I AM NO LONGER THE ONLY ONE
Part 4: (My engagement)

17 Oct 2018 today my beloved Inauguration Hero, hundreds of soldiers lined up in the field with smeared faces2, he said, I was with another group sitting in a tent that had been provided while watching the closing ceremony of the educator raider training...

The ceremony went well, too, all the soldiers returned neat rows in the middle2 field and when allowed to approach the spaciousness I with parents mas Wira traveling in the middle of 2 hundreds of soldiers while looking for mas Wira (all look the same) but after muter2 finally met as well with Wira (me and the parents of mas hero hugged him), I gave a bouquet of flowers that I brought for Wira, then mas Wira gave her pins and berets to wear, I gave her a bouquet, after all sticking neatly we take pictures...

After that all the soldiers were moved to clean up and meet his family for 2 hours before they returned to the city where his service was...

For 2 hours I spent with Wira, I accompanied Wira to eat my cooking and mother in the car..

Long story short after the education raider that I fad posting a photo both post the inauguration of the hero on my instagram account and I mark the account hero, hero, but who would have thought the post I uploud would be a disaster in my relationship, yes suddenly there is a woman account that I call her name Mita kiranti ...

M: "Ooh pantesan not so ngajak I awaited, apparently already have a girlfriend" (said the woman)..

D: "Who is it? And that means gimna?" (Jawabku confused)..

M: "I mita temenya deketnya hero, leave kmren hero take me to his house, I was known to his family and I was told to stay there with his mother tpi I refused, he said, the last day of the heroine's leave was playing with me and also asking me to accompany her inductance" (so clearly the woman called)

D: "Sorry yes I don't know sma km, I believe more in heroes than with km" (my answer is firm)

W: "Just believe what the baseball is, which is clear me and the hero like each other, the hero's parents are also loyal to me" (disputing the woman)

I had to reply again, my mind was chaotic, I was confused about who to believe, but for the sake of my relationship and Wira I ventured to ask for clarity with Wira, I was confused, but at that time Wira was still evasive by giving a thousand answers, Okelah maybe Wira was right she was just a woman who wanted to damage my relationship with Wira, but 1 week after the incident I played at Wira's house, Wira, I deliberately scribbled information through his youngest sister Wira named Vira, Vira very innocently explained the details and it is true that the woman had been to the house of awira even to dinner at home and the Hero who cooked food for the woman (my heart was completely destroyed at that time) I wanted to feel like I was crying and slapping Wira but what I could do at that time I could only shut up and pura2 accepted everything...

After I came home from the Hero's house, I immediately contacted the Hero and conveyed what I knew, it hurt a lot when the hero said "yes, I did bring the woman home and invite her to eat malm at home" I gatau have to gigna again that I can just cry and surrender to my condition, with my condition, but Wira tried to apologize and promised not to repeat it again and will not contact the woman again, Before I was right2 gave a second chance to the hero I asked one thing to the hero...

D: "when did you know?do you like that woman?"

That answer is true2 hurt me, but because I saw the seriousness of the Hero who tried to improve our relationship, Finally I ventured to try to start everything from the beginning, I tried to forgive and trust the Hero, I tried to, but who would have thought after I tried to trust the hero back arrived2 there was a new no whatshap who contacted me and sent ss Videocall Wira with him, yes the woman was named Afifah, the woman was a real from bandung, the woman was a, the woman also sent ss chatanya with my girla (their chat is so romantic)...

I actually2 was destroyed when the person I loved all this time could do this with me, at that time my relationship was running 1 year and Wira had blessed me 2x..

I do not understand how the same way of mind that always forgives the mistakes of heroes, again I give a second chance to the hero, again, the hero admitted his mistake and assured me that the hero's leave would go to my house (i gave a second chance to the hero).....

After that incident the hero became more attentive and pampered me, and vice versa with me who became more overprotective and stubborn but the hero patiently faced me..

Month after month passed and Lebaran leave arrived, Wira benar2 kept his promise to come to my house and convince both my parents (from which I was more sure the hero loved me) and I was very happy, and I was very happy, Since Wira came to my house the relationship between me and Wira is getting better, my parents and hero parents are getting closer, a year passed the annual vacation time hero arrived and coincidentally when my parents also came to see me, a year passed by, in 2019, our parents were reunited for the first time, when our parents talked about our relationship in the future, since we are all different cities finally parents decided to hold a binding (engagement) at the hero house which happens to all be able to gather, the parents decided to hold a bond, Wira put on a beautiful ring in my sweet day (both of our parents are very happy to see that), yes my engagement event was only witnessed by the hero's extended family and my family and his left right neighbor Wira, Wira, but the important gapapa our relationship now more clearly to be taken where...

After the engagement event passed the hero took me a pics (photo submission), at that time me and the hero looking for a photo studio and allhamdulilah dapet hehe..

After 3 minutes busy doing the pajamas, we also immediately do a photo preeweding distudio next door, because the photo is indeed bener2 impromptu we also wear clothes that are important polite hehe, hehe, everything I want to have reached 1 per 1 including the photo of the gang (the dream of all women), including, my parents invited me and Wira to the house of my mother's sister (pakde) I think this will be an unforgettable moment to bring my future husband (wira) to the house of pakde, pakde, but who would have thought that day would be a night of disaster for me, for 2 years I was in a relationship with a new hero this time I borrowed hpnya (wira) accidentally I opened the file manager in the whatshaap section and saw the picture that had been sent some months ago, yes I found several photos of the hero with other women and not only 1 woman but 3 women in 3 different photos (i was 2 destroyed at that time but I had to hold in front my family and it feels so crowded), I thrust his phone and show his picture to the hero (without talking anything to the hero), I said, at that time the hero was like a confused person (wira was confused why the photo was still there), when it was done eating me and the hero told my parents to go home first because they wanted to stop by somewhere (i lied to my parents, I just wanted to finish my mash with the hero), and I just wanted to finish my mashhhku with the hero, halfway I asked the hero back the photo, the hero explained clearly who the 3 women were...

Of the 3 women, the hero only often invites out 1 course called ika, hero also said that he had once invited the woman to go to his senior condolences (i was actually devastated and hurt to hear the hero's explanation) when I was allowed to hold my cry, I cried on the hero's back, I cried on the hero's back, I was crying on the hero's back, I was crying hysterically and my chest felt so tight that I just arrived2 unconscious, after that I did not understand what the hero did clearly when I woke up we were both on the side of the road and I saw the hero's eyes glazed over (like crying out), Wira hugged me very tightly, she said,hero admits his mistakes and wants to fix everything for the sake of our relationship which is one step away, what can I do at that time except to accept everything and forgive the hero back, he said, I love our heroes and our families, I don't want them to be disappointed with the breakdown of our relationship, I don't want my new fiancee of corn to just crumble, she said, but on the other hand I am not strong and very disappointed with the attitude of the hero who always shares his love with other women...

Along the way I just kept quiet and shed tears continuously until finally the hero invited me to stop at the culinary park, the hero bought me a drink, he tried to talk good2 with me, he said, he explained that they had nothing to do, even though they were just ordinary friends, but it was just as painful...

Short story hero leave period ended, as usual I drove him to the airport, this time I actually2 can not release the hero back to his place of service but what can I do? I was a little crybaby, I was not a strong woman but I was required to be strong, I was required to fight for my relationship, I was required to stand firm to see my fiancee with other women...

Next in part 5 (Wira left me for the next actor)