
Turning the bottle cap a little hard Dusk stared at the kemuning that looked so beautiful, Nata does not lie Dusk here is different from others as if Dusk feels closer to the orange light that adorns the end of the horizon.
The bottle finally opened, the boy who had also returned. But before returning home he had advised that Dusk not linger long at this school because at night then there is no more light that will accompany the trip back to the headmaster's house.
Dusk spilled all the contents of the mineral water bottle and took out a roll of paper wrapped in plastic and a coil of clear tape. Although it was in the water but the paper was not wet at all.
Dusk was finally able to open its scroll and found a series of beautiful characters written by Nata himself.
How long will it take you to find this place my beautiful sister?
One year, two years, ten years ? Or have you never unrolled this scroll at all?
"Even not a year, brother Nata" as if replying to Nata's words that he wrote in the letter, he could still smile even with just a letter but Dusk was satisfied, he could still smile, it was as if he was chatting directly with the owner of the writing.
If you never open it, let me write it as a fool.
Dusk have you seen my weapon here? I like the back porch of the school the best place to enjoy Dusk.
Well that's all I can do to channel my longing for you, by looking at Dusk in the truest sense.
Oh yes, who gave you this bottle is the child who is most curious about the figure of you somehow as big as he is now.
"He's a little girl, why do you think I'm going to find this place so long" the second Netra Twilight began to get wet reading Nata's handwriting.
I always tell her about you. I spend hours visiting here just to tell her how beautiful and good my weapon is, and only she ever tells me about this letter.
Dusk, how are you? Are you sad that time brings your body to this place?
Even to the end of my being the evil Nata, Nata who wants your life choices does not give you happiness so you need this place as an escape and where you hide.
I Selfish fantasies can give you happiness but in fact no, I am only a deep night that will drown the Dusk so that the charm of its beauty disappears without remaining.
I hope it's not sadness that brings you here, you should always be happy with Doctor Aby because only he deserves you, not a sick man like me. Huh....Twilight I repeatedly sighed while writing this letter, condemning my confidence that finally eroded to the end.
I gave up wanting to make you happy and protect you, because in fact I could no longer even support my own body.
I was happy to see your cheerful laughter with Doctor Aby from a distance, and never again dared to look directly at your face because I did not want to show my weakest side, My face was getting thinner with a thinner body, and I was getting thinner, the disease gnawed my body and soul until I finally gave up.
At dusk when you read this letter maybe I'm no longer grounded on this earth, maybe I can no longer look at Dusk at the end of the beautiful horizon, but believe me I've recorded everything clearly and brought those memories to accompany the end of my long journey. Thank you for being present in my life if one day you feel neglected remember there is a human named Nata who once loved you wholeheartedly.
One more thing, this bottle of minerals is your gift on the first day we met, I don't know why I kept it and wanted to make it a memory when I got to know you more.
Take good care of yourself, my beautiful sister.
Both Netra Dusk emitted such a real sadness, his body shivering and trembling. Dusk does not laugh like a fool while crying.
"No no" Dusk shook his head strongly,"kak Nata you're so evil why lie like this? If you don't want to meet me it shouldn't be like this" Screeched Dusk as he hugged the empty mineral bottle on his chest.
"This is wrong, well he thinks I'm coming decades away, but you're wrong brother I'm coming now I'm sure you're still alive, you idiot!! you're a stupid screenwriter, I have to find him" Dusk continued to talk to himself.Trainedly he tried to get up still while hugging the mineral bottle and a piece of paper.
Dusk strolled as he left the school terrace, carrying his limp-like limp boneless body as he continued to shed tears of sadness and mumbled to convince himself that what was in the letter was a lie. Because Nata prepared him to read for the next few years.
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It was in Jakarta.
Although not All but quite a lot of Doctors and other medics delivered the departure of the body of Nata including Aby who still did not fully believe. They bow their heads for a moment when the white Ambulance car with a siren hook carrying a noble human body inside.
"Look at them my best friend, those who are highly educated even bow before you who are no longer alive, pay respect to the hardened man during his life, you great bro, I'm amazed" bobby's shoulders up and down holding his fill, he rebuked but it was precisely the sound of seething stiffness that was heard coming out of his lips, staring at the friend in arms now lifeless with a white cloth all over his body.
While Mother Maryam can only withstand tightness while hitting her chest. The wayward child who used to often make his throat hurt because of tired of reprimanding him is now gone.
"Why are you donating all of yours huh???" Mother Maryam hit Nata's shoulder many times while sobbing softly.
But the man sitting on the floor taking out all his clothes from inside the box only returned with a warm smile, looking up at the face of the old woman sitting on the edge of the bed, the woman who raised him all this time.
"I'll go far away Mother, all mine will be useless there"
"Speak what you hah!!!where do you go do not talk carelessly, there are still many people who love you here, Mother, sister of the home, Bobby and____ Dusk" Mother Maryam hesitated when mentioning the name of the woman.
"God..." Nata chuckled softly, "Mother is right, that woman has still not forgotten me, she is still worried about me" Nata's eyes looked away considering the chasing Dusk and relentlessly searching for her whereabouts at the airport. Though at that time the arrival of Nata only wanted to take the departure of Dusk from afar. Nata's heart was so sick when he saw Dusk fall unconscious but when he wanted to get closer people first helped him.
"Never blame yourself" prof Anton who just came patting Aby's shoulder from behind.
Now only Aby lives in front of a building that is separated from the main building of the hospital.
Body Room.
Aby as if he could not move his feet away from there he continued to look at the road that was passed by Ambulance who carried the body of Nata.
"Prof" said Aby.
Prof Anton left the Operating Room as soon as he finished his second kidney transplant. He hopes to still be able to take Nata away but in fact he is late.
"His condition didn't allow him to have surgery, and he knows for sure, he never blames you, he thanks you for making your wife happy all his life, that's the only message he's given me".