Honey, Are You Sorry??
Episode 12 "I said YES "

arriving at home I went straight to the room, even the greeting of Mama I did not mind because I wanted to immediately spill my feelings that felt like exploding. This is my first time kissing, it really feels really nano - nano, my body still vibrates as well as my hands are cold. it feels like my heart wants to be dislodged, ohh God is this real??? I also reflexively pinched my cheek.." awwww.." I shouted, I was not dreaming.

All this time I have only been dating 2 times, and even that was just a walk together, watching together, the rest I never touch or kiss because I feel that the act is not worth me doing, he said, I always felt like I was a child, even though my peers had even dated a lot of kebablasan....

It turns out this is how it feels, I've never felt this turmoil before.

it was so sweet when our lips touched each other, I was like being bewitched by Glen's charm and his scent made my body rustle. A grown man who was quite far away from me, yet I seemed to like him. usually I date a guy of the same age whose thinking is not yet mature and whose appearance is different.

all night I was restless, until I forgot to take a shower and have dinner.The sweet incident was clear in my mind, not to mention the feeling of pride and pleasure to be assessed by cool guys like Glen, ahhh....it was like getting a special gift, even though many guys expressed their feelings for me, but no one was able to shake my heart like Glen was able to shake my heart.

I had a bad time because it had ignored Glen and just passed by. "huh..should not have been so, right now I'm not good with Glen.ck..." I was worried, worried that Glen would be offended, but he also apologized and said honestly that he could not bear to express his feelings to me anymore...

my daydream came - suddenly I heard the sound of my phone vibrating, there was a WhatsApp message coming in. and it was from Glen...

Glen: " La.gw apologize if you are angry with my attitude earlier, I'm really sorry, I don't mean brash...it's purely a reflex because I like the same Lo. Don't get angry... ⁇ ️🙏 "

oh geeznn...Glen was so afraid I was angry, it turned out that it was not good to make him feel guilty, I thought.

I also returned the message.

" no papa Glen, I'm not angry I'm just shocked..hehehehe.." I reply.

soon Glen returned my message again.

" ah..funny Lo is not angry La.gw was afraid that Lo will be angry with me..hehehe, owh yes La.kalo Lo is ready, please tell me what is Lo's answer to my question in the car.😊" added Glen.

I had no connection with the words Glen said.

" which question is Glen???? " my reply was curious.

soon Glen replied to my message again.

" when you forgot La. that's what I asked...Want to be my girlfriend??? 😊🙈" Glen replied back reminding his question after he kissed me.

Oops.... stupid fucking you La..still nanya again, hadeuhhhh.

" ooh that one.hehe sorry Glen I don't go back to..okay yes later as soon as possible I'll tell ya Glen.." I reply with embarrassment.

" yaudah Lo rest aja La udah malem..met sleep yes La...good night 🙏😇" added Glen ended our conversation via WhatsApp.

I also retaliated.

" okay Glen, thankyou...Good night 😇" reply.

And now I'm getting confused about whether to answer yes or no. I don't feel confident being a cool and moneyed boyfriend like Glen. I'm embarrassed if my friends or siblings know my background later.I'm not from a family to be, I'm ashamed, whether later it will not be a sneer among the elite of Glen's life, and whether Glen really likes a girl like me who is obviously not how beautiful with the girls he knows, and whether Glen really likes girls like me, which was obviously a month's treatment over my salary of a year.

but on the one hand, I also can't possibly resist the charm of Glen who has now possessed this innocent me. Glen to me is like a first love for me, with my previous boyfriend I did not feel anything, nothing special with my ex, very different from Glen who in a week has made me flowery.

" oh Glen.you really ripped off my innocent feelings, my heart was happy.." I muttered as I lay down my tired body from the turbulence and soon fell asleep.

the next morning....

" hoammmmm...had morning, the feeling I haven't slept long, huh .." lamented I felt my rest was a little because today I went back in the morning.

" La.... let's take a shower and continue to eat breakfast.mama make fried noodles.." shouted Mama who thought I was still sleeping.

" yes Ma....Sheila woke up and "my yell told Mama and then I went from my bed to the bathroom.

" La...how's your job?? smoothly right?? " ask the Father while enjoying the herbs that Mama brewed.

" Clearly sir.I also comfortable working there, my friends are all engrossed. "I replied with a smile and ate my noodles.

" good then, you are happy and Proud, the youngest daughter of the Father is now independent and can make her own money" said the Father with a proud face.

I also just nodded back because I was busy enjoying delicious Mama-made fried noodles.

" but remember the message of the Father yes La. keep yourself well - well, do not let you fall into a relationship that is not good. "the message of the Father seriously. makes me remember the incident last night that is certain that you know I can be scolded, huhu. ..

" yes, Father...Sheila will take good care of Sheila - both sir.." I answered obediently, and soon set out for work, and soon, I slapped my hands and rushed to work by public transport.

arriving at work, I also became unfocused.I think of Glen and the advice of the Father, I could not possibly date, how if later you know, surely you will be angry, huh...but on the other hand, yes time I can not be in love with anyone.During this time I always obey the requests of my parents, without my parents ever ask what I want. I am also just an ordinary girl who wants to feel loved like any other girl who has a lover.

this time I chose to follow my instincts.I felt I had the right to determine my own life path, and I had already decided to accept Glen as my girlfriend.

when I took a break I immediately took a cellphone and invited Glen to meet after work later.

" Glen..gw want to answer Lo semalem's question, can we meet later in the afternoon outside??? "

glen hasn't been returning my messages for a long time, maybe he's busy, I thought.

before long my phone rang.

" okay La..later we meet at the Pelangi restaurant in the Plaza mall yah.." reply Glen.

" okay.." I reply briefly.

at home came, I immediately rushed to the Plaza mall which happened to be not so far from my work place.after until I went straight to the 2nd floor where the Rainbow restaurant is located. it turned out that Glen was already up until, from a distance I could control clearly, that afternoon he was wearing a red-collared polo shirt, making it look cooler than usual.

" hey...have you waited a long time, huh??? " my broom when it's arrived.

" no really, it's only been 10 minutes gw until now." he replied smiling handsomely, telling me to sit down.

" Do you want to eat what La?? let me take it,." asked Glen while propping the menu book to me.

" i want to drink Glen because it has not been laper, strawberry milkshake aja deh.." I asked as I put my bag in the next chair.

" ooh okay if that..mba..mba.." cried Glen called the waitress.

" yes ..what message do you want??" ask the waiter while taking out a pen and paper and Glen just ordered a strawberry milkshake and a cup of hot cappucino.

" hmmm....so how's La??? what was Lo's answer ? " asked Glen impatiently after the waiter passed away.

" haha..calm sir..quiet..sabar.." ledekku while laughing amusedly look at Glen's child-like attitude.

" haha sorry La..gw has been impatient out of semalem I thought I could not sleep.ckck.." lamented Glen with a pouting nose that made me feel anxious.

" okay ok.gw answered yes Glen.." I said then continued "i've thought long semalem, until hard to sleep too but unfortunately I even overslept until morning, hehe.... and I already have the answer." I answered and stopped in a moment, making Glen's face even paler withholding curiosity.

" gw ...gw wants to be Lo Glen's girlfriend .." I continued with a sweet smile towards Glen.

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