Honey, Are You Sorry??
Episode 15 "I and my dreams "

When I heard Glen's plan to pay for my college, I was so jolted, how not, my biggest dream was it. I wanted to be like other friends, can go to higher schools to pursue dreams, because in this day and age if you are just a high school graduate, it will certainly be difficult to get a better job and deserve it, just like I am now who inevitably becomes a waitress.

but, is that kindness all worth it for me? isn't that too much for me who's just been his girlfriend for a month ? can it be considered a natural thing, financing your girlfriend's college?? I ask in my heart with the gala.

but Glen has a reason that really makes my heart beat 2 times faster.I am his FUTURE WIFE, oh God, I was very flattered to hear those words.although this was my first experience to be able to believe and be so close to a guy as a lover, but I felt comfortable and quickly adapt aka not awkward anymore, but I felt, I was able to adapt well to this sweet relationship.

What's going to matter is, what reason I'm going to tell my parents, they must be confused as to where I'm going to go to college, and I also can't possibly tell the truth, either, that my boyfriend who will finance all. existing Father will not agree, huhhh.. sometimes I feel tired of the rigidity of the rules in our family.all must be in the control of the Father, huhhh, whatever you have to ask permission from you, I have always been considered like a little girl you made me not creative because of too many restrictions.

I kept thinking about what was the right reason for me to tell my parents until I was not concerned about my work, which made me scold my manager Mr. Tony.

" you don't ask bengong ya work, should be more focused again." said Mr. Tony seriously who without me realized had been watching from the top of the stairs. Making Sister Dara look at me cynically.' Why is she so cynical to me?? what's the problem with me ?? huhhh.. said I was surprised and began to care about the strange treatment of my friends as long as they knew I was with Glen. ah bodo time!!! I will be leaving this shitty place soon!!! my murmur was in my heart.

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after thinking of a way to convey my desire to lecture to my parents for days with the support of Glen, I finally found a way and ventured to tell the Father.

" sir ...Sheila wants to go to college." I said opening the conversation quite casually, considering the health of the father who was not so good.

" where does it cost La??? You can't pay you anymore." asked the father accompanied by a sad face.

" not sir..Sheila did not ask for a fee from the Father." I added hunt so that you do not get sad.

" Sheila got a scholarship sir, so the tuition fee is free. and for the cost problem, let Sheila who is looking for a side job for it sir.so Sheila will not bother you at all..." add me again so that you do not have to worry about me.

suddenly the tears of the Father flowed, he looked so sad, I felt guilty.

" What is your cry?? Sheila was wrong, sir??" manya panic.

He was stunned for a moment, then replied.

" you are not wrong La... I'm just sad because I can't love the best for you, Father's youngest child, until you have to work hard to want to go to college. I'm sorry La.." cried you broke again, made Mama run frantically approached and then calm the Father.

" Sheila's fine sir, Sheila's fine, Sheila's already great sir, should be able to work on Sheila's own dream, not possible to continue to rely on parents..." comfort me so that you are calm, and sure enough you finally smile proudly after hearing my words.

" I'm very proud of you son.Even though you are the youngest child and the only girl, you do not highlight your spoiled side instead, you are much more independent and mature. I'm proud of you, son." said the Father as he hugged and kissed my forehead.

" i love you, Father "miss me in his ear.

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1 month later I finally attached my resignation letter, many were shocked because I only worked for 2 months there. Desi who later turned cynical to me finally asked why I resigned.

" La Lo pulled out of here because of our treatment???" said Desi who seems to feel bad to have treated me for 2 months cynically unclear.

I, who was busy opening my locker to pick up some stuff, stopped and turned to him.

" no really.gw already used to be like people, which is not clear what is wrong I really.." I replied flatly, I replied, feeling clueless with the mind path of my friends who are tacky and unclear.

" Are you angry, are you the same??? sorry La if I for almost 2 months this changed cuek same Lo, hmm...end gw kebawa temen - other friends who do not like to see new children like Lo can dapetin men as cool and as sophisticated as Glen. gw emang wrong....though it's right Lo want to date anyone.." said Desi with a look of regret.o.wh was right, everything turned cynical just because I know I'm dating Glen, huh!! really - really tacky!!! pekikku.

" i'm not angry, I'm used to. "I answered flatly, not wanting to look upset in front of Desi, Desi was a close colleague to him at the beginning - I got to work, and he appreciated that.

the problem of friends who often turn into dislikes is not new.Since I sat in the Junior High School, the problem has often approached me. Just because my predicate is called the most beautiful girl 1 school. many girls who stabbed me in the back, looking for my shortcomings and then spread out to and fro so that my image was ugly, so I had difficulty believing in the name of a friend and chose to be an introvert.

although I look innocent and patient, I have a side that others do not know because I choose not to show it to others. I'm actually a rebel, aka not like my life too dictated by others, I yes I, I have my own will. and I am the type of person who will not want to be close to people who I have considered not good, I don't know maybe the blood of vengeance is flowing in me.

and since I was with Glen, my true nature can be shown to the surface, I don't know.so with him I feel like I'm the whole person, he has a very good impact on my life now.

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before I entered college Glen told me to take a course for a few months while waiting for the admission to the new students to reopen, because I was too late to apply right now, every day Glen faithfully picked me up from my way home, even though I felt bad for fear of interfering with his work.

my friends were flabbergasted to see my fancy pickup car, making them gossip behind my back, but I didn't care, because here I just want to study so I can be accepted to the best campus I want.

I only know a girl named Puput my course friend who looks pretty cute and quite fun to talk to. while the guys in the class obviously will not dare to approach me because always see the figure of Glen who drove me to the front door of the class, huft, like a kindergarten kid just escorted to the front of the class, I thought, but, Glen's not his name if not possessive.

for 6 months, I took the course until finally the registration for new students was opened, well I was very excited, I was very excited, I can't wait to take a lecture so I can prove to my other friends that I can also go to college like them. and taraaaaa.

I immediately hugged Glen when I found out my name appeared on the announcement paper of the acceptance of new students on the campus wall, Glen was also happy to see me graduate.

" you're great, baby, to graduate at the best university this country has.I'm proud of you "praise Glen while kissing my cheek, I also hugged her tighter because I felt so happy that my heart wanted to move.

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