I'm Baras
Chapters 100. Rise up

Mayra shivered withholding coldly, her nether was staring at a figure that resembled her, a white figure with a cold aura that was currently beside her. "I, not ajan hurt you, be calm there is something I want to say," a hoarse voice sounded softly whispering closer in his ear.

Mayra did not budge, her body shivering until her lips turned blue. A white figure that resembled her instantly approached, taking that position right there with her body position. Stretching her arms as if she wanted to hug Mayra's body for a few minutes then faded away, disappearing just like that. "All will be well, I am you and now everything is back to how it was, I am back" he whispered and then turned quiet and silent as his body warmed up and moved.

"Who are you! Whahuh? What do you mean by all your words?" mayra asked out of the coldness that suddenly attacked her.

"I am in your body, your blood, your tone, and your breath. I am you who disappeared all this time and I have Mak Tum saved and this is for the last time" he explained slowly.

"What's? You mean!" mayra's debate on herself.

"I am who you are, your lost identity with all the doubts in your soul and mind" Mayra said to herself.

"How, what? You understand!" mayra, speaking to herself again.

The atmosphere became quieter, Mayra who had been arguing with herself finally chose to understand the debate that happened with herself. "Why are you quiet?" ask again.

"I'm just trying to examine, assess and understand our debates, the debates on my body, my mind and my feelings" he replied.

"Finally, you understand and understand and I'll always be with you" she said.

After a long debate that Mayra did with herself finally Mayra chose to calm her mind, set her breath for a few minutes still in the original position. "In harmony' Mayra's energy, we will walk together and everything will return to its original state, you will understand when you realize all of the events that happened, rise up to be yourself," the voice of Mayra and then disappeared again.

Silent, quiet only heard the whir of the night wind that sometimes hit the window curtain. Mayra still with her meditation sat cross-legged with her two hands resting on her two thighs, exhaling quietly and regularly, trying to dive into all the debates herself. The sound of the rooster crowing woke Mayra up from her long silence tonight.

Mayra slowly opened her net, looking around the room, her lips looking perfectly up. "I understand now, so all this time I've lost my identity" he said as he stood up.

"Thank you Mak Tum," he said softly while taking a slow breath.

"It's still night," he said slowly, "I must rise up and be able to pursue my own success with enthusiasm and optimism," he said confidently.

Mayra rushed to continue her intention that had stopped, her legs moved closer to the old alamari that had never been touched in recent years. "Hopefully, everything is still there and can be used," he said slowly, his hand had moved to pull the closet door.

Mayra with trembling hands touching one by one the objects in the closet, there was sadness that was painted from her face. His hand stretched out a little upwards grabbing something he kept up there. His hands stopped for a while, there was a visible doubt from the movement of his hands as if to convince one thing with a touch of his fingers. "This box ...." Mayra cut off her words just like that.

Mayra slowly lowered her hand then stepped towards the door and locked it tightly, walked towards the large window and pulled the curtain down firmly, dust scattering from the window curtain, and then the door was closed, for a few minutes Mayra coughed as the dust from her curtains attacked her nose.

"Huufff ...The sun still hasn't appeared and the room still looks dark," he said as all the dust had subsided.

Mayra chose to stand quietly in front of the window. "It turns out, everything is visible from here, the courtyard, the highway and the security guard post," he said fixated on everything he saw.

Long enough Mayra stood up, spent a few minutes just standing, staring blankly with all the thoughts in her head. Mayra stopped her gaze when she saw the sun starting high and slightly illuminated the room. "Beautiful." Only this came out of Mayra's lips, then left the window and returned to her original intention.

His lips smiled perfectly when he saw the box he could pull out, putting the box on the floor opened it slowly. "Jeez ... why is it ...." Mayra while scraping the contents of the box in front of her.

Mayra held the box firmly, there was a sense of disbelief in what she saw, repeatedly her hands were scraping into the box as if looking for something. "Me, what to say?" ask her to herself haru with teary eyes.

"Thank you, sir. You've been guarding the relics of Father and Mother well," he lirih sniffled. There was a happy cry when Mayra realized that her possessions were well preserved.

Mayra was relieved to close back the box she held and then stood to grab a few stack of maps that had been stored first. Checking carefully each sheet of map contents, some sheets of paper began to turn yellow. "Everything is still intact, I can start a business with this capital," he said slowly then save the boxes and maps to where they came from.

Mayra stopped all her activities as her bedroom door was heard on tap. "Just a second!" he shouted loudly and closed the closet.

Mayra slightly ran up to the door and opened it slowly, her smile instantly flashing as she saw who was standing in front of the door. "Why smile?" panca asked in surprise when she saw Mayra smiling sincerely at her.

"Ah, no. What's up?" tanyanya slow.

"I'm going home, maybe two to three days or even a week" replied Panca honestly.

"Oh ...." Mayra replied with a pouting face.

"I'm coming home, Mayra," said Panca while teasing Mayra's head and then passed.

Mayra was just silent, clearly visible from the look of her eyes if this morning she was so heavy to release Panca's return. "I won't be long, don't look at me like that!" shouted Panca while going down the stairs without looking at Mayra.

Mayra did not answer, closed the door and ran to her window. Mayra saw Panca's departure through the window of her room. "Thank you Panca, without you and the security guard maybe I've already ...." Mayra cut off her speech just like that when she heard the sound of a horn sounding as a sign that she was gone.

'Conscious Mayra, ' her mind spoke.

Mayra was silent for a moment, staring in relief throughout the room. "Everything will be back to the way it was, Father, Mother" he said with a smile.