a sense of haru at the woman who for 10 years has accompanied him.
Unable to resist the rumbling feeling in his chest, Ilyas suddenly clutched Mayra's body tightly from behind.
"Mas,," cried Mayra in shock when Ilyas hugged her so tightly.
Even the man ignored the shocked gazes of the several sisters guarding the baby room.
Ilyas dropped his head on Mayra's boat and began sobbing there.It was hard to see how Mayra treated the baby as a result of the sins she committed.
"Why Mas?what's up?"lirih Mayra felt Ilyas' body tremble because of her crying.
"I'm sorry, honey, I'm really sorry," said Ilyas increasingly tightened his hugging and sucked his face dicuked Mayra's neck covered with khimar that Mayra was wearing today.
"I'm sorry?sorry for what?why did you come to apologize?"
"A_that child, that child is my dear child.She is my daughter," replied Ilyas stammered as the tightness of his chest squeezed him to find out if the baby born Manda was really his child.
Before seeing Mayra, Ilyas first saw a doctor who helped him do DNA tests on a baby who had just been born by Manda.
And the results stated, if Ilyas really is the biological father of the baby.Although until now Ilyas has not remembered the events of that night.
It is certain that Ilyas was indeed involved in the forbidden relationship with another woman who was not a mahram for him.
Ilyas also had to be ready to accept the fact that he had ever touched another woman and it made the guilt of his wife even greater.
Not to mention Mayra's treatment of Manda and the baby, the feeling of tightening the chest of Ilyas witnessed how soft and noble the heart of his legitimate wife was.
"Why apologize again?I have received all that Mas.Meski initially felt so sick, but I have mengikhlaskannya Mas." replied Mayra who has now joined her tears.
Although everything feels heavy even today it still feels painful when Ilyas began to share his time.
But there is nothing that Mayra can do other than resign themselves and mengikhlaskan all.
That way, Mayra can feel peace of heart even if only a little.Mayra knows god has his own way of giving reprimand to each of his people.
Mayra hopes that, hopefully, after this storm, there will really be a beautiful rainbow present in her life.
Having a sin-stained past, makes him aware.If possible God has not fully forgiven all the mistakes he has made.
And now, Mayra tries to sincerely accept every test given by his creator.
And Mayra realized all that, then, pain and whatever disappointment she was at the moment.Mayra tried sincerely and made peace with the situation as a sign that she accepted every condemnation God gave for her dark past.
"This is the one I was looking for" said the doctor who was waiting for Ilyas' arrival from the nursery.
"Doctor is looking for me?what's up, huh?"ask Ilyas.
"This is Mr. Ilyas, I want to let you know if Manda's patient is awake." continued the doctor who handled Manda all this time.
"Allowed Doctor?can we see him?"mayra asked so enthusiastically when she heard Manda was awake.
"May Ma'am, if Mom and Dad want to see him," replied the doctor to invite the couple to see his patient.
The couple who had met Manda also returned to see the girl after hearing that Manda had woken up from her long sleep.
***
"Manda, have you woken up Deck?"tanya Mayra approached the branch where Manda was.
Manda only nodded weakly while trying to smile even though it looked difficult.
"Bak, "he said in a voice so weak.
"Yes Dek, is anyone sick?"mayra asked again holding Manda's weak hand.
"No, what about my baby Mommy?he saved?"ask again with all his might to make his voice.
"She survived and despite the difficult times due to premature birth but has now gradually improved,"
"Thank God, I'm picking him up Ma'am,"
"Don't say that, you must be strong and healed Deck, we will keep it the same," replied Mayra who knew where the direction of the conversation from Manda.
Because before the accident happened, Manda had already talked about the same thing to Mayra.
"Mayra is right Manda, you must be strong and healed.We will keep her together.Excuse Mas, because he did not want to admit it,"so Ilyas made Manda's tears flow rapidly because now Ilyas recognizes the child as his son.
"Thank you Mas, thank you for taking care of him.Sorry to have forced his way into your life Mas and reap the happiness of your household.I love you so much that I'm determined to do anything to get you,"
"Already, everything has passed.Now you better focus on your healing alone,"
"No Mas, I can't.My time is only here, I leave him Mas.Please take care and love him Mas, hate me who has forced entry and destroyed your household but I beg you, please,don't hate the boy.He's innocent.I'm sorry for what I've done to you Mas, Mbak.Once again sorry,"
